Hell... I screwed up during the exam today. Chinese paper was so tough. English paper 1... haha... finished like 40 minutes earlier. Slept after checking through my papers and counting the number of words. I wrote crap!

Finally! Been raining the past few days, cannot go jogging. Those emotions have been piling up since Monday... sorrows, frustration and STRESS. Went jogging today to release them all. Feel so much better now... but then... you know... I can't stay under the afternoon sun for too long. Yes... minor sun burnt- went around 3pm when the sun is so bloody hot.

Hmm... yesterday evening... Nicholas returned home... held the consent form in front of me. "P5 camp from 3th June to 5th June. You going back to help this year?" *CRY!* Hell yes... I wanna go. But I believe the school has some really "wonderful" plans for us during the holidays.

Hmm... I'm going to challenge myself this Sunday. Planning to jog the 5 km with dad, as in jog at the same rate as him. I'm going to heck care about the mid year! I don't wanna dream of math equations anymore! Anyway... ZHEN YAN!!! I WANNA WATCH FULL METAL ALCHEMIST! HELP ME BURN! Thanks.

Leon joined E math tuition. Hopefully he don't remember me. I used to be a horrible class monitor. :S

Quote of the week: Love is a torture.

I know I was wrong to pry. I know you'll be really pissed if you found out what I did. But I can't help myself. Maybe I shouldn't have even try... it make me even more depress. I wonder... who is she? Probably another chio girl you know through basketball. I don't know. You asked how I felt yesterday. Well... I feel that you're playing with me all this time. Making me feel like an idiot. You weren't even that caring to me compared to her. That's what I felt. You can't blame me for being uneasy. How can I calm down when you even bloody hell asked for her damn number.

I knew you were this sort of person right from the beginning. But I trusted you all along. Maybe I was wrong that you will change. You'll never change. You said perhaps we can work something out. Are you really sure that's what you want. I've doubts in that. How can I trust you when you're such a playboy.

Been a long long time since I last updated. Deleted a few entries. Don't ask why... I've my reasons.

Cross country today. Wonderful weather. Done well. 16th position. I think I could have done slightly better if I hadn't stopped halfway to tie my shoe laces. Lost the momentum in just that short period of time. Dad said I did badly... not up to his expectation. Oh man... what the hell did he expected from me? He wasn't even pleased with my positioning when I got 10th a few years back. I know he is good at sports but he can't expect me to do as well as him.

Physics tuition. We were "classroom-less" for the first 10 minutes. Guess probably because of the sudden change of timing that's why erm... they weren't prepared. The people there actually suggested us to have our lesson in that SMALL office. Phew... fortunately the other class gave in and allow us to use their classroom instead. Did a prelim paper from erm... a school, can't remember which. Very tough! Haha... because I haven't started revising yet.

Met him after that. Nothing much though. Was counting just now... hmm... it's like 2 months 23 days never see him. That's long. Oh... meeting him wasn't that bad, at least I gained something. Haha... I meant that I spotted Venus! It's like wow. It's been there for quite sometime already and I notice it only like today. It appears as a very bright star near the crescent. So people... go check it out.

Oh yea... congrats to Zhen Yan. Masterpiece being accepted by the school. Anyway to Zhen Yan, next time they send the mail to my inbox... just go ahead and reply them... don't need to ask for my consent.

Just came back from my daily jog. I really surprised myself today. Went out at the usual time, realized they are doing some construction stuff at the park so some parts of the park was out of bound. Then, some really crazy idea struck me. And so I went on the 5km jog around the neighborhood. From my house to Sembawang Road to Chong Pang and back to my house, run up the stairs. Passed by Khatib Camp on the way, saw lots of NS man back from IPPT. Haha... Still, I can't believe I actually ran that distance without stopping. Its like twice the distance of Peiying's road run and twice the distance we covered the day i sneaked out to meet him. Stamina wasn't even that good the time when I was so crazy about swimming. Feeling so good after that. Its like all of the sudden, the world seem so perfect, no worries, sorrows, hatred or whatsoever. Hmm... shall do it again tomorrow. :)

A PORTION of Nicoll Highway near the Golden Mile Complex where the MRT's Circle Line is being built collapsed at 3:30pm on Tuesday. Access to the road between the Kallang area and Suntec City has been blocked off by police and civil defence officers at the scene.

One dead body has been pulled out of the rubble so far, and rescue teams, including search dogs, are on the job. Of the three people sent to hospital, two have been discharged after examinations by doctors. Three others are still unaccounted for.

A hole now occupies six lanes of Nicoll Highway.

Eyewitnesses said that the pedestrian bridge across the highway has also toppled over. Other reports said fires were blazing in the site. Water was been gushing out onto the road, and some witnesses reported a strong smell of gas is in the air. Others felt tremors and heard blasts.

PowerGas confirmed that a section of a gas pipe along the highway was damaged by the collapse, but that engineers had shut off the supply. Gas supply to the area has, however, not been affected because alternative pipes are being used.

The collapse also interrupted the electricity supply to the Marina Centre area, affecting Suntec City and Marina Square areas, according to a statement from Singapore Power.

For more information, read article "Road collapses along Nicoll Highway"