Thursday, April 21, 2011

It has been a rather solemn day at work.
There had been rumors for quite some time but nothing concrete until today.
To me, the annoucement wasn't unexpected but it was too sudden.
Afterall, we were being assured that no actions will be taken just yesterday.
It seems like what we have been told was all just lies and cover-ups.
I just don't buy it.. the decision was definately not a today or yesterday thing.
How can it be a sudden decision when it was already planned ahead?

Monday, April 11, 2011

I highly doubt that I would be ready by May. It’s a whole load of information to digest. The hard work from prelims has more or less gone down the drain because I have forgotten a huge chunk of it.

The overseas lecturers’ revision classes made me realize how little I understand of each module. I thought the prelims were pretty easy and was hoping that the final exam would be of equal difficulty. Turns out that the prelims questions weren’t as simple as I thought it was.

I have not collected my prelims results. But I’m quite sure I hadn’t done a fantastic job. My answers to the prelims are considered skimpy as compared to the detailed model answer given by the lecturers. Damn demoralized.

It’s less than a month to the exams. There’s just too little time and so much to revise.

Perhaps, I should camp in the school library during my exam leave.

Tuesday, April 05, 2011

BTO

The excitement is indescribable. Less than 20 days to selection day.

It feels like moving on to a next phase in life even though it’s going to take another few more years before we receive the key. Its gonna be our first BIG ‘purchase’ together.

I really enjoyed the furniture viewing trips. It gives us a gauge on how much to save. Boy… it’s going to be a huge sum of money.

This has truly been an incredible journey. And I’m glad we have made it so far.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

人类是复杂的动物。人性是复杂的东西。人的思想更是难以琢磨。

一个人对你好,不一定代表他是真心为你好。也许他的笑颜背后就藏着一把利刀,已准备在你没防备,没戒心时,狠狠地捅下去。人类真的就是那么可怕。

人性本善。但往往在成长的当儿,人心会在不知不觉中,变得越来越黑,越来越邪。那原本的‘善’却变得越来越渺小。

为何人类要把每件事想得那么复杂?难道单纯的友谊,简单的人事关系有难么困难吗?真诚的待人有那么辛苦吗?我真的不了解。

真怀念儿时的单纯岁月。