Hmm... finally get another chance to come online. I must really thank those friends who msg me about my previous entry (it really make me feel better). I didn't really wanted to say those things. Really! I was just having a bad day and all of the sudden remember such things. It was suppose to be my secret anyway. Okay... I'm fine. Don't worry. Every family has their own problems I suppose. But anyhow... I am really grateful I've got a bunch of great friends.
Never had I wanted to show my weak side to others. I always try to appear strong in front of others. I never wanted others to see the weaker side of me. But there are times I can't take it. Like that time at east coast, after my fall. I can laugh and joke with pals after that about my injuries. But I can't seem to get the tears out of my eyes when I was on the phone with my parents telling them about my injuries. Guess thats one of my weaker side. I never like crying in front of people. I always try to control my emotions. But sometimes it feels like I try too hard... it seem so fake.
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