Stupid day! So tired in the morning, have to drag myself out of bed. Haha... was msg-ing him last night till 12 plus. 12 plus is normally considered early for me but this days I am so bloody tired. So... we were talking about his friend Melvin and Jia Ling. Seems like Melvin got a good impression of me... well... that's good. Haha... he said I'm a nice and pretty girl. (duck from rotten eggs) Well... so Melvin was asking him to introduce him girls. So he ask me to introduce friends to Melvin... then I introduce Jia Ling to them-since she wanted to know more guys. Haha... really Jia Ling... Melvin is a very nice person, a skaterboy. Haha... he may look a bit like Cindy Sim but he is very cool. :)

Had rehearsal today. I'm not so directly involved in the play- playing as one of the Hulooloos. Okay... I wasn't in the mood to stay back after school today anyway... so I was looking very moody. Very tired when I reached home so I went for a short nap before going for tuition. Then when I woke up, Elaine called me to say she will not be joining me for tuition today. And she gave me some really interesting news, I was so shocked initially. Haha...

Had geography test... though it was my group who did the geography report for weathering... I cannot remember all the points. So anyhow do the entire paper... think I am going to fail again. English common test after that... shit! I think I didn't reach the word limit. My head was like blank... don't know what to write. Think common test will be yet another failure. Sad! had a test during tuition too... it was rather unexpected but it was easy. Haha...

So bloody tired. I want to sleep!!! Haiz... tomorrow still got guides. Sian!!! Tomorrow have to go for guides alone...

Again... I tried starting with a new song from Energy. But too bad the words can't really appear correctly. So erm... I would like dedicated "missing you" from Energy to you-know-who. Haha. I shall not elaborate much. Oh ya... this is the song that me and fish was arguing about. Haha... she was saying Energy copy another song again... this time Fly To The Sky's. Haha... but then I'm not so bias, I agree with fish that Fly To The Sky sang it better... more emotions. Or is it because I got to hear the original version first and have a better impression of it in korean. Haha... but then again I must say that Ah Di's voice is still the best! ^-^

Was sneezing the whole morning plus afternoon. What happened? I've no idea. Glad that I am feeling better now. But then... I just realize I left my maths homework in school. Okay... HELP!!! The first two periods tomorrow is MATHS!!! Die! Miss Ng is going to kill me! I think I've to chiong tomorrow morning. Haiz... so what I doing now? Nothing? Worrying about tomorrow!

Oh shit oh shit!!! Just remembered what fish told me this morning. "There is a computer virus going around now". So peeps reading this... remember not to open unknown emails. Haha... prevention is always better than sorry right. Wahaha... bwahahaha!!! Having a screw nut here. Haha...

How are you now
過的好不好
看到你出現就安心了不少
也許經過一些時間
我們友情會更堅牢

記得嗎那年的夏天
分享的喜悅
在我們眉間
汗水和淚水終於
鎔成了鋼和鐵

終於爬上了稜線的尖端
兩邊都可以讓人跌下山崖

不要害怕
錯過再來
但一定要過的更精采
你要繼續 前進

我們都站在正義那一邊
同一個世界不同的視野
但希望我們能在邁向成功路上遇見

我們都站在正義那一邊
我們一定會挺你到永遠
只要你還在堅持追求夢想那個光源

終於爬上了稜線的尖端
兩邊都可以讓人跌下山崖

不要害怕
錯過再來
但一定要過的更精采

你要繼續 前進
嘿！

終於爬上了稜線的尖端
兩邊都可以讓人跌下山崖

不要害怕
錯過再來
但一定要過的更精采
你要繼續 前進

我們都站在正義那一邊
同一個世界不同的視野

但希望我們能在邁向成功路上遇見
我們都站在正義那一邊

Energy's latest song, 繼續. Haiz... when I read the lyrics, it somehow occur to me that the song is specially written for Toro. Now that Toro is gone... Energy don't seem that perfect. Energy has always been 5 people. Haiz.

Ok... cut the crap. Today was fun. Completed the bloody notice board yesterday. Haha... I didn't help much except for putting the glue and giving some suggestions. Me and Elaine met Azmi and his stead today. Hmm... how did we meet them? Haha... its because of Elaine.

Went for tuition. Was so tired... doze off a bit. Haha... Mr Ng is so understanding. Allow me to be in my dreamland for a few minutes while he teach the other guy. Haha. Haiz... so bored... so sleepy!!!

Hmm... the suppose-to-be-boring day turned out actually quite fun. woke up in the morning, mum was like "let's go gugu's house today". I was like "haiz... sian... I DON'T WANNA GO!". Haha... that's when I realize how boring its going to be alone at home AGAIN. Then, went online asking people whether wanna go out. And what... Joyce happened to be meeting Vanessa and so I joined them. Hoho... long time never go out with friends, so exciting.

Met Joyce at 2.15pm then we went to borders. Met cleo at Burger King. She look so damn chio lor. Then, after lunch, me and Joyce went to far east. The ear rings there were so so so nice. Was so tempted to buy but must save money for a 3100. Then, met Vanessa at orchard MRT station. Joyce actually walked past Vanessa without noticing her until I shouted "Vanessa". Haha... was so funny. Then, went Takashimaya and HMV. Ah!!! I finally bought ENERGY4EVER. Haha... and I bought a new ring. I am now a sucker for rings. But then... the ring I bought was like so loose... too big for even my thumb. Haha. Oh ya... I read the script for the class play this year, written by the very talented writer, Vanessa! The script was really really funny. Very nice. Haha. I was laughing like a mad woman at orchard just now. Just imagine the "hulooloos". Haha...

So fun. But then... I am still alone at home now. How saddening. Haiz... hope someone, anyone can gimme a call now and ask me go out for dinner. If not... I will be having dinner alone AGAIN. I am really sick of asking him out again. Haiz... ANYWAY... listening to energy new song now. Ah Di's voice is simply too sexy already. ^-^

It New Year!!! And its raining...hate the rain. It was so hot and sunny on the first day of new year. Oh yea... new year... got a lot of "Angbaos" but too bad not enough to get a new handphone. Still saving for one.

Hmm... sneaked out on the friday morning at 2. Haha... met him. He was with a friend. was with them till 6 plus in the morning. Haha... yea yea... we are a batch of crazy people.

haiz... still raining. Guess I can't make it for dinner with him later. Playing pool with him now anyway. Haha... Sucks!!! I think my computer having some problems. The screen is like blinking. Die... dad is going to kill me if he found out.

Happy Chinese New Year to all. Hmm... can't wait for tomorrow. Imagine all the money erm... I mean Angbaos I will receive. Fine... I admit it! I love money... and I seriously need some money now. Why? Because this girl here is very broke now.

The school chinese new year concert was pretty boring. Except for the part when Mr Guang was doing the Tai Ji and singing the Chinese New Year songs and the part where the NCC land peeps did the performance. It was really funny. I hell love Mr Guang singing. *Note the sarcasm. His voice is so damn nice, even better then my dear Ah Di. Haha...

Saw Zhi Wei in school today. He came back for NCC thingie again, been seeing him with the NCC land people quite often this few days. Oh ya... guess who he was with? Yes... its Soon Yi (sp). He really changed a lot. he used to be so "mo peng", now his complexion is better. And yes... he spiked his hair and had contacts on. No wonder Yip Ling went gaga over him today. Haha... Elaine is going to be so jealous. I saw Elmo in school today. Hmm... not bad. Think he came back mainly to play basketball cos they were carrying balls with them.

Ah!!! Hell with all the mosquitoes. Been "attack" by mosquitoes for 2 days. Having red spots here and there. Haiz. Mosquitoes are o clever these days. Had been putting mosquito coils at every corner of my house these 2 days and they are still alive. Argh!!!

Had a really enjoyable reunion dinner. Haha... probably because I helped in preparing that's why it taste exceptionally nice. Haha. (duck from rotten eggs) Hmm... this year we had a roast pig. Taste nice. Haha... 5 people can't finish the whole pig.

Haiz... he so poor thing. Didn't went back to Malaysia with his parent and brother. So he is now alone at home. So poor thing... having "reunion dinner" alone. Or more like he will be celebrating the New Year himself. Haiz... if I've can, I would have invited him to my house. Probably on Saturday, I could just go out and visit him. Anyway its been a "tradition" for me to "not go any relatives' house" on the third day of new year while my parents will most probably be spending the day at my uncle's house or some shopping centres.

Mood: extremely happy. Why? I'm not telling. Actually I was rather angry with him this afternoon, everytime we say wanna meet, he will always forget. If he ever forget again, I will explode. Haha. But never mind... he promised to make up for that. Hmm... he asked if I can stay over at his house during chinese new year. Haiz... parents sure don't allow lor. Especially when he is alone at home. Haha.

Haiz... was under the rain twice today. Bet I'm going to be sick tomorrow. Went J8 with Jia Ling today. For what? For lunch lah... what else. Had beef noodles. Boy... I really love beef. Too bad about the mad cow diseases in the states now. Haha. Looked at some clothes. Bought a new lip gloss and got a new buffer. Haven't been doing any DIY manicure for quite some time. Haha. I just simply like "doing things" to my nails.

Lao Da wasn't in school today. And everyone was like "yeah!!!". Why? Cos it means there will be no spelling today. Haha... I didn't study for it either. Having chinese test tomorrow and what the hell am I doing here? Haha... hack the test. Chinese has always been my forte. Too bad... if the results slip a little.

Haiz... gotta type this entry twice. Didn't manage to publish it yesterday, so pardon me if I wrote too much on yesterday stuff. Was planning to meet him yesterday but too bad didn't. However, he did call, its was better than nothing right.

Went for guides. It was boring. Had 15 minutes of drills while the others had an hour of drills. My feet was arching ever since friday that's why. Watched the others march. Poor thing. The sun was so bloody hot.

Went to J8 after that with Jaclyn and Joyce. Was watching them take their lunch while I had none. Jaclyn then accompany me to Guides House to buy my swimmers badge and Jia Ling's Local History badge. After that when I was about to go home, I was "stopped" by this person. He was asking for donation for some organization (don't remember what organization it was for). I donated $3, thanks to his friend, I got to donate an extra dollar. Haha. Then, this friend of his asked me for my number. He said he was helping a friend to take. I was like "don't want lah...!" and he was like "why cannot give? make friends lah". That bloody idiot took up 5 minutes of my precious time, make me miss my train. In the end I left without leaving my number, was really pissed off. It was nothing much but it sort of boast my ego. Haha...

Today, boring day. was planning to meet him again for dinner. But he last minute can't go out. Cos he was out too late last night. Yea... went cycling again. I've been a really good girl, did my all homework. Don't know what happened to my right hand. Feel so numb ever since noon. Think its because of the bruise cause by the blood test. :S

Hmm... this entry is so long. Anyway I must have a good ending. Haha. Pardon me for being lame. HELL WITH ALL THE MOSQUITOES!!! Haha... sorry for the sudden outblast. I have enough of mosquitoes. They seem to find my blood really tasty and have been sucking them for two days. Now my leg is full of mosquito bites. I swear I will light all the mosquito coils I can find at home to kill those irritating creatures. Yes... I am cruel. Can't blame me... they have been feeding on my delicious blood for too long. Haha...

Happy Birthday! Haha... sent him a birthday picture message at around 6 in the morning. Haha... a bit siao. Today was pretty fine. Unlike the previous days, I feel "not so piss off".

Was caught by Mr Siva for wearing ankle socks. Luckily it was Mr Siva and not Mr Ong, if not I will be deadmeat. Yea... Mr Siva just warn me and say he will check on me next week. Boo! Then I think Madm Anata or what ever her name is caught me sleeping during her history lesson. Can't blame me for sleeping during her lesson. That fat ass keep repeating her points, her lesson is just too boring.

Had my screening after that. The doc was so horrible. Don't want to go into details of the screening. One word: horrible. But I hope I get a good result for that. After that, had photo taking session in school. Helped with the class notice board after that. Went for tuition, slept in front of Mr Ng when he was explaining the question to me. Luckily, he is such a good teacher. He understand I just came back from school and is really tired. Haha.

Then, I met my primary chinese tuition teacher. She now teaches my brothers. Haha... talk a while with her. She still remember me!!! Haha. Hmm... may be meeting him tomorrow. Been about 2 weeks since I last met him. This time, I am going to make him tell me what happened!

Had a rather enjoyable day compared to the previous days. At least I don't feel that piss off. Went shopping with my mum after school. Mainly to get my new year stuff. Bought a skirt and a long sleeves top from U. Quite nice. Then, I bought a dress from Dano. It was a really nice dress. My mum was complaining how expensive it was and made me promise her to wear it to my cousins' wedding dinners this year. Then... I bought a new sandals. Mum was like "you see lah... your feet so big... I help you try then you see nice then you tell the person help you get the size... if not the person will get very piss off if you make her look for the sandals so many times". Haha... yea... I've got BIG feet. Haha.

After that, went to fetch my brothers. Just realized how chubby my youngest brother is. He is now wearing the shorts Nicholas wore when he is in PRI 3. And still he find it too tight. Haha. Reach home at around 7. slept until 8.30pm then take dinner. After dinner, hurried through my bathe then came online to discuss on geography. More like fish and Dylan doing most of the stuff. Me doing maths. Having a headache now.

Tomorrow's his birthday. Happy Birthday! Will be having my screening tomorrow. Hope I get good result. But getting a positive result from the screening means that I really have no idea what's wrong with my neck. Haiz... probably I don't consider this a good day either. Having a worse headache now. Think I might as well take so pills and go to sleep. Is this a symtom of depression anyway. I seem to look like mich in the morning now. Seem soooo bloody piss off every morning and fine later in the day. Haiz... life sucks...

Sucks!!! Was caught sleeping by Mr Guang during his lesson today. Lucky he didn't punish me or anything. Went for blood test on Monday. Got the results today. Hmm... not bad not bad. Hormone level ok. That means I cleared my blood test but I still have to clear the screening first before I know whether I am perfectly fit.

Having two tests tomorrow- physics and chemistry. WTF! Why must this two subject be on the same day. Those were my worst subjects! Sometimes I think... whether I should join Michelle. I shall not elaborate on that.

He still don't wanna tell me what happened. What so secretive about it anyway. Oh ya... his birthday coming. Too bad I don't think I am free any of this days. Haiz...

Boring day. He really scare me. Don't know whether what he say was true... hope not. The day was very very boring. Jia Ling wasn't in such a good mood. I shouldn't say much about this. School was hell. Not much interesting thing happen except that Mr Tan made us run 7 rounds around the school during PE lesson. It was tiring but kindda get used to it already. I haven't been running up eleven levels everyday for nothing. Sucks... the day totally sucks. I don't know what I am thinking... there I was telling Jia Ling to think positive and here I am thinking how life sucks...

Haiz... today wasn't any better. Quarreled with my dad in the morning. Okay... I must admit its my fault. But doesn't have to yell at me with the front door open. And he doesn't have to wake me up from my nap just to tell me to move the radio away so that he could vacuum that corner. What the f**k! Can't he just do it himself. Then, he on some stupid music which annoy me hell load. Now, the whole family abandon me. Leave me at home... and I've no idea where they went and whether my dinner will be with them! What the hell!

Okay... just remembered I still the chemistry 10 years series paper to complete. This sucks! It really sucks to the core. Got e maths to complete too. I think I can forget about sleeping tonight.

Trying to chill myself now. Oh ya... finally spotted him online. Seems really busy. And yes... before I forget. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!!! Hope you have a good year ahead, unlike me.

Have you ever feel that life totally sucks to the core? YES! I just don't know why I am feeling this way. Been bad mood for quite a few days now. Been a nuisance myself. I may look very cheerful in front of my friends but within me, I feel terrible. Just don't where the hell this sudden change of mood came from. Sucks!

Went for CCA orientation today. Okay... it sucks totally. Girl guides sucks and I've to tell the sec 1s how "fun" it is and make them join girl guides. I hope not many will join this year. No offence if any of the madms are reading this, I think girl guides sucks totally. Bless those Sec 1s who are planning to join guides this year. They will be suffering under the hands of "her".

Came home from guides, had a light lunch then took a few hours nap. What to do...? Life is just so damn boring. May be working tomorrow though. Elaine confirming it with me tomorrow. I hope her mum really need help so I can escape from this place. Want more excitement in life. I just don't find staring at books and the four walls a kind of entertainment.

Boring day. Was sleeping during maths and history lesson. Got scolded for not completing my maths homework. Shitty Miss Ng. Okay okay... I know I promised to work hard.

Jo Lynn's birthday today. HAPPY BIRHTDDAY FISH!!! Haha... bet she is happy with that care bear. I love the care bear so much too. OMG! I want one for my birthday too! Haha. The eeyore we gave Joyce was also quite cute. I carried it for a while in J8. I just love this cute little soft toys. So cute! >_<

Went for tuition just now. Was late as usual. There was a new guy who joined today. Probably some friend of Sam but he doe4s look very familiar. If I am not mistaken, he is from Peiying too. Oh ya... speaking of peiying... I finally speak to Pei Qi in school. Or rather in the bus to school. Haiz... she don't remember me. But never mind... will be seeing her tomorrow. Haha... of course I wouldn't pull her to join guides... she will probably suffer like shit under Chow Shin Ye. :S

So damn tired today. Yea... today is one of my "online days". Planning of using the internet every alternate days instead of everyday. Got to work real hard this year. There is already not much time to "O" levels.

Had tons of homework to do later. Mainly chemistry. Madm Tong wants us to hand in the papers from 10 years series. Damn it... did only one out of four. That's pathetic. Got to hand them out in by friday. Just don't understand why I am in such a bad mood lately. Probably because of that... haha...

Hmm... today is our one month and one day already. Smiles. Oh ya... anyway I met Terry today. He's slimmer now. Haha... his friends are so funny. And Jaclyn was like... that guy quite shuai hor. Haha... not bad lah. Then I met Colin a while later. Even Chelsia agree that he is much more better looking and smarter now. At least he isn't that stupid anymore. But too bad he doesn't remember me this good friend. Haiz... eveytime I meet a primary school friend... it just reminds me of those good old days. The young, innocent and cute us... haha...

Stress!!! I can already feel the stress. Been rushing here and there ever since 5.50 am this morning. Wake up 5 minutes later, rush through my bath then rush to meet Joyce and Elaine. I was late. After school, went out for a while, realize I was going to be late for tuition. Rush to tuition again. Was late again. Tuition ended late. Rush home to complete my day's homework. Don't think I will have the time to complete them all unless I stay up late tonight. One composition will already take an hour or two to complete. :S

Madm Tong scolded us today again. I don't mind a single bit though. I find what she say really very motivative. Yea... O level is in 9 months time and we people are still unsure of what to do. We don't even read through the textbook and expect answers to fall on us. I think I must really really start working extra hard now. My foundation for chemistry and physics are still very weak. Hope there is still time for me to learn them all again. :S

What can I say but: today sucks! Mum woke me up late this morning, so I was late. Joyce and Elaine had to wait so damn long for me this morning. So sorry about that. The only good news I have for today is that I lost 2kg. Congratulations to myself. But I haven't grown a single pathetic cm. Yea yea... Mr Tan's our PE teacher again. For 3 years! Was banded into the second class for maths. Was rather glad I got in that class until PPC came in. Got Miss Ng for maths. I want Mr Goh!!! Miss Ng's teaching according to what I heard is very good but she teach real slow. Haiz... Lao Da still taking us for chinese. Okay... I must say he really is a fun teacher. But I was caught sleeping during his lesson once again. Can't blame me... its the early afternoon and the blazing sun just make me drowsy. Haha...

After school, went J8 with Jia Ling again. J8 is so super boring now. Went to guides house then realize it was closed. Make me walk such a long way than tell me I cannot get my badge. What the f**k! Had to walk under the rain when I reach khatib. Bloody hell... I was so tired. Later still have to do my chemistry homework. Damn it! Why must Madm Tong have such a good memory. I was hoping she forgot all the holiday assignments she gave us. Hmm... to console myself... after tomorrow it will be one month. How glad. :)

What a boring day! Spent most of my time "earning money". Haha... My hand arches now. Recovered from that horrible flu finally. Going to spent the next few hours completing some of the holiday homework I hadn't touch. "Can't" wait for school tomorrow.

YawnZ! I am so bloody tired now. I have no idea why I sleep so much this days. Probably because of the extremely hot weather. Had an chocolate ice cream just now, think I am putting on weight again. Sigh!

Two more days and it will be a month. How glad. :)

Sucks!!! The whole day sucks! Went for guides this morning. Guides sucks! Watched the video Miss Pang recorded during the camp. Okay... it was horrible. Then, she show us the video she recorded when we were only sec one. The others had a great time laughing while I had really a terrible time. Caught a flu out of no where.

Been sneezing the whole day. But now after erm...3 hours of nap, I'm feeling better. Hate being sick. Just argue with my dad about my books. He say I should go get my english textbook myself but I told him I have no money. Then he started saying mum gave me the money to buy long ago. But can't blame me for using it, my pocket money is so pathetic. So on and so forth. Now, I feel so bad. I don't like arguing with my parents. But can't blame me cos I'm sick and now having a headarch. Just bad mood I guess...

Its the first day of school today. Hmm... it wasn't as bad as I thought it will be. Ms Zaiton is still taking our class but she will not be teaching us history (so glad!). Haha... Ismail will not be taking as for social studies too, there will be a new teacher taking us for combined humanities. Hmm... hope she is better than Ismail and Zaiton.

Zaiton changed my seating position. Or should I say everyone's seating position. Now I am seated with Jim Chow right at the back of the class. Hmm... probably sitting with Jim Chow is better than sitting with Kai Yuan (Elaine sitting with him), at least Jim Chow don't sleep in class. But Jim Chow is so quiet, I probably bored to death. Or maybe I'll sleep more often. Die... O level this year, can't afford to sleep in class.

Spend my afternoon sleeping. Haha... was so tired today. Went for tuition just now. Okay... met that Sam guy at the void deck of the tuition centre. Don't know why he so scared of me... walk back the other direction when he was already at the stairs. Haha... so today I was considered "early" for tuition cos we had to wait that person.

Hmm... just realized today, quite a number of people read my blog quite often. Think I shouldn't write too personal stuff here. Haha... or probably I shouldn't put this as a public blog so no one can view. Haha... okok... think I should just stop writing things about him. Haha...

Happy New Year to all! This is the first time I'm able to spend the first day of the year with friends. Haha... my parents used to drag me out shopping with them during this particular day. But this year, I went to Jia Ling's house. For what? To print the out the geography project.

Before going to Jia Ling's house, I met him. Haha... chatted with him on the phone for about an hour last night. He went cycling the whole night. :S Today, we went to Selatar reservior for a walk. Held hands again. Too bad the weather was so damn hot today. After that he send me to the bus stop outside Jia Ling's house. Haha... was so late when I reach her house.

Didn't manage to complete the printing of the geography report. Jia Ling's printer sort of stop responding halfway. Then, Jia Ling, her sister and I played daidee and some other card game together. Haha... it was fun playing with them compared to my brothers. After that I taught them how to cross stitch. Haha... probably they are not used to doing such things. It just bring back memories when I do such things. Used to spend my holidays doing cross stitches and puppets. Influenced by my aunt. Haha...