Hell... I screwed up during the exam today. Chinese paper was so tough. English paper 1... haha... finished like 40 minutes earlier. Slept after checking through my papers and counting the number of words. I wrote crap!

Finally! Been raining the past few days, cannot go jogging. Those emotions have been piling up since Monday... sorrows, frustration and STRESS. Went jogging today to release them all. Feel so much better now... but then... you know... I can't stay under the afternoon sun for too long. Yes... minor sun burnt- went around 3pm when the sun is so bloody hot.

Hmm... yesterday evening... Nicholas returned home... held the consent form in front of me. "P5 camp from 3th June to 5th June. You going back to help this year?" *CRY!* Hell yes... I wanna go. But I believe the school has some really "wonderful" plans for us during the holidays.

Hmm... I'm going to challenge myself this Sunday. Planning to jog the 5 km with dad, as in jog at the same rate as him. I'm going to heck care about the mid year! I don't wanna dream of math equations anymore! Anyway... ZHEN YAN!!! I WANNA WATCH FULL METAL ALCHEMIST! HELP ME BURN! Thanks.

Leon joined E math tuition. Hopefully he don't remember me. I used to be a horrible class monitor. :S

Quote of the week: Love is a torture.

I know I was wrong to pry. I know you'll be really pissed if you found out what I did. But I can't help myself. Maybe I shouldn't have even try... it make me even more depress. I wonder... who is she? Probably another chio girl you know through basketball. I don't know. You asked how I felt yesterday. Well... I feel that you're playing with me all this time. Making me feel like an idiot. You weren't even that caring to me compared to her. That's what I felt. You can't blame me for being uneasy. How can I calm down when you even bloody hell asked for her damn number.

I knew you were this sort of person right from the beginning. But I trusted you all along. Maybe I was wrong that you will change. You'll never change. You said perhaps we can work something out. Are you really sure that's what you want. I've doubts in that. How can I trust you when you're such a playboy.

Been a long long time since I last updated. Deleted a few entries. Don't ask why... I've my reasons.

Cross country today. Wonderful weather. Done well. 16th position. I think I could have done slightly better if I hadn't stopped halfway to tie my shoe laces. Lost the momentum in just that short period of time. Dad said I did badly... not up to his expectation. Oh man... what the hell did he expected from me? He wasn't even pleased with my positioning when I got 10th a few years back. I know he is good at sports but he can't expect me to do as well as him.

Physics tuition. We were "classroom-less" for the first 10 minutes. Guess probably because of the sudden change of timing that's why erm... they weren't prepared. The people there actually suggested us to have our lesson in that SMALL office. Phew... fortunately the other class gave in and allow us to use their classroom instead. Did a prelim paper from erm... a school, can't remember which. Very tough! Haha... because I haven't started revising yet.

Met him after that. Nothing much though. Was counting just now... hmm... it's like 2 months 23 days never see him. That's long. Oh... meeting him wasn't that bad, at least I gained something. Haha... I meant that I spotted Venus! It's like wow. It's been there for quite sometime already and I notice it only like today. It appears as a very bright star near the crescent. So people... go check it out.

Oh yea... congrats to Zhen Yan. Masterpiece being accepted by the school. Anyway to Zhen Yan, next time they send the mail to my inbox... just go ahead and reply them... don't need to ask for my consent.

Just came back from my daily jog. I really surprised myself today. Went out at the usual time, realized they are doing some construction stuff at the park so some parts of the park was out of bound. Then, some really crazy idea struck me. And so I went on the 5km jog around the neighborhood. From my house to Sembawang Road to Chong Pang and back to my house, run up the stairs. Passed by Khatib Camp on the way, saw lots of NS man back from IPPT. Haha... Still, I can't believe I actually ran that distance without stopping. Its like twice the distance of Peiying's road run and twice the distance we covered the day i sneaked out to meet him. Stamina wasn't even that good the time when I was so crazy about swimming. Feeling so good after that. Its like all of the sudden, the world seem so perfect, no worries, sorrows, hatred or whatsoever. Hmm... shall do it again tomorrow. :)

A PORTION of Nicoll Highway near the Golden Mile Complex where the MRT's Circle Line is being built collapsed at 3:30pm on Tuesday. Access to the road between the Kallang area and Suntec City has been blocked off by police and civil defence officers at the scene.

One dead body has been pulled out of the rubble so far, and rescue teams, including search dogs, are on the job. Of the three people sent to hospital, two have been discharged after examinations by doctors. Three others are still unaccounted for.

A hole now occupies six lanes of Nicoll Highway.

Eyewitnesses said that the pedestrian bridge across the highway has also toppled over. Other reports said fires were blazing in the site. Water was been gushing out onto the road, and some witnesses reported a strong smell of gas is in the air. Others felt tremors and heard blasts.

PowerGas confirmed that a section of a gas pipe along the highway was damaged by the collapse, but that engineers had shut off the supply. Gas supply to the area has, however, not been affected because alternative pipes are being used.

The collapse also interrupted the electricity supply to the Marina Centre area, affecting Suntec City and Marina Square areas, according to a statement from Singapore Power.

For more information, read article "Road collapses along Nicoll Highway"

Simple Plan - Addicted

I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anyway

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still addic-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true

I'd run a thousand miles to get to you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to treat you good in every way

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting
Till the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

Finally finished reading Message in the Bottle. That novel is wonderful, fantastic, one of the best I read so far. It is hopelessly touching. Cried at least 3 times while reading it. The letters Garrett written were beautiful. I wonder... will there ever be a man like Garrett out there. I wonder... will there ever be someone who can love another so deeply, so truly. It seems so impossible. Unfortunately, such a nice guy like Garrett died in the end. How sad. Such a waste. Theresa must had felt terrible. Its hard to leave someone you really love. The way they met seems like a fantasy. The way a message in a bottle brought them together seems so fairy-like. So unbelievable.

A math tuition today. Hao Hao joined. Good to have company for A math. At least not so boring. Physics tuition, everyone was so "punctual". Mr Lim was there before everyone else.

I feel so fake, so plastic today. Don't wanna elaborate too much. Two sleepless night. Its no insomnia, been thinking. I don't wanna think about it anymore. I wanna escape from this whole thing. Yes... I'm a coward. I just don't wanna face it anymore. Don't think I'll be posting any entries for the next few days. But then again. Expect the unexpected.

What can I say? It's really a ALMOST record breaking day. NAFA test, five item. Did erm... not so well. Was aiming for all C and above. And then, one E? Oh man... I can't believe it, I can't take it. Yes... always the same thing that pulls me down. Inclined pull-ups again. I did a record breaking one pull up. How cool can that be? Sit-and-reach. Always not very good at this too. I'm not like fish... so elastic. Curse that Mr Tan, "Long finger nails, minus 2 cm." Wah! My finger nails are not even 1 cm and he wants to minus 2cm of my reading. Stupid! But then, did well for standing board jump. Pleased with the reading. Almost break my record. Just 10cm plus and I'll break my record. Mich did a 219cm jump! Cool... I wanna be like her.

Knowing I didn't do well for my five items. I decided to go for some really INTENSIVE training. Jog an extra round around the park. Whoa... this the record breaking part... complete 2.4km within 15 minutes. Though it may seem easy to achieve such result for some of you but it's been a long long time since I complete the whole thing in 15 minutes. I'm so proud of myself. Did a bit of pull ups... trying to strengthen my arm muscles. I'm definately going to request for a retest next week. I'm going to do better the next time.

Hmm... 2.4 run postponed. Good... can practice more. Funny... this week I feel so energetic unlike last week. Can't sleep last night. Was tossing and turning in bed. When I finally got to sleep, the alarm clock went off. Bleh. Was late in the morning again, as usual. Sorry rain... I will try to be early tomorrow. Haha... And yes... I found a lesbian partner. Wahaha... so fun... Stupid Jeremy... stop bothering my lesbian partner. Wahaha... nuts liao... don't believe what I say. Was only joking. Anyway to Zhen Yan... you can be sure I'm not a les. Though like I say most (not all) guys are jerks, I still adore them. Wahaha... this is getting crazy.

What the hell!!! The same thing happened again within days. How can he switch the bloody channel when Energy is on. Excuse me... I've been waiting for weeks to watch their performance. And its been ages since I watched my dear Ah Di dance. He did it on purpose. See now, Energy is gone, he switch it right back. What the fuck. If I'm still having that voice, I would have definately yell at him and I will be probably be thrown out of the house. That's the god-damn-it disadvantage having only one television at home. Bloody hell... I can't stop cursing... blood still boiling. How can he do that to me? He knew fully well I could do practically anything to see Energy. Hell...

The day went badly. Don't know what got into me in the morning. Just can't stop the tears from flowing. I've no idea what happened. Been a long long time since things like that happened.

What a day. Hell... still pissed. You peeps can't expect me to have a smiling face pasted in the middle of my face tomorrow. That will be so fake. Mood swinging from extreme end to another. Don't agitate me!

Just came home from Grandma's house. Feeling totally exhausted.

Met Car early for tuition. Wan forgot about it, arrive rather late. When she came in, all was distracted because she just blast into the room. Haha... Mr Lim forgot where he stopped. Irritating teacher. Was teaching about the wire cables and stuff. Saying why birds don't get electrocuted when they stand on the wires, I was being used as a example. "If Bernice was to hang herself on one of the cable wires... ..." Wan and Car was laughing their head out. Oh please... like why the hell would I wanna hang on a cable wire?

Went to grandma's house straight after that. The bus was totally disgusting. It stinks and its so packed. Reached there really late. Made the rest wait, so pai seh. Didn't do much there. On the way home, met Chang Shui's sister. Didn't recognize her at first. Don't remember her being so tall... then realize she was wearing high heals.

Having that headache again. Thought okay already. Was feeling so well during the afternoon. The effect of the medicine wears off so fast. Maybe should take more.

That "feel drifting apart" feeling is like "already drifted apart" sort of feeling. I don't know. Am I being just paranoid or is it true? I don't wanna think anymore. The world is blurring again. Mich promised to sing me a song on Monday. Titled "I hate Bernice". How cool. Mich I love you for this. Wahaha... see Zhen Yan... like you say Hentai not in trend anymore, I can easily find a les partner. Wahaha... just joking. I don't wanna feel this way. Yes... I still have feelings. Don't treat me like a spare, mister. I'm not that fun to fool around.

Did a bit of self reflection just now. Can't believe just a few years, I've change so much. From that quiet and shy girl, I've become some aggressive, violent, rebellious girl. Don't seem so? Well... that's exactly what I am at home. Like I've told Jac before. No one at home can be more fierce than me besides dad. Good thing? *shrug* Had a quarrel with my mum just now. She was shouting at me. If she did this years ago, I will probably end up crying. But instead, I pretended she isn't there and ended up laughing. Man... this is scary. Since when did I changed to be like fisherman? The worst thing is, I realized whenever I'm mad at my brothers, the long finger nails come very handy. Violent bird? I don't know. I don't think properly when I'm angry, I don't even remember what I do.

All of the sudden, I've some really crazy idea. You know those stars in rock bands? Think I had too much influence. I'm so tempted to go for a lip piercing like that guy in Blink 182. Haha... And yes... a third earhole... been wanting to go for that for a long time but no one wants to go with me. I'm also very tempted to dye my hair in some really wild colors. Then, I'll apply black nail polish like those Chel has. That will really piss my parents. How cool...!

Simple Plan
I'm Just A Kid
I woke up it was seven I Waited till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call.
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them.
What's another night all alone?
When your spending every day on your own
And here it goes ..

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid and i know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world is havin' more fun then me tonight

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time,
Eveyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid and i know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world
Is havin' more fun then me
What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And everynight is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid (just a kid) x5
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid and i know that its not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world is ..
nobody wants to be alone and the world
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, i know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me, tonight
I'm all alone ...
tonight
nobody cares...
tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid, tonight

What a "lovely" day. Have been having a horrible headache since yesterday. Adam Khoo's method didn't work. Feeling so damn cold one moment and hot the next. Who the hell said that Singapore have a "fantastic" weather? Still having that wanna vomit feeling... Life sucks.

Went for group study with Car and Jac today. Though sick, but still can tahan. Was late, made Jac wait for me. So pai seh. Desmond called before Car join us after her church thingie. Ask me go Zhen Yan's house study together. Those two guys abit crazy, super lame. Went through chemistry and A math together with Jac. Took 2 panadol, Jac snatched away my third one. Car joined us slightly later. She was studying her physics while me and Jac was already slacking. Oh yea... we had black forest. (Fishy... you see that? Black forest... jealous? Wahaha...) Went window shopping after that. Boring. Nothing really interesting.

Came home. Watched MTV asia awards. Simple Plan's performance was damn cool. Two thumbs up. Hmm... quite a number of artist... erm... their standard of english isn't that good. Well... erm... it kindda sucks. Especially 5566's (my apologies to all 5566 fans). Okay... I know I'm bias. Was looking forward to Black Eyed Peas performance. Can't believe my dad didn't allow me to watch it. He switched the channel when they appear. (I've been waiting to watch MTV asia awards 2004 for so many weeks. Missed the one on valentine's day.) Was so damn pissed, I grab my things and walked right out of the house. Sickening attitude.

Didn't plan to collect my glasses today since I was lazy. But what can I do when I'm already out of the house. Went to collect the glasses. What the hell... I forgot to ask about my degrees again. I hate wearing glasses. On the bus, realized "well... fine... I was at fault. Being 'childish' again. And hell... I don't wanna stay out the entire night." So came home... Man... I'm such a weakling. It's the first time I ever walk out like that. And I can't promise that will be the last time.

Guides enrolment tomorrow. How boring. Can I not go tomorrow? I'm not in the mood and definately not fit enough to stand under the sun for so bloody long. Or can I be excused from PT and the enrolment parade? I bloody hate guides. Why the hell did I join in the first place?

Hmm... going grandma's house tomorrow. Been weeks since I went there. Physics tuition tomorrow too. Boy... my head is blasting. I'm feeling so "well" now. The world will start to spin soon. For the first time, neither reading fanfics or reading up on astronomy seems to work.


Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Cool... did a bit of quiz just now though. Heart of gold? Hoho... my foot. I think its more likely a frozen heart. Jia Ling's always always saying I look moody. Grumpy and moody people don't have a heat of gold. And michelle... I am NOT goofy and stupid looking. Normal maples are forever short tempered. Remember that.

Feeling so sick. Having a headache ever since school ended. Brother spread his stupid virus to me. Down with flu.

School = Boring. Madm Tong not here today. Rare case. Super tired in class. Slept during chemistry and recess. English... the other bands had their common test. Our band extra... no common test. But we had comprehension erm... don't know whether to call it a test or just exercise. Hmm... had class photo taking today. Stupid Zaiton, make me tuck in my blouse. The informal shot was horrible. Didn't know when the photographer snapped, was looking elsewhere. And that horrible Wei Ming was trying to pull my hair when the photographer snapped. Too bad... he failed... wahaha. Stupid impotent. Hehe...

When for chemistry tuition today. Was sneezing like hell. Miss/ Mrs Chua wasn't here today. A relief teacher by the name of Mr Lim (again?!) took us. Boring. The worksheet damn hard. Was already struggling with the MCQ. Came home LATE.

Was chatting with Eddie just now. Haha... funny. He still remember me going crazy about energy and me pestering him to give me that huge showcase poster of energy. I'm so jealous. He used webcam to show me that poster. Damn nice lor. Haha... then show me his room. Cool... full of EXCLUSIVE posters. I want them too! Anyway... he look weird now. Hair grew already. Haha... that time when he still in PA, the hair so funny, so short. Anyhow, he's still as funny and childish. Keep making weird faces... told him he look weird, first reaction: look at the huge mirror behind him. Haha. Still remember at the advantage camp, we keep calling him sexy boy and I've no idea how I ended up being called "niao lang". Haha... its cool chatting with this crazy guy.

YawnZ... so tiring. Just woke up from a 4 hours nap. Haha...

Sports meet today. Was late in meeting Elaine again. Haha... always me. Was packed like sardine in that MRT train. Head to the stadium with Rain, Car and Jac. What can I say... it was boring. Didn't really pay much attention to the runners. We were taking photos there. Haha... running around like crazy looking for teachers to take photos. That's the only fun part I guess. Anyway, congratulations to those who managed to clinch an award or two.

Went to Causeway point after that. Hard time deciding where to have lunch. Went around after that. Chance upon this jigsaw puzzle shop. Cool but too expensive. Had my eyes upon this really cool jigsaw star map. Cost $70. Trying to persuade my mum to get it for me. Its "oh my god" so nice. My mum just shrug when I mentioned about it. So meaning no hope already. I don't care... I'm going to save money for that. Erm... that will be after I buy that astronomy magazine.

Bored. Have not done any homework yet. Sigh.

OH. MY. GOD. Friendster is such a "useful" thing. I was reading one of my primary school friend's sister's testimonial, erm... also my friend. What crap... okay... my friend's. Then, I came upon a very familiar name. Xiao Han? That's definately a rather weird nickname for a guy. Whatever. Yong Han... hmm... that pervert... I still remember those days. Met him a few times this year. Met him on the bus the other day, though he sat beside me, its like we don't know each other, didn't even say hi or whatsoever. Who cares anyway. Then, there was another occasion when I was at Bugis with Car and gang, on the way back, met him. Its like out of the sudden he remember this old friend. Approached me "Erm... Bernice right. Help me buy my tickets." I was like "what the hell". Hmm... back to the main point. The thing that make me take a closer look at his pictures is because I noticed another VERY familiar face. It's Tze Long, used to be one of my good pals. Haha... remember I used to call him "Ah Gong". Its been like ages since I last seen him. The other time call him go back to primary school together, he said something like that "See the stock market. If good than I go back if not I commit suicide". Lamer. Anyway, from the picture, it seems like he changed A LOT.

So whatever. Really miss those primary school days. No stress, more fun. Miss helping Mrs Huan at the Math corner/ room. Miss hearing Meng Da singing while we cleaning the math corner/ room. Miss Wei Tai crapping. Miss all those great friends like Zhang Mei, Yarui, Elaine, Sze Hui, Lei Shi, Yu Hui and Shin Ye. Miss the time we practice dances together. Miss being a teacher's pet. :S Wahaha. Okay... I practically miss everything. Sigh. Guess I'm not the only one. Who doesn't miss those days when we were younger, cuter, and definately innocent? Wahaha...

Hmm... went to school totally prepared for... recess. Wahaha. Mum packed 4 chilli tuna sandwiches and lime juice for me today. Cool... Chilli tuna is totally delicious. Haha... I'm a tuna lover. Of course i didn't finish those 4. I shared it with Elaine but erm... had more than 3. Wahaha... I am crapping again.

I hate the rain. You guys get what I mean right. Stupid weather. So tired when I got home. Sleep. Was late for tuition as usual. But came home an hour later than expected. Met my mum and brothers on the way back. Head to see the doc. Okay... finally a solution to my problem. Wahaha.

Sigh. Sports meet tomorrow. How "fun"! Going to be another boring day. Can't believe that bitch suggested we bring blue umbrella. What the hell... no one from our class will be bringing though. What can I say... we are so damn unlucky to be in the same house as 5A. You get what I mean. I dislike so many in that class. Especially Sophia and Dennis. Can't believe I was punish during the combined CCA camp last year because Dennis thinks that I've got attitude problem. Yes... I'm that petty... so what?

Just came back from the optical shop. Cool... I'm getting a new glasses. "You must wear your glasses everyday your degrees are increasing" Like who cares.

Just watched this cool movie on Channel 5. Whoa... totally love it. Titled: Face Off (I think so)

Hmm... new friend. Met on friendster. Hmm... funny how this person seem to know more about my cousin compared to me. To Jia Ling... if you're wondering which cousin I'm talking about now. It's Han Long... that one you said was really good-looking. As usual... who cares. Its none of my business.

Ah... there's so many movies I wanna watch. First on my list is The Prince and Me. Second on my list is Eye 2. Hmm... getting people to watch the Prince and Me should be easy. Those craving for horror movie... message me!!! Haha... To Elaine... hope you're reading this. Wanna watch Eye 2 together? *wink* I want someone who won't mind if I scream in the cinema to watch with me. Wahaha... nuts...

So sleepy. I can sleep another 10 hours if not for my mum. Wake me up and say... "We'll be going to the optical shop in an hour and a half time, get ready." *Roll eyes* Damn super tired today.

Anantha's lesson was as usual a time for me to rest. PE was boring. Soccer. Used to play soccer with Jermyn, my brothers and sometimes my other cousins on Saturdays. Those were the time I thought soccer was fun. But with Mr Tan, this sport is never fun. Went back to class with my shoes stuck with dried-up mud. Everyone was outside the class cleaning their shoes and made a great mess. The classroom wasn't any better. Hmm... Guang brought in a transform today. It was like what I expected. Somehow, it reminds me of one of the moulds my dad have at his office. Its heavy like any moulds in my dad's office but not polished. Whatever.

Hmm... was late in the morning again. I hate making Elaine wait all the time. I'm such a bad girl. But can't blame me... I can't wake up in the morning. Yawnz... I'm getting back to sleep again.

Its 04/04/04 today. What a nice digit. What can I say? Its been a really great day so far. Woke up late as usual. Then, read that fanfiction by mysterio000 I found yesterday.

Hmm... All in the Game of Love... that's the title. It a ExT fanfiction. As usual, mysterio000 portray Eriol as some cool hunk in Shades. His character is very similar to those he had in "The Snowman and The Swallow". As for Tomoyo, she's forever so beautiful and cheerful and most important she still has that angelic voice that can melt anyone's heart. This time, mysterio000 portrayed her as a very fashionable hip hop lover. Their character is so different from the original CCS but its still very nice.

For a change, I'm not reading S+S. S+S play a major role in getting ExT together. How fun. It all started with a dare to become a couple for 5 weeks. Many things happened within those 5 weeks. Eriol like in "The snowman and The Swallow" is rather dense. It took him so darn long to discover his feelings.

Hmm... its really funny how ExT always get caught by Eriol's parents in some really awkward situation. The way Eriol parents deal with things is really amusing as well. The way mysterio000 had describe Eriol's parents is so cool...

And yes... the most touching... the most unforgettable part. Their first kiss. The way mysterio000 describe it is absolutely beautiful. But then, I find it too detailed (refer to chapter 20)... you get what I mean. Somehow, its like swimming in a huge pool of creamy, hot, sweet and delicious chocolates. Hmm... you've got to read to understand. And yes again... Eriol is so cute (But Syaoran is still the best). Who says Eriol is an "unromantic Romeo". Haha... Imagine the ever-so composed Eriol, blushing like a bright red tomato. Haha... Kawaii!

"Shafts of golden sunlight shone into the clear windows of Shades, displaying a picture of perfect beauty across the clean hallways of the school and the noisy hustling of the students rushing in and out of classes were of nothing unique on this day. The grasses on the field swayed with the steady movements of the air and the magnolia flowers planted on the grounds wilt slowly with the approach of the near winter." An extract from this particular fanfiction. What can I say? mysterio000 is such a talented writer. Second on my list after Wish-Chan. Haha... How I wish I can write like her. Its been ages since I ever produce a decent piece of writing. Hmm... just thinking... how did I end up writing a review for this fanfic. Anyway, anyone interested can go check it out. Link at the right under Fanfictions. Highly recommended.

I'm bloated. Yes... bloated. Father's birthday. No longer pissed with him. He brought us to my family's favourite restaurant, somewhere around Yio Chu Kang Road. Been ages since I went there. Miss the stuff there. Haha. Yummy... the pudding so nice! Think I can forget about taking breakfast and lunch tomorrow. Must go for my 5 km jog tomorrow.

Just came home. Got my dad a card. Actually planned to get him a mug but I was short of just $0.50. Hmm... didn't know my mum and brothers went to Northpoint to get him his present too. I left when they arrived... Too bad didn't meet them there, if not I would have enough money to get that cute mug.

Went for physics tuition today. I'm the earliest! Wahaha. Mr Lim was late by 10 minutes! Hmm... this week meet so many new peeps. Two new mates at E math tuition, another one at physics tuition. Lesson was as usual fun. Haha... physics tuition always seem to be really fun. Still didn't managed to find out which school Mr Lim teaches. We even offered to help him sell off his school's carnival tickets... but because it will then "reveal" which school he teaches. Bleh.

Oral was okay. Wasn't that bad afterall. Guides was totally boring. The whole of two hours tying knots. Can't believe they want a secondary two to "teach" the secondary 4s how to tie knots. Excuse me... like I don't know how to tie the knots. Those madms are looking down on us. What the hell.

Chill~ Hmm.. anyone have any nice fanfiction on Kindaichi? If have, SEND ME!!! I can't seem to find a single fanfiction on Kindaichi. Speaking of Kindaichi, this morning after oral. Vanessa and me were talking about J pop. So fun! Haha... we always admire the other member from the two twosome group we were talking about. I was like "Tsuyoshi! Tackey!". Vanessa was like "Koichi (don't know how to spell)! Tsubasa!" Haha... Tackey and Tsubasa so cute. They are so crazy. Haha... Van went home earlier to watch Tackey and Tsubasa half naked. Haha... Hmm... if fish was there, think we will end up talking bad about Boa. The conversation I had with Vanessa on Boa was already nasty enough. Haha...

Sigh. Lets count... Hmm... its been 2 months 3 days since the last time we met. Don't know what to say. Envy Kor and Jac? Anyway, Happy Belated 3 months to you two.

Yeah! Found another great fanfic on CCS. Its not SxS, its ExT this time. Its from mysterio000 (writer of The Snowman and The Swallow), a total ExT fan. For once, I shall have Eriol instead of Syaoran. Wahaha... I'm crapping. Hmm... anyway guess what. My dad make me call the NKF thingie just now, to make donation, then at the other end of the phone, I heard a very familiar voice. Oh my god... it was ENERGY. You can't never believe how I reacted. I called the second time, it was them again. I wasn't even paying attention to what they say but I was paying attention to their voices. Haha. Oh man... I'm crazy.

How "nice". Third entry for the day. Yes... I'm forever that free. I am so bloody pissed off with someone whose having his birthday tomorrow and I've been good enough to actually think of getting him a present. What the hell. "You've been using the computer for hours already. Don't you know your limit? If this continues, I'll cut off your line." Like who cares, I doubt he dare to do so. Yea... I once mentioned I don't like it when they don't care... but I hate it when they limit me on my internet usage. That's the only thing that allow me to have at least something to do. Shitty day! I pissed with everyone.

Name censored because he's still someone I care for even though I'm pissed. And of course filial piety... Too much clue. Haha... I don't give a damn.

I can't stand it! I dislike worrywarts. I hate them. I don't like it when they go, "How? What to do? You must help me. How? I'm scared/ nervous. How?". Bloody hell... I don't like it. Though I may appear to be listening, trying to think how to help, but still I don't like it at all. Its really irritating. Sorry to those that are reading and belong to this group of people. Honestly, I worry alot too... but I don't go around irritating people like ZS and JM. I pissed with them. Hate it.

Anyhow, came blog a second time for a purpose. Check this put http://www.nasa.gov/audience/forkids/home/CS_Hubble_Slide_Show.html. It's really nice. And to Edmund... you can find out information about stars on this website. Stop asking me on supernova and stars. I'm not a walking encyclopedia on astronomy.

April's fool no fun! No pranks, no jokes... nothing. Well... that does not include the msg (s) I received. The ones Rain sent was lame. The one fish sent was scary.

What a "fun" day. Miss Ng and Mr Ong not here today. Wonder what happened. Wink... haha. That relief teacher who came in to take Miss Ng's lesson is "whoa". Yet another Nicholas Sparks' fan. Never had I came across another person who enjoys reading Nicholas Sparks' books.

Hmm... spoilt my glasses. Sigh. I can't see the wordings clearly. Didn't expect my degree to increase so much. Can't see the words clearly, didn't pay attention to any lessons today. Recess spent on sleeping again. No idea why so sleepy this days. Reach home sleep a couple of hours before tuition. Zhen Yan said I must go see doctor... I having sleeping disorder? Hope not... I'm having other problems as well. :S

Actually though of visiting Jessie tomorrow. But heard from Elaine, she will be discharge tomorrow. Hope she's feeling better now. Sigh. Tomorrow... english oral. So scary. Oral has always been the factor that pulls my english results down. Sigh again. I don't want oral exam!!! I don't wanna go for guides tomorrow too.

For once I'm early in the morning. Went to school totally beat. Was already sleeping like a log during the first two periods of the day. Miss Ng wasn't here today, so her lesson was spent sleeping. Was studying for chemistry test during chemistry lesson. Alkanes... alkenes... so complicating.

Chemistry test was hell. I brought no periodic table. Didn't know how to find the empirical formula. Was unsure of the Mr of carbon. Asked Jia Ling during the test. Was caught by Madm Tong. She's really intimidating. But then again, she was kind enough to let me off. Didn't had time to complete drawing my isomers. Hell... going to get another red mark for this test.

After school, went Toa Payoh to study. Ate at delifrance, yummy... you peeps must try the Egg D'vine. Haha... Went to the library, all tables occupied. So went to the community club to study. That place is really condusive. Better than the library I think. Not many people there and its quiet. Hmm... halfway through we were talking bad about that-girl-I-hate-so-much. Didn't expect her so called best friend can't stand her as well. (well... who can?) Went home late. It was already 7 plus when I reached home.

So sleepy. Screwed the plan of bringing fruits to school. I forgot to pack it. Whatever. It doesn't seem to work anyway. Hmm... finally pass all the photos to Zhu Sheng. So troublesome. I'm not going to help that person anymore. I mean it. I'm not that free to help him scan in photos all the time. If its only one or two, of course I won't mind. But he always make me scan and send him more than 10!