Monday, October 29, 2007

I passed my TP! First attempt!


I'm a legal driver now. =))


Dabian let me drive his car earlier. From Chong Pang to home. Had to suffer ~20mins of nagging. >.<


Dabian.. fang xin bah. I can drive very well de! <3

Friday, October 12, 2007

Apologises for sad entry. 不好意思让大家担心了。




Dabian is sick again. He was okie when he went for his medical appointment yesterday morning. But he developed high fever in the afternoon and had to visit TTSH again. Anyways, he is better now. =)


So.. I finally got a new pair of shoes for work. Despite being awfully ill, dabian accompanied me to AMKhub to get my shoes. So sweet of him.


Good news. My pay is increased ~again. Skateline has been very generous recently, its my 2nd pay increment within 6 months. And because the pay increment is effective from october onwards, I'm exceptionally happy as tomorrow is a public holiday. Public holiday is a 1.5 times pay, plus its a Saturday, I usually work 12hrs on Saturday. That means good money. =)


Alright, I must get down to doing my 作文。I've not been doing my 作文 this year and seriously need some practise before the exams. 「私のストレス解消法。」I need that so much right now.

Monday, October 08, 2007

我快崩溃了。最近生活感得十分紧绷,似乎随时会炮炸般。相似被困在蒸气卢里,压力从四方八面攻略,努力地腐蚀着渺小的我。已喘不过气的我,快窒息了。


为了不让周围的人担心,我每日都笑颜迎人,常言欢笑。原以为,这样心里就会好过一些,快乐一些。反而,越是这样,越是辛苦。表面上带着微笑面具的我,看似朝气满面,无忧无虑,内心却已疲惫不堪,伤痕累累。与那隐形的‘魔力’恶斗了这么长时间,我也快要升起白旗子,投降了。


已累垮了,快被逼疯了。但有谁来关心?


最近常常感到十分无助,仿佛身边没人来关心与疼惜我这脆弱的心灵。当我一个人时,常会感到非常地孤独。。。寂寞。。。在这时,我也常常胡思乱想;总觉得身边的人都把我当沙子般看待,就那么的微不足道。


这几日来,心情相似暴风雨般的不稳定,常拿大便与家人来出气。其实,我心里也不好受。害得大家都不愉快,我感到十分的内疚及难过。


咳。。。我的晴天几时才到来。

Monday, October 01, 2007

Happy 37th months anniversary to dabiab and I! Loves! =)


Happy children's day! =)