Tiring day. Woke up late again. Was so bloody sleepy in the morning. Can't seem to keep awake during Anatha's lesson again. Had chemistry remedial after school. So boring. Madm Tong blasted at us again. Can't really concentrate during chemistry remedial though, was having a headache. So told Jia Ling I wanna go home and sleep... so cancel the group study.

Sigh... troubled. Wondering what happened to me. Have been taking that medicine for days already but it doesn't seem to work. :S Maybe I should take more fruits. Hmm... okay... I will bring tomorrow. Crap.

Pissed off. Firstly, pissed off with Zhu Sheng. Everytime say need to pass me things or want me to pass him things, he forgets about it. Maybe he didn't forget, probably he had something one, but can't he just bloody hell give me a msg telling me so. Hell with it. Everytime make me bring his whole stack of photos to school and he don't "appear" to collect them. Secondly, pissed off with another friend. Don't wanna elaborate too much on this person. Don't ask me who that person is... my mouth is shut. Thirdly, forever pissed by some "pimple-face". She is forever giving me those irritating glare, as if I own her a million dollars. Hell with them all. *Wahaha... I'm so mean.

Feeling so sleepy. How to study for tomorrow's chemistry test? Sigh. Hmm... April's fool tomorrow. I can't wait. (yawnz) Sigh again. Dad's birthday this Saturday. What to get for him? My head is bursting...!

Cool~ Just watched the news. Heard that there is this entrepreneur from erm... don't know where... paid 33 million US dollars (correct me on the figures) just to stay in the International Space Station for 8 days. How cool. I'm so jealous. I wanna stay in the International Space Station too... I don't mind if its only a few minutes. How cool to be orbiting around Earth. I don't even mind going through 12 months of training to prepare for such a trip. Ah!!! How come like that? If I'm not short sighted, there is still a 10% chance I can become an astronaut (dream on). From 10% to 0%, how saddening. Sigh...

Yeah!!! No physics tuition today. Haha... I think even if there is physics tuition today, I won't be able to stay awake. Was already dozing off during A math tuition.

Hmm... what a boring day. Don't know why so tired today. 35 minutes of recess spent on sleeping. Haha... Jia Ling tried wake me up during recess time but didn't seem to work. Woke up a while to pass her my math notes then went back to sleep again. Man... I'm such a pig.

Sigh. These few mornings always late. Always make the poor Rain wait for me at the bus stop. Haha. Missing the bus is one thing, the thing is Zhi Wei is always on that particular bus we always missed. Haha... nope peeps... don't anyhow think. Zhi Wei's my role model. That leadership skills is what I admire and never will possess.

Got a new bottle of nail enamel. Hurray! Haha. Haven't really try it yet. Looks really nice. Hmm... after I get myself a new buffer, it will be the time for manicure again. Wahaha... Bird is currently bonkers...

I need help again! Someone... Anyone... tell me if there's any way to burn music from Window Media Player. If there's a way... teach me!!! Thanks! Love you all... wahaha. Okay... don't puke. :p

Tiring day. Mr Tan wasn't in school today. Hurray. But the relief teacher made us stayed in class for two boring periods. I rather Mr Ong take us and let us have free activities... which will mean I can play volleyball again. Sigh.

Lao Da's lesson... was slacking again. Kai Yuan is really one crazy guy. He brought his digital camera to school today and wanted to take picture of the class during Lao Da's lesson. Mike took a picture of me... but then... didn't notice that the flash was on. So... like that like that... come on... use abit of imagination... I'm too lazy to type. Two lessons of chinese crapping away.

Went to the library with Jia Ling after school. Went there to do our math. I need help. Quite a number of my answers differ from the answers at the back of the book. Few hours doing math... bet I'm going to dream of trigonometry tonight again. Help... A math test tomorrow. And sad to say... trigonometry isn't one of my better topics... differentiation makes it even harder. Can't imagine the following test on differentiation of logarithm.

Hmm... the moment I enter the library... was walking up the stairs when I noticed a very familiar backview. I squinted (is that the right word?) my eyes, then realized its Hong Ta. Immediately, took out my phone... msg Ah Mah. (To Ah Mah: see... I so good to you. Wahaha) Haha... too bad Ah Mah can't come down. Anyhow, we were doing our work at the cafe there. There was this really weird and lame waiter there. He came to clear our table, in chinese, "Can I clear the table? Or you two wanna eat the plate as well". Lame... so I let out that famous laugh of mine: Ah Ha Ha Ha... Can't believe that waiter actually imitated that laugh. After that, he came to serve us our spaghetti. The first thing he said was "Hungry... eat your books lah." Weird guy. Was giving him that "are you ok" look. Haha... Okay... I was being mean.

Hmm... shall slack for the next few hours. Heck about math tonight. I am terribly tired. YawnZ...

I'm so proud of myself. Just cut my finger nails. Now its short. Well...maybe not that short, but shorter than usual. Okay... I'm making no sense here.

Initial plan for tomorrow: Group study with Rain and Jia Ling. Jia Ling teach chemistry and I teach math. Then, recall... Ismail want us after school for geography test. Think half the class having english remedial as well. So guess the plan is screwed as well. So..plan for tomorrow: come home early and slack.

Hmm... accidentally deleted a msg from someone. I have no idea who though. Didn't even managed to catch the name of the person. So whoever it is... if you're reading this... please erm... msg me again. Thanks. Haha...

They're finally back. Sigh. Spend the day with only my computer since 1 pm. How fun. Wasted some time reading some really lousy fanfiction on CCS. It such an insult to clamp. That writer make dear Sakura sound like a bitch. And PROTEST!!! How can Sakura beat Syaoran. Syaoran is always number one! Okay... I'm going nuts again. What can you do when this girl here is obsessed over a anime character. And... OH. My. GOD... this is really a disgrace. That lousy writer happened to be a Syaoran lover as well. The worst thing is... that fanfiction is full of the F word. So whatever... shall insult no more.

Was planning to go for my jog. Got everything ready... then all of the sudden I see lightning. And now its raining. How great. Its either I can't stick to the plan or the plan is ruin by unexpected circumstances. I simply "love" the rain for that.

Spent the entire day alone at home. Simple Plan's songs filled the house the whole day. Before they left, they gave me only a pathetic $5 to settle my lunch and dinner. $5 is definately not enough for someone like me. Whatever. So I decided to save that $5 and munch on that apple strudel in the refrigerator. Sad to say... I'm not exactly a apple lover.

Been playing computer game. How fun. That's the only advantage been alone at home. Hell with homework and tests. I don't wanna think about them. I'm already having a splitting headache. All I want to do now is to relax.

Finally finish my essay on environment. Ready to be handed in next week during guides. Too bad I can't post it here. Its erm... too long. 1089 words. Probably the longest and best essay I've written so far.

Anyway, whoever is that "bromode" person. How the hell did you get into my blog. Who are you by the way. I'm already having a "good" enough day. I don't need you to make it "better". Sorry if I offended you.

YawnZ! Boring day. Tiring day. Life sucks. Suppose to meet Elaine at 8 in the morning. Set my alarm at 6.30 am. In the end, woke up at 7.45 am. Believe it or not, I broke my record. Within 20 minutes, rush to the toilet, bath, pack my bag and rush to the toilet. Fortunately, we weren't late for the career guidance course. The course wasn't as bad as I thought it will be. Sam wasn't in my group. Hurray! We had a instructor who look like Hitler. How cool! Too bad Edmund didn't attend the course, he will love this guy.

Course ended earlier. Met the red cross peeps at the parade square. Found out the name of the girl with Benson yesterday. According to fish, she has attitude problem as well. How cool. Went to central after that. Can't do anything there, was left with only $1.30. How pathetic.

Still mad with them. Never been so pissed before. For 4 days, I barely talk and didn't even bother to put on a smiling face at home. What kind of family is this. Life really stinks. All alone at home again. They are always out without me. Having dinner alone again. How saddening. Its always the computer, the television and me. My life practically revolve around these things. My friends always think that my parents give me a lot of freedom, care a lot for me. What rubbish. They don't even care for me. Which mother would say "serve you right" when her daughter is injured. Which father will call his daughter by the wrong name. I rather they nag at me and stuff. But I'm lucky enough to have a group of great friends. I try to cherish every of them (that does not include Samantha). Sigh. Life stinks. I am sick and tired of it.

Went to watch Scooby Doo today. The show is absolutely fantastic. Two thumbs up. Shaggy and Scooby were really funny. Personal opinion: It's definately better then the first movie. An anonymous masked villain wreaks mayhem on the city of Coolsville with a monster machine that re-creates classic Mystery Inc. foes like The Pterodactyl Ghost, The Black Knight Ghost, Captain Cutler's Ghost and The 10,000 Volt Ghost. Interesting! Everyone must go watch it. Haha... the smart Bernice was so clever that she uncover the mastermind before the gang did. Okay... don't throw rotten eggs. Actually, it was rather easy to guess who the mastermind was from the start, Daphne left a huge hint from the very start.

Anyway... guess what. We met Benson on the way to J8. He was with a girl, from class 1C. (right next to ours now) So the few of us started going "whao...". Then, using Mike's handphone, we started "spying" them... took pictures of them together. And it so happen that they were watching the same movie as us. After the movie, the few of us "automatically" turn behind. Didn't know Benson was such a gentleman. He lent that girl his blouse because it was cold. Well... shall not comment too much on it. I don't even know much about it anyway.

Sigh. Went for tuition after that. Was so tired, slept during Mr Ng's lesson. Boring. On the way home, met Pei Shan and Angie (think that's her name, can't believe I forgot a primary 1 friend's name and she still recall mine). Currently, chatting with Mike, Zhen Yan and Fish. Mike just provided me with some really gross information on PPC. He is so sick (not referring to Mike). He seriously need to see a doctor. Well... shouldn't bother so much.

Sigh again. Career guidance course tomorrow. I don't wanna go! I refuse to go! Why? Because Samantha is going. I BLOODY HATE SAMANTHA! To sam (I wonder if she still visit this URL) : I'm telling you. I hate that sickening face of yours. I hate the way you boss people around like they are all your servants. And you better stop giving me those glares whenever you walk pass me. You know how deadly my glares can be. And yes... you probably have guessed it... I was the one who send that "curse" letter to you last year.

YawnZ... So tired! School was tiring. For the first time, Miss Karim's lesson seems to last forever. Can barely keep myself awake. Zaiton's lesson too. Who cares about CME lessons anyway.

Went to fish's house just now to complete our international friendship day project. Doing project with the red cross peeps is so fun. Been really crappy. How can we not be crappy when Ah Mah is there. Haha... Hmm... think thats the best project I've ever produced. Okay... its not exactly my project. Took a rather long time to complete the entire thing. Reached home at around 9.

The moment I came home, face totally changed. Yes... I am still very mad with my brother. Well... heck. Why bother so much. But silent treatment remains.

Hmm... can't wait for tomorrow. I wanna watch Scooby Doo. Haha... childish? Who cares. Can tell that car can't wait to watch that show too. Probably because Simple Plan is singing the theme song... haha. Yea... Simple Plan is cool. So guess the plan of watching "The Passion of Christ" is off. Its M18 anyway. But then, like what Mike said... even though they say its M18, we still have ways to get in. Haha...

Why can't they just give me a bit of privacy? It has been going on for a week or so already. My brother just can't keep his god-damn bloody mouth shut. There a number of times I just feel like giving him a tight slap. Last night, I "exploded" again. Was fuming mad. Why must they pry into my stuff. I'm still angry with them. I haven't been talking to any of them since last night. Yea... I'm stubborn. But have they ever thought of how I'll feel? My life is being intruded. The thing which really pissed me off is that I've already warned my brother but he just can't seem to keep his f***ing mouth shut. The worst thing is he was laughing his head off when I blasted at them. What the hell. I am so bloody unlucky to have such a asshole brother. Life really sucks.

My apologies for the vulgarities.
PS: Don't mention this in front of me, I may blast at you too.

Hmm... our class shifted from the forth level to first level. Had to carry the whole stack of books from one block to another. Tiring. But that's no bad news. Because now, we don't have to climb up four levels everyday. Hurray! Hmm... why the shifting of classroom position? Because Jessie is having some problems with her leg and she has some difficulties in "traveling".

Finally completed my english holiday assement. Congratulations to me. But then, I think my essay is way too short. Not up to expectation but who cares anyway. Got back my essay on environment. Got only 20 out of 30. Well... that's good enough. Got back chinese essay (the one I thought I got too engrossed and wrote completely out of point). Hmm... 40 out of 50. My mum said that was a good piece of composition. Lao Da made me rewrite it on a new sheet of paper. See... writing on astronomy isn't that bad afterall. Haha...

E math test. I think I'm going to do really badly. I don't know how to do a lot of question. Well... since its already over, shall not think about it. Social studies test tomorrow. Going to do the usual last minute study. I hate Anatha!

A math tuition. Was so hot in the room. Got bored and dozed off when Mr Ng was half way throught explaining. Haha... Physics tuition. When we finally managed to get there early, the rest were late. Didn't managed to sold any of my tickets to the rest there. Almost managed to find out what school Mr Lim teaches. But I know his school will be having a carnival too. So guess we can figure out from there. Was freezing in the room even with my sweater on.

Let's say the first day of school started horribly. Encounter with bee or wasp or whatever it is. It flew into class during the first lesson for the day. If the class won't there today, I would have screamed. I hate all insects and creepy crawlies. Basically because I'm scare of them. Can you believe I'm even scare of a moth. I'm hopeless.

The rest of the day went well. Fortunately, I got no scolding from any teachers. Hmm... slept during Anatha's lesson as usual. Lao Da's lesson best, was slacking. We were having this "conference" at the back of the class. We refers to Jia Ling, Hao Hao, Kai Yuan, Edmund and me. Alex gave his comment occasionally. The conversation got so "exciting", Lao Da keep walking to the back of the class saying in chinese "you better complete your assement by today." Our excuse was "we conversing in chinese, practicing our oral." Lame. Wanna know what we were talking about? Haha... its a secret.

Sigh. Homework. I can practically see it waving at me. English. All my english assement is piling so high up. E math test tomorrow too. Hmm... who cares about math test. I'm more worried about my homework. Haiz... so there goes my night... or maybe not =)

Hmm... I just can't stick to my plan. Life without my dear computer is horrible. But I did commit a few hours for my homework. Sigh. I'm not even half way through completing all of them though. How the hell am I suppose to complete the whole of chinese workbook in hours anyway? Sigh again. Math. It suppose to be one of my best subject but I can't even solve a secondary 3 question. How saddening.

Hmm... I don't care if Miss Karim is going to strangle me on Tuesday, I just can't complete all the homework she gave us. Its crazy to write a one page long opinion on just one short newspaper article. And its not one essay she wants, its FOUR!!!

OH. MY. GOD. I can't believe this. Just read (or look throught rather) this forwarded mail from Kingsley (the notorious arch enemy of the bird). The email is erm... "innocent". (don't know what words to use) Like what Zhen Yan posted on the msn group. Hmm... suggest you peeps go take a look, its the one with the brain. So erm... I conclude... (please don't whack me!) most guys are pervertic. The number one pervertic guy on my list is definitely Kingsley. Okay... I'm way beyond point.

Anyway, to Jermyn again. Heard you got into Singapore Polytechnic. Congratulation. Hmm... and to fish. Hope you get well soon. And erm... nope, I can't help you with your 2.4 run tomorrow. I wanna run again!!! I'm not satisfied with my timing. Wahaha... I wanna break Ah Mah's record. Okay... there they (parents) go again, "What you doing? You're wasting your time on useless thing. You better complete your homework now... blah blah blah...". Sigh...

Before I leave. People!!! You must really check this out... Its really cool. http://www.nasa.gov/missions/science/f_supernovae.html Well... if you get what I mean of cool. Astronomy is cool. Wahaha... I'm so crappy today.

Hmm... deleted that previous entry. I apologized if I was a little too vulgar and erm... violent. Didn't know so many people read my blog. Anyhow, I'm fine, can't be any better. Always don't use that brain of mine when I blog. Haha... Hmm... I agree with fish. Everyone has their ups and downs, I'm not the only one. I am really glad I've got lots of great friends!!! Like I said, "Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow, it empties today of its joy.". Hmm... its always better to stay cheerful no matter what. Haha... don't seem to make any sense here. Hmm... see... I'm back to the crappy self already. So don't question me on what happened tomorrow okay. I would probably give you one black face. Haha...

Plan for the day: commit myself to only homework. Hmm... that's what I call mental torture. Why? Cos no television no computer only homework. How the hell am I going to survive without my dear television and computer? So yea... this is my only chance to use the computer now. And so... I've gotta "entertain" that pile of homework later. Haiz... I hate homework. Who in the right mind will like it anyway.

Its only mid-afternoon. Rewarded myself with another fantastic chapter from wish-chan (was re-reading the new trials). Afterwards, I'll commit myself to homework. Homework, homework and only homework. Hmm... most probably bring my homework to grandma's house later on. Been a long long time since I've been so hardworking. Well... maybe later at my grandma's house I wouldn't be really doing my homework all the time. (hmm... contradicting) Haha... I wanna cycle!!! Haha... heck about the injuries. The wound is healing so fast. Wahaha... no scar. How I know? Because my scars from such injuries often disappear within weeks. (BHB!!! *duck from rotten eggs) Think the only scars I have are those from the operation and that cut from the broken glass. YawnZ... still gotta complete my essay. Currently still half way throught. I'm still short of 400 plus words...

Anyway, look UP (yes, the word is up) on March 22nd. You may see the five planets namely Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter and Saturn at the west horizon with NAKED EYES. How cool! Well... in fact you would be able to see these planets in the sky for months. However, by the end of March, Mercury will be sinking back into the glare of the sun. But fret not, there are still the other four. In fact, these four planets will gather even closer together in late April and May, and put on another wonderful show. Meanwhile, enjoy the five while they're there, so easy to see in the evening sky. It won't happen again until 2008. For more information, you may wanna view this article: A Gathering of Planets

Hmm... finally get another chance to come online. I must really thank those friends who msg me about my previous entry (it really make me feel better). I didn't really wanted to say those things. Really! I was just having a bad day and all of the sudden remember such things. It was suppose to be my secret anyway. Okay... I'm fine. Don't worry. Every family has their own problems I suppose. But anyhow... I am really grateful I've got a bunch of great friends.

Never had I wanted to show my weak side to others. I always try to appear strong in front of others. I never wanted others to see the weaker side of me. But there are times I can't take it. Like that time at east coast, after my fall. I can laugh and joke with pals after that about my injuries. But I can't seem to get the tears out of my eyes when I was on the phone with my parents telling them about my injuries. Guess thats one of my weaker side. I never like crying in front of people. I always try to control my emotions. But sometimes it feels like I try too hard... it seem so fake.

What can I say? The holiday don't even seem like a holiday to me. The amount the homework. I didn't really bother about them until today. Can't help noticing that pile of homework on my desk. Well... as usual I ignored them. But no way am I going to do that tomorrow. I will be in deep trouble if I don't touch any of them.

How I envy fish and gang. They must be happily at the camp watching the blazing flame from the campfire. How I miss the campfire last year. I wanted to go to that camp so badly. But too bad I'm not of any position in guides. For 4 years, I remained a cadet. How pathetic. How cares if that camp is tough, I enjoyed myself except for that part when I got punished.

Cucumber informed me about the class gathering just now. Class 2/1 having BBQ tomorrow. Fish is not going, Chel is not going either, what for I go. I've got better things to do. By the way, I don't feel like I belong in 2/1 all this years. It seems like 2/1 was never united. Bet only the usual few will be going. (if you're one of the "usual few" and is reading this... I apologize if you don't like what I said)

Haiz... been doing nothing all day. Well... maybe not exactly. Finish re-reading "Changed By An Angel". Tears blurred my vision upon reading the last few chapters. How I really wish I got my own guardian angel... someone like Darien or Syaoran. Back to the point... I've been bored all day. No computer, no fun. Dad has been using my computer the entire day. Only got like half an hour for me to use while he is out. Or probably longer. So... was reading yesterday's entry. Realized I blabbered too many personal stuff... stuff that I kept with me for a very long time. If my mum were to read what I typed, she will probably murder me. Okay... not so exaggerating.

Hmm... here's another quote I picked up from fanfics. It really nice. "To love someone is nothing. To be loved is something. To be loved by the one you love is everything." That's so sweet. Sounds like what Syaoran would say... but nope. Its from Serena to Darien in "Changed By An Angel". Hmm...

Third entry for the day. Today is definitely not my day. Been really down. Why? I have no idea. Been reading some peeps blog. Reading how wonderful their holiday is... I feel even more (don't how to describe). Almost break into tears a number of times today. I just have no idea what happen to me lately. My mood has been swinging from one extreme end to another. Yelled at my brothers a number of times today- even threatened to throw their cards away... Was extremely mad at them. And the next moment, I'm feeling upset... lost... confuse again. What the hell is going wrong with me? I really don't know. This time reading my favourite books just doesn't seem to work.

Been thinking of a lot of things. Recalling the days when I was younger. There's lots of things even my closest friend doesn't know. There's lots of thing I don't know as well. For instance, I've never been really close to my parents. My dad barely talks to me. (he's just like a stranger to me) My mum only nags at me. (typical) But no one knew that there was a period of time (about 5 years or so) when i barely see my parents more than a hour a day. Not many except for closer friends like fish knew that I've actually got 3 brothers. Speaking about that, I feel so... (don't know how to describe again). All this years... my parents have never mention about that brother of mine. Until that year. If I hadn't look into that drawer, if I hadn't notice that death certificate and the birth certificate... I won't have know anything. Till now... I still dare not mention about this in front of my parents. How I wish I knew nothing. (won't it be better?)

Despite all those, I'm also constantly having a cold war with my brothers (sibling rivarly). Living in this home is horrible. I wanna leave. Away from this home... this world. Far away from everyone else. Life just sucks.

To Jermyn: If you're reading this, promise me you wouldn't tell anyone about my "brother" thing. Don't ever mention it to anyone there.

Today is just not my day. Everything I try to do just don't seem to go my way. Whatever...

Been re-reading "Changed By An Angel". Yea... that fanfic is simply beautiful. How I was I've my own guardian angel too, someone like Darien in the fanfic. I won't mind someone like Syaoran as well. Haha... I am crazy over anime characters? Nuts! Still wish chan is the best. Can't wait for her to update again. Why must she always take so long to update? I'm not as patient as fish. Fish can wait for months for just one entry. One month of waiting can drive me nuts already. But yea... all those waiting were worthwhile.

Read another touching CCS fanfic (Wish-Chan's still the best ^-^). Syaoran is forever so sweet. Somehow that particular fanfic reminds me of "Changed By an Angel". Maybe because both the writers are of the same nationality, that's why their settings and plot are rather similar. Hmm... comparing those two fanfic, still "Changed By an Angel" is still better. The command of language is stronger. Plus its very very touching. Haha...

Sigh. Flu! Planned to go to the Lord Of The Rings exhibition tomorrow with a few others but then... (curse the weather) I'm sick once again. Curse myself... Why the hell am I always so weak. What else can I say besides "Everyday is the worst day ever" (yup... that's the song you're listening to right now). Hammer myself... its Thursday already and there's still a whole pile of homework waiting for me. I hate myself.

Besides my homework... I've still gotta complete my essay. And yes... help Jaclyn do her blog. Well... I like helping people do their blog. Its fun. So... any of you who need help in doing your blog can look for me... though I am not all that good at the html stuff as well.

Sigh. I am having the exact same feeling as that main character in the book "Can you keep a secret". Why? Hmm... maybe those who read the book will understand. Double sigh. Fish, Ah Mah and a few others (well... practically 1/4 of the class) is now at the pre-camp. I am so so jealous. I wanna go for the inter CCA camp as well.

Been spending my afternoon trying to retype my essay. Forgot a lot of my points. Currently still 1/4 way throught the entire essay. Intending to submit that as my article for my writer's badge.

Left my working place (my computer desk) at around 5. Went to Jia Ling's house. Did a bit of math before we set out jogging. Jogged around her neighbourhood. Had a wonderful chat with her on the way. Boy... my stamina getting ... haiz... don't know what to say. But yea... 2.4 km is still no problem to me. Wahaha... Was actually planning to go for a swim tomorrow to build up the stamina but too bad... mum don't allow. She said, "How can you be so selfish? The dead skin on your leg is peeling and you'll dirty the pool with it. No... you can't go swimming tomorrow." Crap... Whatever~ I don't wanna argue with her. So... I've change my plan to cycling. Then, had another problem. My brother wanna use my dad's bicycle. No way am I going to use my own bicycle. Haha... I'll be very careful this time. I will make sure I pay attention to where I'm going and I will not fall again. Even if I fall... I will find a better spot to fall. Wahaha... lame. (glad that I'm back to the same old crappy me)

Speaking about my injuries... It itching!!! Oh my god! I wanna scratch them but NO... I must "ren". Been telling myself "It's not itchy... don't scratch them!" Seems like this method isn't working that well. :S

Hmm... didn't really see any news on the new found star. Actually, its not a star... its a planetoid. Hmm... peeps who wanna know more about this planetoid... continue reading. I am summarizing what NASA send me.

Sedna (named after the Inuit goddess of the sea, more commonly known as 2003 VB12 by astronomer) was announced as the coldest and most distant object orbiting the sun on 15th March 2004. Sedna is 90 AU away from the sun and is about 1250km to 1800km in diameter. It is about 20.5 magnitudes and takes 10,500 years to circle the sun.
It was first discovered on 14 November 2003 by the team of Mike Brown (Caltech), Chad Trujillo (Gemini Observatory) and David Rabinowitz (Yale) on the Samuel Oschin Telescope at the Palomar Observatory east of San Diego.

Sedna is not a planet. What is a planet anyway? It is hard to define. Astronomers define a planet to be any body in the solar system that is more massive than the total mass of all of the other bodies in a similar orbit. But if that's the case, Pluto can't be considered a planet. Then, what is Pluto? Pluto is just a largest Kuiper belt object. Astronomers had commented "Planetary demotion has happened before... ... When the first asteroids were discovered they were called planets, since no one knew what else to call them... ... The time has come for Pluto to take its rightful place as the largest Kuiper belt object." Therefore, Sedna is known as an planetoid (a planetoid is any round object in the solar system that is not big enough to be considered a planet). So far, Sedna is the only known object in inner Oort cloud but its definitely not the only one. A alternative definition promoted by astronomers is that anything in the solar system that is made round by its own gravity should be considered a planet. The definition takes the solar system from 9 planets to hundreds of planets, when you include all of the asteroids, satellites (the moon!), and Kuiper belt objects that are round. Astronomers are still debating whether Pluto can be considered a planet.

From observations, astronomers have determined that Sedna likely rotates once every approximately 40 days. Why the slow rotation? The hypothesis is that Sedna's slow rotation is caused by the effect of a moon! The existence of this moon can be confirmed with observations from the Hubble Space Telescope, which should be able to direct see the tiny satellite.

How was Sedna found? Using the Palomar QUEST camera and the Samuel Oschin Telescope at Palomar Observatory in Southern California, astronomers have been conducting an ongoing survey of the outer solar system. To date, 40 bright Kuiper belt objects were found. To find objects in the sky, astronomers take three pictures of a small region of the night sky over three hours and look for something that moves. The many billions of stars and galaxies visible in the sky appear stationary, while satellites, planets, asteroids, and comets appear to move. Objects in the inner Oort cloud are extremely distant and so move extremely slowly. Sedna was found moving quite slowly, it appear as faint spot. Vast areas of the sky have to be searched before something this unusual is found. More search are being conducted for new objects for the next few years.

Okay... I am too lazy to summarize anymore. Sort of copy and paste the last bit. Haha... See... like I said billion and one times before, astronomy is a very interesting subject. To find out more on Sedna... check this out >>> http://www.gps.caltech.edu/~mbrown/sedna/ or http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2004/16mar_sedna.htm?list807449

I feel so fake. Trying too hard to be a happy me. People thought I went crazy... been laughing the entire day. Life sucks. Everyday is the worst day ever.

Had a really tiring day. Had to wake up at 5.45 am. Rush to the bathroom, bathe, clean my wound, dry my hair then rush to catch the bus. Suppose to meet Zhen Yan in school at 7.30 am, I was late... by 15 minutes. Math remedial was boring.

After math remedial, went bugis with car, rain and Jia Ling. Too broke to buy anything. After that, came home... sleep. Slept all the way till 3.45am. Woke up, rush to A math tuition. Was late as usual. Did some revision. Was too engrossed with the problems, didn't take note of the time. Met car and wan slightly later than 5.55am. We were late for physics tuition. Was freezing in the room. Can't even hold my pencil properly. Was wondering what school Mr Lim teaches. (he doesn't want to tell us)

Finally... fit enough to run up the stairs again. Was panting like mad. Waiting for the news now. Waiting to see the news on the discovery of a new star. (To car: a star is not a planet) Talking about that, I've decided to make a few amendments to my essay. It will no longer be on environment but on astronomy. May be boring to most people.

I am sick of it. I written a long entry and yet there is an error and the entire thing is gone. Well... I am not going to retype. Anyway... peeps... I'll be posting an essay I written on environment in a few days time. Its one the essay I'm proud of. Please read it. I just wanna share my interest of astronomy to more people. Well, maybe the essay isn't really related to astronomy. Anyhow... remember to read and give comments. Thanks.

Finally, found the html to the song on someone's blog. Congratulate myself. Haha. That's the only thing I'm happy about today.

I am fuming mad. Well... maybe in the afternoon. I don't wanna mention too much about it. I just wanna forget the whole thing. Been trying to chill myself.

Mum's birthday today. Got her a necklace from Perlini's. Jia Ling helped me in choosing. Hope she likes it. Now, I am so in debt. I own my mum, my brother and Jia Ling money. My life couldn't be any more "better".

Suddenly, I feel like drinking. Nope... it hasn't become a habit. I've never get drank so far. Just recall the time during the chalet, when I forget all my sorrows by just drinking a bottle. That's what I feel like doing now. I'm telling myself to leave my father's beer alone. Peeps... I'm okay... nothing is wrong. So don't worry. I'm just having one of my bad days.

Freak! I accidentally deleted my song's html. I can't remember it! Bloody hell... somebody save me!!! (Sing) Anyone... just teach me how to put music on this stupid blog. Or maybe I should just forget about music on my blog. Or maybe pip... you could teach me how to put a video on my blog. Ah... my blog need revamping desperately.

My life is such a crap. I was looking at my result slip and what do I see? Rubbish...Crap...! My results are atrocious. I can't even get to a decent JC with this kind of shitty results. The O levels are just a few months away and I'm still slacking. What kind of shitty attitude is this? I hate myself!

Why can't I just be a bit more focus? Why am I so lazy? I need to do some reflection. My life is so horrible. I've been slacking for too long. Now that I've wake up... I realized my foundation is too weak... therefore the shitty results. Is it possible for me to learn the whole bloody subject all over again within a few months...? Well... it's not impossible but it will be very tough.

The dream of yesterday is the hope of today and the reality of tomorrow. How true is that? It is often proved to be true... For example, Goddard's invention of a rocket and proposal that a rocket could work in space and that man could reach the moon was once teased and laughed at. Now, it has become the pioneer of rocketry. Nothing is impossible. I must be determining to work even harder this time. I aim for at least 5 distinctions for my prelims and the minimum of only a B4. Seeing that I'm closer to my goal of a L1R5 of below 15... I must do everything I could to rebuild the weak foundation. And one day... I believe I can make it.

The day started rather badly. Woke up late, was rushing for time in the morning, ran to the bus stop, miss the bloody bus. But fortunately, I wasn't late for SPA. Hmm... SPA. Jo-Lynn (hmm... its been a long time since this name appear on my blog... wasn't it suppose to be fish?) and me shared our answers. Haha. After that, Madm Tong was telling me, Joyce, Jia Ling and Vincent a lot about herself when we look for her for the answer sheet to the conquerO 1. Her ambition, her family background, her life. Didn't know her life was so complicating. Kindda pity her past at first then... my respect for her accelerate. If my life were to be like hers... I don't know what will happen to me... I'm not as strong as her... I get influence very easily. All of the sudden, I feel so guilty. She such a good teacher (I'm o proud that I have a teacher like her now) yet I used to call her names. So peeps... maybe you all should show a bit more respect, she may be rather unreasonable sometimes... but this person is having a hard life... we gotta understand.

Okay... I shall not say too much about her. She needs some privacy. After that, went for guides. Missed the colours. Was slacking all the way. Haha... me and car were so crazy during guides. Kept singing "grow up". Well... what can I say... Simple Plan simply rocks. Their songs are so damn cool. I'm ADDICTED to them. Haha...

Hmm... just woke up from my nap. Hadn't have such a good rest for such a long time already. When I woke up, dad wasn't at home anymore. He's at another colleague's wedding dinner. Ah... imagine all the expensive and yummy food there. He's enjoying while I'm eating from packets.

To everyone who read my previous entries. I am over with the lizard thing. I trying to forget it. Been telling myself ididnotsteponitididnotsteponit itsisnotmyfaultitisnotmyfault. Haha...

Believe this or not... the lizard is still outside 5B classroom. Ah!!! Its so gross! Its all my fault that the poor thing died. Ah...!!! Fish was laughing when I ran back to class when I see the lizard today. Horrible fish!

Calm down~ Miss Ng wasn't here today. Hurray! But that sucky relief teacher came in. Boo! What's the problem with her. That ******* teacher has attitude problem. Hmm... I really look up to Hao Hao. He is one brave guy. He rebutted the teacher straight at her face. (applause!!!) If I had the guts... I would have slapped her but too bad I'm just a coward.

Haha... was having a "pinic" in class today. Had one whole box of oreo and a whole packet of coffee sweets under my desk. We were feasting on that and Jia Ling's biscuits during lessons and recess. How cool! Haha... we are rebellious peeps!!! Hmm... Mr Ong almost scare me to death today. Was walking outside the science hub (engross about the discussion about Zi Wei with Jia Ling), when I suddenly saw Mr Ong's face appearing at the backdoor of the science hub. First reaction... WALK AWAY!!! I don't want him to catch me with my blouse untuck and double ear holes. Then, he came out from the front door (right in front of us). But luckily, he only asked us a question and let us off.

Cry!!! ENERGY is in Singapore! But I can't attend any of their autograph sessions. They had a basketball match with fans today at J8. Oh my god... I am so damn jealous. I wanna see ENERGY!!! Speaking about idols... I am hooked to simple plan. Joyce's influence. Their songs are absolutely nice!!! Car sending me some of their unreleased songs now. Haha... But still ENERGY is still number one! Haha...

Ah!!! Michelle can't stop talking about the lizard thing. I am so upset, I step on it!!! Okay... Michelle was describing how the lizard end up looking. The lizard was squashed... green fluid flowed out. The head was flatten and the limbs were apart. Was it my fault? I don't know... all I know is that I am so upset now. Well... I heard from someone... Alex stepped on it too... and he squash it as in purposely. It may not be true. Heck about Alex... The way Mich describe the lizard... its so gross. Ah!!! IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!

I am so pissed off. My brothers had been really irritating. They have been screaming since I got home. I was so pissed off... I screamed at them. I even throw my brother's yu-gi-oh cards into the dustbin. Guess I went a bit too far. But then... they are also too much. Must they go against me all the time? They on the television when I'm using the radio. I on the lights, they off it. What the hell...

4/4 did their play today. Hmm... it was funny. But somehow I think they wouldn't be mark too well because it didn't really display any of the 6 values and erm... the ending was rather abrupt.

Got back our result slip today. Got 19 for L1R5. Well... its not bad already compared to my previous result. Hmm... yep... E math, A math and chinese pull my results up. Didn't do that well for the other subjects. Got a F9 for my chemistry. Wow... Madm Tong is so going to "LOVE" me. The worst thing is... I LEAVE MY RESULT SLIP IN SCHOOL!!! How am
I going to get it sign when it is in school? Help!

Ah!!! I can't stand it! My wound is itching!!! I wanna scratch it but I can't. Oh my god... I really can't stand it... it's really very itchy. Anyway... was really depress (if that's the word to use) this afternoon. When I was happily walking back to class from assembly, I... STEPPED ON A LIZARD ON THE FLOOR. I swear I didn't notice it until Kenneth told me. Immediate reaction: Freak out... let out a scream. I hate creepy crawlies. Reason, because I am very scare of them. Can't believe? Well... yes... Bernice is very scared of creepy crawlies... any creepy crawlies. I'm even scare of butterfly. Ah!!! I am so so so depress. IsteppedonalizardIsteppedonalizard! Ahh...!!! Remembered when I was in Primary 4, I stepped on one baby lizard with my bare foot (by accident), I cried for one whole day. Oh my god... a lizard!!! I still can't get over it... CRY!!!

SianZ... should be study right now but don't seem to be in a study mood now.

Was invading that marist blog again. Find his blog really cute... even fish say so. Haha... His blog is not only cute... he and his group of friends are also very funny. Their school life is so fun despite having so many level test. Compared to theirs... our school life is so DULL. What we do all day is attend boring lessons, study for tests and sit for tests. Well... maybe I'm not that hard working. I only sleep during boring lessons and sit for tests (I even sleep during tests). I am so lazy!!!

Hmm... just remembered I've got to do "zhou ji". Ah... I hate writing "zhou ji". I don't know how to write and I've got nothing to write about! Who was the one who started the "zhou ji" thing anyway? I hate that person. Same goes to all scientist (excluding astronomers... they rock!) who make our lifes so complicating.

Hmm... this is to Jermyn. Hey hey... read your msn nick just now. You wanna pierce your ear? Cool... Well... if u really are planning to pierce and is looking for someone to accompany, can jio me along!!! I want a third pair of earhole. Wahaha... I've just have this sudden urge to have another one. Hmm... then I wouldn't have to worry which ear studs to wear. Haha...lame.

Hmm... Zhen Yan online. He is so pervertic. Haha... I've got a pervertic god brother? We had this really "dirty" conversation" about ***. Can't believe he even look under girls' shirt. So to all peeps all there: BEWARE OF ZHEN YAN!!! Haha...

Okay... I shall now return to my world my fanfiction. I love Wish-Chan!!! I love Syaoran!!! I love Mizuki Kai!!! They are so cool. I shall not enter dreamland until I finish at least half a chapter!!!

Happy happy me! The wound on my chin is healing fast. Some of the dead skin has started to peel so the wound don't look that big and scary as before. However... those on my knees are still the same. Except that it stop flowing those gooey stuff which when mixed with that yummy looking cream that doctor gave me results in this really disgusting pus-like thing. Haha... okay I know it sound gross...

Hmm... school was boring. Can't find my worksheet during math lesson. I'm in deep shit, I think I've lost that particular worksheet. Well... shall worry about it tomorrow. Haha. Was excused from the heats because of my injuries. Ah... missed the heats!!! This is my last year in secondary school and I hoping I could at least get something during the sports meet. Oh heck...

Was suppose to get back our result slips today. But due to some errors, our result slips had to be reprint. So... we'll be getting our result slips tomorrow I think. Hmm... but I already found out what's my class and level position. I'm ranked 13th in class (right below "car" ) and 64th in level. Well... not so bad. At least I improved quite a lot compared to my final year exam last year. Level position was initially 99th, now its 64th. Guess my E math and A math pull my results up. (cannotbeoverconfidentcannotbeoverconfident) Haha. Well... shall have to work harder if I'm really aiming to get into NJC. My average isn't that good. Haiz... saying is always easier than action. (must have higher self esteem)

Notice that these few days, my thyroid are getting bigger again. I have no idea what is happening again. Well... maybe its because of "that". But then... it seems impossible. Maybe I'm just born with bigger thyroid or did it just enlarge these few years? I don't care!!! I don't like it!!! It makes my neck looks like its swelling and I hate it!!!

Chill~ Hmm... this is to Joyce. JOYCE!!! Help!!! I think I'm hooked to simple plan as well. Their songs are just too nice... I'm addicted to it. Oh my god... I simply love the song "God must hate me". However... this is important. I may be hooked to simple plan's songs but I'm still madly in love with ENERGY!!! Haha... lame!

Such a tiring day! Madm Tong wasn't in school today. Had two free periods. Hurray!!! "Decorated" my desk again. Oh boy... its so MESSY now. Had chinese composition test. Sigh... guess I shouldn't have written on astronomy, the whole thing is OUT OF POINT. Think I sort of focus too much on how marvelous the universe is. Then, A math test. I have NO confidence in faring well for it. Actually thought it will be a breeze but I was wrong. Was stuck at the third question. Had to re-read a few question before I can actually work out the other questions. Well... its over now so I shall not think about it anymore.

I am so beat. Had TWO tuition just now. Which adds up to 4 hours of continuous tuition. Was caught sleeping during Mr Ng's class. (can't believe I can even sleep during his lesson when I'm the only student there). Did on integration or whatever it is. It is pretty easy compared to differentiation. It took me a month to fully understand differentiation and only a couple of hours to understand integration. Am I getting smarter or what? Haha. After that, physics tuition with Wan Lin and Joyce. My first day there. The teacher is definitely BETTER than Guang. At least, I understand his lesson. Hmm... kindda when crazy during his lesson. Joyce wrote: I am hungry! And I don't know what happened to me... I just burst out laughing. That teacher (Mr Lim I suppose) probably thought I was crazy. Oh... anyway... during that two hours of physics tuition... I conclude that this Mr Lim is a rich fellow. Firstly, he lives in Bukit Timah (lots of rich peeps live there). Secondly, he is a member of Orchid country club and goes there every Sunday for a game of golf. Haha... yep... I know I'm lame. I was bored anyway.

So there day was boring and tiring. all I did was: attend school and tuition. Nothing else. Okay... maybe I will do a bit of revision a while later (can't confirm... haha...). Bernice simply hates the rain. Why must it rain the entire day? Hmm... maybe I don't hate the rain that much. It save me from the trouble of sitting and standing during the flag raising ceremony. (yes... I've trouble sitting and standing up. haha...) Oh my god... I am going crappy AGAIN. Better stop before more crap appear.

It has been raining the entire day. So bloody cold. Was toatally drench when I reach home. Hmm... didn't attend PE today. Seems like today's PE lesson was rather fun. Spent my time looking at the 4T1 peeps do their "5 items". Haha... Mr Ong is so funny.

Miss Ng wasn't here today. Hurray!!! But I hate that relief teacher. Boo!!! After finish the assignment she gave us, I was playing with Jia Ling's handphone. Then, this stupid teacher keep walking around. I was totally unaware she was standing behind me. I sort of shouted when I notice her. She is really scary.

After school, stayed back to help Elaine, Wan Lin, Jia Ling and Alvin with the AWWA lag thing. Stained my skirt with white paint. Horrible!!! Then, "decorated" my desk with the leftover fabric paint. Haha... my desk is so colourful now.

Hmm... seems like my injuries brought us closer now. He has been asking me about my injuries everyday since last Saturday. Haha. Many other peeps have also been asking me about my injuries too. Thanks to all peeps for your concern. I am very fine. Still alive and kicking. Haha...

What can I do when life simply sucks. Plan: Read fanficiton then study during the afternoon. Ended up sleeping. This planning thing isn't working. Then, my grandma and aunt came. I was unprepared. Just woke up from my nap when they came so was kindda untidy.

Well, anyway... the day was horrible. Its so so damn boring. Was coop up at home the entire day. Oh well... I am off to read fanfic now. Syaoran rulez!!! Haha... Kai too! ;)

Was having a horrible night. Can't sleep properly. It didn't hurt that much when I am so awake. But when I am in a semi-conscious (or whatever it is) condition, when I have no idea what I am doing, it hurts. Why? Because Bernice is always very clumsy and un-refined, she likes turning and tossing in bed and get herself entangled in between her blanket and the many pillows. She enjoys kicking her brother sleeping beside her and kissing the wall. That's why it hurts, I think I kicked my injuries in my dream.

I am rotting at home. It's my cousin's little girl's one year old birthday and my cousin is holding a party at his house. But I'm not going. Why? Because I don't dare to go out, I don't want to go out. I hate it when people stares and ask what happened to me. Okay... I may appear no to be bother by those red marks but in actual fact I am very bother with it. Had been using the Adam Khoo's method to forget about it. (think of something positive, hopefully, the injuries may recover faster) Oh yes! Tomorrow, no PE for me! Hurray! Anyway, been to the doctor's yesterday, he gave me all sorts of thing to prevent infection. So troublesome... shouldn't have seen that doctor. Now everyday, must take pills, clean the wound with this stinky solution and apply this delicious looking cream. Haha...

What a boring day. Been "visiting" many peeps' blog today. After this... I may be spending part of my boring day reading fanfictions again. Or should I start re-reading wish chan's fanfic again?

Expect me to post a second entry later. Here signing off.
Syaoran simply rocks!

Today is such a "LUCKY" day. When for guides excursion in the morning. It was fun... though yea... maybe the games were just a tiny bit boring. Cycling was really fun until I fell down. Many of you may be wondering what exactly happened? It goes like this: Me, Jaclyn, Joyce and Elaine were happily cycling. (me and Jac were in front, Elaine and Joyce were behind) Then, someone from the back commented on the "Red House" (which is actually a restaurant, not that famous haunted house). I was curious so I turned around. Unaware that there is a kerb in front, I crush into it and flew off my bike. Had injuries on my knee, hand and chin. I didn't realize I was bleeding until Elaine say so. Then, all of the sudden, the same old thing happen... I felt dizzy. I couldn't see clearly. There was a point when I feel like fainting but nah... Was thinking whether because I've got a bit of "ping xue", thats why I always feel giddy when I lost alot of blood. The same thing happened when I went for the mole-removal operation. Anyhow... I am fine now. To Jaclyn, Jia Ling, Elaine, Joyce and a few other fellow guiders: Thanks for the concern.

So because of my injuries, I cancelled the meeting with him. Don't want him to see me like this. Anyhow, he had his flag day today... bet he is too tired to meet me as well. So... well... I had to wait a little longer before meeting him again.

The day started with "Syaoran is SO cute!!!". Fish went CRAZY during geography lesson today. Haha... yea... because we were talking about CCS. Speaking of that... quite a few peeps have been asking me "Who's Wish-Chan?". Well... Wish-Chan is this really TALENTED author of this absolutely WONDERFUL fanfiction. It is so nice! Like fish said... I am hooked to that fanfiction. I am also obsess over Syaoran and Mizuki Kai (Kaitou Magician). Haha... they are SO COOL!!!

Went to town today to help Hao Hao pick his mother's birthday present. Went with Joyce, Jia Ling and Hao Hao. Then, Jia Ling left for tuition when Jaclyn came from her chinese lessons to join us. Went to kino after that. Was so hooked to this really cute pen which can write on fingernails. But too bad... I am too broke to get anything like this. Haha... saving up...

Can't wait for tomorrow. Firstly... guides excursion to east coast park tomorrow. Cycling!!! Simply love cycling. Secondly, may be meeting him tomorrow after so long. Haha...

FINALLY, solve the problem. I'm so proud of myself. After 3 days trying to figure what went wrong, I finally got it right. I am not such an idiot after all. :)

Bloody hell. Gotta type this stupid entry TWICE! What the hell is wrong with the stupid computer? Life just sucks.

Was so pissed off with mum just now. Had a quarrel with her just now... about my pocket money. She was saying I don't know how to save money. Excuse me~ look at the amount of pocket money I receive weekly. Its so pathetic. Okay... I shall not talk about this anymore... its my fault... fine?

School was EXTREMELY BORING today. I bloody hate Aanata's lessons, its so boring. Slept during her history lesson and her history remedial (or was it social studies remedial?). Spent my day drawing "Syaoran" and "Kaitou" on textbooks during lessons.

Life sucks. I can't believe after spending so many hours trying to solve that html thingie... the picture which is suppose t appear on the extreme left, still can't be viewed. I seriously need help here. FISH!!! Why the hell did I change the picture in the first place?

Believe this or not... I actually PASS my physics. (cue for applause) Haha... but then... its just a low pass. Got a usual C6. I'm still so proud of myself... (thinking... when was the last time I pass physics?)

Was going gaga over the magazine yesterday. Its simply amazing. Even my brother thinks so too. And yes... the Christmas special wish chan updated was amazing too. I simply love this phrase and would like to share with all peeps all there: "We live to create memories, for memories are the only lasting gift bestowed upon the humankind, and when all else fails, we can look back to our favorite memories fondly." It is SO nice! Oh my god... I don't care if I'm going to spend hours just reading one chapter, I'm going to read the entire fanfiction again during the march holidays. Peeps... you should go read it too...(Newtrials of CCS)... WARNING... highly addictive. Haha... its really very very nice. Fish is obsess over it too. Haha...

School today was boring... Slept during Anata's lesson. After school, went to HMV with Joyce and Elaine. The poor bird here is now left with only $0.50 for the entire week. Haha.

It was my brother's birthday yesterday. Guess what her cheapo sister (ME!!!) got for him? Only a chocolate bar costing only $1.40. Haha... can't blame me... I am broke. Oh... the chocolate cake was delicious... but fattening. Haha.

Hmm... was reading Vanessa's blog just now. What happened? I know she has problems with Jessie. But well... maybe I shouldn't bother too much. We are all classmates afterall. True friends don't quarrel. Okay... (this is not related to the Vanessa and Jessie issue) I must admit I am kindda a hypocrite at times especially with a certain her. Many people think I am close to her... like she is my best friend. Well... NO... there are many a time I just can't stand her. She can be so irritating and selfish. Worst still... she is really desperate. Hmm... peeps... you don't need to guess who she is... she is no other than Jaime. Oh crap... I don't wanna continue any further. She just turn me off.

Oh my god!!! I am so HAPPY!!! Why? Because I finally got my hands on that National Geographic!!! Oh my god... its simply... okay I am speechless. Its PERFECT!!! There are like hundreds of photo I've never seen before. And they are so CLEAR! I'm going so nuts already. I know I sound crazy. Well... in fact... I am crazy!!! I am totally crazy about astronomy!

Okay... trying to calm myself down. Anyway, I was on the way to class this morning when... I receive a SMS from fish (lame huh, I'm in school already yet she still SMS me). It says "Hey! Wish chan updated!". Oh my god (again? Haha...)!!! Wish chan updated? You can't imagine my reaction in school. Okay... today is one of the best day I had in weeks. Firstly, its the national geographic. Secondly, Wish chan updated. I have waited like few months for her to update.

Hmm... think I am off to read wish chan new update. After which, I will continue admiring the WONDERFUL pictures in the national geographic. Haha...

Hmm... was visiting other peeps blog when I came upon Shao Xun's blog. Realized that his template is the same as mine. But he deleted away the picture on the extreme left. Hmm... its the same template... I am sure. Cos its from the same designer. Haha...

Tiring day! Ran 5 rounds around the school during PE today. 5 rounds shouldn't be much of a problem to me... but there was this pain in between my ribcage. Fish said that it was the gastric area. Man... I never have gastric pain before.

School was boring. Anata wasn't in school today. HURRAY!!! Was having a great chat with fish during those two lessons. Haha... Zhen Yan and I was discussing about how fish's husband will look like in the future. Haha... Well... besides that two periods, school was boring.

After school... went for lunch with Yi En and cucumber. Went back to school. Met Zhu Sheng. Kingsley was so horrible... in front of te other pig, bully me. Somemore, that asshole Kingsley took my hand phone and READ ALL my messages. Cry!!! He hid in red cross room and Geraldine read it too. Cry!!! (again) Ah!!! All my so-called secrets ain't secrets anymore. Had a really shocking news from fish and Zhen Yan... "everyone knows your secret already!". I was like "WTF!!! How did they know?" Haiz... I have no idea what to do now.

Went to AWWA home. Hmm... it wasn't as bad as I thought it will be. Helped with the distribution of the food ration. Then, talked to this old lady. Well... Geraldine did most of the talking, she's better at dialect than me and fish. Went back to school, realize that the classroom is locked and my bag was still in it. I ran to look for the auntie, was all hot and sweaty when I finally got my things OUT of the class. Haha. Feel so guilty making Elaine wait at the busstop for so long.

Oh my god!!! I am so so so EXCITED! National Geographic here I come!!! Haha... FINALLY save enough money for it. Wahaha... I am going to MPH to search for it tomorrow. Yep... Joyce if you are reading this... I will still accompany you to orchard if you want. I don't mind going to HMV or Kino. Wahaha... more books and CDs. Okay... I am nuts. I am just overeacting over that absolutely cool national geographic. Hold on... before you peeps start thinking Bernice is really crazy. The national geographic I wanted to buy is the COLLECTORS EDITION one not the usual one (I've got that already). Oh my god... its so cool... its all about astronomy. And you peeps know how crazy I am over astronomy. (even Zhen Yan drew something about me and the solar system) Haha...

To Zhen Yan: I don't only love the solar system. I love the entire universe. But yes... I study more on solar system. However... I prefer the galaxies and black holes. To peeps who don't understand... don't bother to try and understand. I am just stating crap. Wahaha...!!!