Sunday, March 14, 2004

Freak! I accidentally deleted my song's html. I can't remember it! Bloody hell... somebody save me!!! (Sing) Anyone... just teach me how to put music on this stupid blog. Or maybe I should just forget about music on my blog. Or maybe pip... you could teach me how to put a video on my blog. Ah... my blog need revamping desperately.

My life is such a crap. I was looking at my result slip and what do I see? Rubbish...Crap...! My results are atrocious. I can't even get to a decent JC with this kind of shitty results. The O levels are just a few months away and I'm still slacking. What kind of shitty attitude is this? I hate myself!

Why can't I just be a bit more focus? Why am I so lazy? I need to do some reflection. My life is so horrible. I've been slacking for too long. Now that I've wake up... I realized my foundation is too weak... therefore the shitty results. Is it possible for me to learn the whole bloody subject all over again within a few months...? Well... it's not impossible but it will be very tough.

The dream of yesterday is the hope of today and the reality of tomorrow. How true is that? It is often proved to be true... For example, Goddard's invention of a rocket and proposal that a rocket could work in space and that man could reach the moon was once teased and laughed at. Now, it has become the pioneer of rocketry. Nothing is impossible. I must be determining to work even harder this time. I aim for at least 5 distinctions for my prelims and the minimum of only a B4. Seeing that I'm closer to my goal of a L1R5 of below 15... I must do everything I could to rebuild the weak foundation. And one day... I believe I can make it.

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