Happy happy me... he talking to me everyday now though its always me starting the convesation. But the thing is, the more I chat with him, the more I like him. Then what about PPC... I don't seem to like him as much now that he is talking to me. I am such a flirt.... (sob). What to do now??? Someone tell me how!!!

Hack ar... now I'm also very troubled. I want to go for that makeover but still not sure if my parents allow me to go. I also want to go for Energy autogragh session but I know for sure my parents sure wouldn't allow cos its on a schoolnight. But I really really want to go, its always been my dream to see them. Haiz... sad lah.

Weird... I start the entry with me being very happy and I end it with me being very upset. Am I nuts or what??? Haiz...yawnZZZ....why isn't my dinner home yet??? I am starving...

YawnZ... no idea why this days I so sleepy. Failed quite a number of tests but i quite happy this days. Chat with him two days ago...seems like he got very good impression of me. He sent me a couple of sms... so happy. Tomorrow, I will be going back to peiying with Shin Ye and Wei Tai...though I don't really like her but I don't mind if I get to see him tomorrow. Hehe...(evil grin) too happy now.... Cya tomorrow...

Hehe... me n PPC had patched up. It was my birthday few days ago, he treated me to the movies again. This time we watched a horror movie. I think he chose that on purpose. Hehe...lucky I was clever enough not to fall for his tricks. Wahaha... The thing I can't stand most this days is Zhu. I only said I can talk to him that day and now he starts to call me everyday. I didn't thought that things would turn out this way...

So tired this days... i was at Elaine's place just now... it was such a nightmare. Jia Ling and Elaine starts saying "I like/love you. Wanna be my stead" to Shawn and benny using my account. Ah.... then I got to tell them it was not me... haiz...now they got bad impression of me. Probably, they are thinking that I am very desperate now. Nevermind, the most concer thing now is to make that Zhu give up. Haiz.....

Sad sad...!!! Don't know why PPC treat me so coldly this days. It just seem like he is avoiding me. I've got this feeling PPC doesn't like me anymore... probably he prefer some of his other admirers. Just hate this feeling. Worst still my birthday is coming and he forgot when it is. What a jerk! Why can't he just show some care, a bit more will do. Haiz... don't feel like talking about it anymore. Just hope that I am over reacting...

Went for the combined concert last night. It was fantastic, especially when PPC is performing. You can never believe what happened. I forgot to bring my ticket (like last year) but this year I wasn't able to rush home to take my tickets cos of some stupid Ah Long and Nemo (jia ling's friend). They are so damn short....shorter then me I suppose. Anyway get back to the concert. Some of the performance were excellent namely the choir cos PPC involved. I could actually hear his voice very clearly. (dreaming again) The band performance was nice too but thsoe soloist their singing is so plain...so boring. The dance performance... malay dance was nice, so graceful but the comtemporary dance sucks (sorry cleo!!!) cos Shu Min (flat chested bitch) and Jia Yu is involved. I hate that two bitchies. Drama performance was erm... so-so. Its about the same as the performance they put up last two years...boring.

Quit the concert first. That two friends of Jia Ling is so "small", that I meant in size. They don't look as if they were secondary 3 guys, look more like primary school kids. And they dae lie about their height. Ah Long same height as me??? You must be joking... he is definately shorter than me or Jia Ling. But I think Jia Ling seem very interested in him. unbelievable) They were even wearing the same colour shirt/dress yesterday. (how sweet of him to wear the same colour shirt as jia ling) Haha...

Elaine invited me to her friend's school concert yesterday. Still not sure if I can go...feel like inviting PPC along too. Considering that its a boys school, why not give it a go. Hahaha... If I am going, I will probably buy a new dress... a nicer one. Ah... I sure probably cut my crap for now... cya soon... :P

:) Went out with PPC twice this week. On monday, after adam's course, we went to the library. Unfortunately, on the way to the library, we met ryan n shao xun. Even more bad news on tuesday, they actually told the guys in 3/1 that we are going steady. What a joke!!!

Few NDP rehersal this week, yesterday was the actual NDP celebration for our school. I was so nervous when the command for us to march out was given- i was shaking. Fortunately, that feeling slowly fade off. THe national day message was so long, I stood in the parade square for such a long time, my feet hurt.

After the celebration, me n PPC went to watch "homerun". I thought it will be very touching but not so actually. Its more of the funny type of movie.

Today is the actual national day. So excited to watch NDP later even though I had already view it. Can't wait to see those wonderful fireworks again.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

Haiz....PPC sick today, so poor thing. He look normal this morning but don't know what happen, suddenly high fever. Must be that stupid Cindy keep pestering him, plus too many activities going on, then too tired thats why sick. But he said that is that Weber guy who spread the virus to him.

Tomorrow have that stupid NDP rehersal, must go to school so early. Don't even have time to sleep longer. Anyway, PPC just sms me, asking whether he can sit with me during the "I am gifted, so are you!" follow-up session. Of course I wouldn't mind lor. What can i say??? I really like PPC. So worried the whole day, hope he gets better soon.