Chinese O level is over! Hurray! I so agree with Neko, "IT'S DOWN WITH THE TEXTBOOKS AND UP WITH THE COMICS." Haha... yep. Chinese was manageable but didn't have enough time to write a better ending for my composition. Whatever... its over. Whoosh... I've got 82 episodes of Naruto to complete. Hurray again. Kakashi is sooo cool. =D

Went to Taka after the papers. Only to find out that Kino is closed for stock taking. Why today?!!! But never mind. I still manage to lay my hands on Tsubasa book 5. Going to scan the cover and post it here someday. For the sake for Wan. =) Haha... Hmm... met Chel at Taka, with Zijie. Bet they went there for the great Singapore sales. Oh my god... Zijie is so chio. Bernice is jealous. Haha...

Hmm... Sek Kiang msg-ed me on the way home. So qiao... he was in the same train compartment. Toot him... stand beside me also don't know how to call me. Wait until we're standing so far apart then msg me. Ask him where he is... he said I'm too short to spot him. Long time never see him... bet he still as good looking. *wink* Haha...

Gotta tidy my room. *bleh* I hate cleaning but I have to. Ernest coming over from tomorrow onwards. Boo... Meaning I've gotta behave myself at home and pretend to be hardworking. :s

Bernice is HAPPY for today. I love Neko. She agreed to lend me Naruto episodes 1-84. Haha... meaning I don't have to go down to fish's house to watch it.

Finally went jogging. 5 days no jog, rusty already. Even Nicholas is faster than me. He has the speed but no stamina. Haha...

Zhen Yan got handphone voucher. So xian mu. $500! Can get X70 or T630. My dream phones.

Chatted with Evelyn online these two nights. She's such a friendly person. Really nice girl. It feels like I've know her for ages. Hehe...

I hate Nicholas. He keeps talking about the camp. "I'm going for the camp. Haha... you can't go! You've got to study." I really hate him. The next time he mention about the camp, I'm going to "murder" him. Oh... found out that Tze Long's brother is going too. Hmm... long time never see him already... wonder how that "Ah Gong" of mine is doing.

Every 120 years or so a dark spot glides across the Sun. Small, inky-black, almost perfectly circular, it's no ordinary sunspot. Transits of Venus are rare. Many astronomers had never live to see one. Decide for yourself. On June 8, 2004, Venus is due to cross the face of the Sun again. The event will be web cast, broadcast, and targeted by innumerable sidewalk telescopes. In other words, you can't miss it. Look into the inky black disk. It can carry you back to a different place and time: Tahiti, 1769, when much of Earth was still a mystery and the eye at the telescope belonged to a great explorer.

The best reason to watch the 2004 transit of Venus is history.

Source: http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2004/28may_cook.htm?list807449

The transits of Venus will most probably be shown on Spaceweather.com on June 8.

It's the first day of the "not like holiday" holidays. Parent teacher conference. Wasn't as bad as I thought. Mum said some nice things today. *smile* Though I don't understand why everytime mum talk about my ambition, my eyes feel slightly damp.

Hmm... "uncovered" a secret. Saw Evelyn friendster picture, I assume she is Wei Cong's current girlfriend. (QWC not GWC) Asked her during chemistry tuition today. She keep saying "ignorance is bliss" while her friends said "you heard what we said?" So guess I was right. I am sooooo smart. *smile again*

Went to fix my glasses after PTC. Like... finally. Met actor, Huang Shi Nan there. Nice voice. Oh my god... I think I'm obsessed over guys with deep voice like Ah Di. Hehe.

Thought of him again. *hammer myself* Its been almost 2 months already, why can't I just bloody forget him. I hate myself for that. Thinking of him reminds me of the coming P5 camp. Brother's going. He's like "Oh... I'm going for the camp. Haha... you can't go!" I hate my brother.

Hmm... going swimming tomorrow. Hurray! I'm taller than Uncle Jack now. :) Too bad Jian Sheng having his lesson, can't swim with me. And hurray again... Nicholas can't go tomorrow! *smile smile*

Sad sad sad... No Naruto to read.
Sad sad sad... No fanfic to read. (excluding that super chim FMA ff)
Sad sad sad... Leg pain, cannot go jogging.
Sad sad sad... Results no good.
Sad sad sad... I've a Pentium 1 super mini brain.
Sad sad sad... Missing someone. Badly.

Sigh. That pain around the calf muscle is getting worse. Been ignoring it for weeks, didn't hurt that much until this afternoon.

New computer needed. My computer sucks to the core. Keep hanging. Gotta reboot so many times.

Consolation. Early dismissal for me tomorrow. Meaning no chinese remedial, no math lesson, no english lessons. Interesting math course at NYP.

Had a dream last night. Been a long time since I actually had one. I dreamt of him. I shall not mention the details, it was a sad dream. Been thinking of him since this morning. I thought I've forgotten all about him but sad to say, I haven't. Was hoping to see him yesterday. Wondered how he did for his prelim. I just can't help it. Feel like crying but tears won't come out. Maybe I shall keep myself as busy as possible... I don't wanna think about him anymore.

Went to Woodland library yesterday. Met Sabrina. Too bad didn't manage to get her number. Miss my primary school friends except for some irritating ones. Some of them seem to "disappear". Ever since we graduated, none of us seem to has seen Sebastian or Han Long and some others. Leon recently appear out of nowhere. Haha...

Boring day. Going swimming later. Purpose: To get a more even tan. But I doubt I can get any tanner going swimming in the late evening. :s Haha...

Cool... everyone look out and up now. Find the moon. The slender crescent looks absolutely beautiful tonight. Notice that extremely bright star above it? That's not a star, that's Venus. The moon and Venus... together they make a beautiful sight.

Happy Birthday to Dylan. The class bought him a birthday cake... nice cake. He had cream on his face by the end of recess. Went back to class shocked. The guys were playing with an inflated condom. Sick... I'm referring to the 4/1 guys who blow that thing up.

Tuition. Started on revision. Leon and his girlfriend came in 50 minutes late. *roll eyes* Might as well don't go.

Chinese remedial sucks. Sucky teacher. To think he gave me an A for a composition I considered badly written. Still, Lao Da is better.

Just watched the news. A P6 girl from Peiying got molested at block 806. Since when did Peiying students become so dumb? I bet its one of the construction workers around here.

PS: Never sleep while writing compositions.

Another picture of Syaoran. Hehe.

So sleepy... Chinese rememdial sucks.

Oh. My. God. Saw that? Finally upload my Syaoran. Okay... I'll try not to drool. *wink* Fish, you jealous? Wahaha... I'm so bad. Sad, no Touya in this picture.

Got back chemistry. From 34 marks to 50. Not bad right. Haha... I don't care if its only a border-line pass, can pass happy already. Especially when I got F9 for all my class test. *smile*

Hmm... going off to read Tsubasa. Syaoran~ Touya~! Hehe...

Yeah!!! Bird is happy for today ONLY. I got Tsubasa! As in the comic. OH. MY. GOD. Syaoran is so cool, handsome, caring etc. He is my dream guy... Touya too. How I wish they were real humans. Hehe... if tomorrow is the end of the world. The last thing I would do will be: sleep, dream of Touya and Syaoran, confess to both. Wahaha... I'm going insane.

Was at kino with fish. Met Jenn and Chel on the way back. Been a LONG time since I seen Jenn. Still so chio. First thing she said was "That name so gay" Hmm... peeps... don't have to guess who. Haha.

Got back E math today. Dissappointing. So many careless mistake. But whatever... mid year only...not counted in "O"s. June holidays must study like hell already. Pray hard I can survive through the holidays. Haha... exaggerating.

Exams finally over. Hurray! Got back a few papers. Not very good but who cares. Its only the mid years. At least I passed. Results not bad for someone who didn't study much.

Watched Troy. Great movie. Everyone should watch! Highly recommended. After that, went to Kino again. Managed to spend some time at the astronomy section. All the chim books. Met Pei Rong jie jie at Taka. Then, tuition. Did Deyi's and Ahmad Ibrahim paper. Quite easy. No kick.

Manga craze? Erm... not really. I like clamp. Naruto is cool... Mich recommended it. Forever obsessed over Syaoran and Touya. (oh my god... Syaoran is so cool. I'll be the first in his fanclub!) Hmm... anime... I WANNA WATCH FMA! Haha... okay... I'm going nuts.

PS: I love Syaoran!!! :p

Big news! I saw Zhi Wei this morning. Wahaha. Then again, like I've said many times before, I only admire his leadership skills. Hehe... I'm going to take the same bus tomorrow.

Screwed history. Left 1st part of 2nd question blank. 12 marks. Well... I don't really give a damn. Geography... not bad. Quite relaxing. Hmm... finally tomorrow last paper. Can party after that. Wahaha...

Went to Cine with Car, Van, Jac, JL and Mike to get Troy tickets. Then, as usual, went to Kino. Tried hard to control myself at the astronomy and the magazine section (there were lots of astronomy magazines!). Luckily, Van pulled me away. If not, I'll be stuck there. Hmm... Van got her magazine. There's Tsuyoshi and Tackey inside! Sob... jealous. Haha... Hmm... after my "O"s, I'm going to work and save like crazy. Then, I can upgrade my handphone and buy more astronomy books.

Met a volleyball senior at the park. Two years older, used to train us when we were only P6. Hmm... he got the speed but stamina not that good. Surprised that after so many years he remember me. I was hoping he doesn't remember- he once caught me in one of my most embarrassing moments. Whatever! Its not like I going to bang into him again. Erm... okay... I always bang into him at the basketball court. Sigh.

E math... quite easy. Haha... no kick. Chemistry? Urgh. Didn't study. Don't know how to do those questions on organic chemistry. Pray hard that I guessed the answers correctly. Hehe. Sigh again... sick. Was sneezing like 'hell' during the papers. Poor me. Haha...

Wasted trip to Cine. Schedule for Troy out only on Thursday. Going with Car then. Hmm... going to TPY library again with Jac. Having tuitionS tomorrow too. Sigh for the third time. I hate history and I hate going for tuitions.

Sob. Re-read that touching story. The one on Mina and Ji Won. I know many have read it before too. Cried again... while reading it. I admire Mina. She did so much for Ji Won. Expecting nothing in return except for his love. Ji Won too. He is so romantic. Especially when he said this, "I loved you since the first day we met. I loved you then and I had never stopped loving you." The first day they met, they carved their initials on each other back. Bloody but touching.

Sigh. I should be preparing for tomorrow's papers. But I've been slacking for two days. Whatever! Who gives a shit about mid year exams anyway. Going to continue writing my story later.

Quote for the week: True love never has an ending.

Eek! Was reading horror stories online yesterday. Wasn't really that scared. What really freak me out is the voicemail message I received today. There was this weird sound on the other end of the phone. Nothing else but that weird sound. Quite a long message. Hang it halfway through.

He msg-ed yesterday during tuition. Wonder how come he wanted to go for a walk yesterday. Didn't meet him though. Was already 8 plus when he asked.

Going to be another boring saturday. Hope it doesn't rain later. Maybe I should start studying for history. But then, I know myself... the facts can't stay in that puny brain of mine for 4 days.

PS: Boo doesn't work on me. Try some other things.

SS paper ended early today. Was home at 9.50am. The paper wasn't as tough as I thought it would be. Source-based was hard though... haha... contradicting.

Sigh. Wasn't feeling too well in the morning. Went to bed last night with a headache, woke up this morning with stomachache. Therefore, wasn't really friendly this morning. Shouted at Zhen Yan for erm... don't know what reasons. Sorry about that. Sigh. The construction work just started... together with our exams. They keep pounding and drilling... can't concentrate on my revision.

Hmm... their school starting the first prelim paper today. Good luck to all marist. :)

Think I'm having the same problem as dad-- over exercised. Or did I injured myself? Been having a stinging pain around my calf since Monday. Despite the pain, I still jog almost everyday. Whatever... it helps to de-stress. Especially during this period of time.

Life really sucks... I screwed every single paper. Math... both E and A... seems pretty average... but I didn't complete both. Worse of all... I forgot all formulas when I step into the hall. Physics... sigh... I scribbled rubbish. I'm going to do so "well" for this mid-year. Fortunately, its only the mid-year... not prelims.

Consolation. I fixed my window media player. Finally able to hear their voices again. Simple Plan, a1, ENERGY, Kinki Kids, Black Eyed Peas... etc. Ah... miss listening to their songs... WMA was down for weeks. Watched FMA instead. I'm addicted.

Fattening. Been eating fast food quite often lately. Sigh... but what goes in doesn't seem to come out. Been having that same problem for years. What can I do... fruits doesn't help. And I'm NOT going to use my mum's method... no way is she going to make me eat sweet potatoes everyday.

Didn't want to blog today. Was busy studying for chemistry and geography. But after reading someone's blog... someone I don't know, I had a sudden "urge" to blog. That someone was talking about friendship. Touching.

Friendship... sigh. After reading, I did some self reflection. Have I ever been a good friend? I doubt so. Been chatting with Chel online this two days... realised how "mo shen" we are now. She used to be one of my good friend and now we seldom talk. Anyway... Chel... if you're reading this... though I think he is ugly and Colin is much better... all the best with *cough cough*.

Friends are suppose to be people who are always there for you when you need them. Am I a good friend? No. I'm not always there when a friend is down or need my help. Sometimes I even give them cold shoulders. Sometimes I think I don't deserve the care and concerns my so-called friends give me. They treat me so well yet I don't seem to care. I complained that he didn't care about me... what about me? I think I treat a few of my friends like how he treated me.

I've been having the problem with friendship even since kindergarden. Basically, I think I screwed most of them. I've been an anti-socialist for most of my life. I don't talk to people unless they talk to me first. Surprisingly, such a boring person like me still have quite a number of friends. I'm grateful to know them. But sometimes I wonder... can friendship be everlasting? Seriously, I have doubts in that.

PS: Peeps... those are what I think... I'm not trying to screw up any friends now. So don't worry yea?

Help! I'm all alone at home with a dragonfly! Hate insects... they scare the living hell out of me. Okay... I'm exaggerating. :S Fortunately its not flying around now... if not I'll be running out of the house again.

Sigh. I can never stick to my plan. Went jogging without dad today. I was impatient. He started his jog only after I completed my usual 5 rounds. But at least he improved. I mean... he used to take half an hour doing his warm-up exercises... now its 20 minutes. Clap clap. Haha... there was two guys playing volley ball there... pro sia. Nicholas said they are his friend's brother and father. Was really tempted to walk over and join them. But no guts. Besides, I'll be embarrassing myself playing with them... it will be like playing volleyball with two Liang Hock.

Hmm... studied chemistry. Doesn't seem that hard... I don't understand why I keep failing. The concept seems rather simple. Whatever... chemistry today... geography tomorrow. I hate exams!

Thought about it. Sent him a email. Ask Mike and Jaclyn what they think. Mike thought I had a motive by doing so. Haha... no. I am trying to forget. I shall now love only my textbooks and computer. Its hard... but I have to.