Realize I shouldn't have started the day by coming online. Shouldn't have told Zhu Sheng anything just now. Now... I am so so so "sensitive" (don't know what's the right word to use at the present moment). Been kindda sentimental (okay... I'm unsure about this word as well). Almost cried a few times today. Well... what happened? Was reading the book I borrowed from Elaine. Okay... it wasn't a single bit touching. Well... maybe a little. Its how Emma in the story deal with things that make me feel... erm... so-like-her. And yes... the conversation with Zhu Sheng today leave me with lots of doubts towards... erm... this part is suppose to be a secret.

Hmm... okay the entire day was been boring. Besides reading... I did practically nothing. Well... I did help my dad repair that old bicycle of mine. My life is a total crap. I don't seem to have any goals in life. I've no big plans or whatever. Life sucks anyway. Doing quiz is stupid, its like running away from reality. Crap about me always looking on the bright side of life. Emode's not reliable.

Life sucks. All I want is a good rest to forget everything. I always have this belief: tomorrow will be a better day. Well... I doubt it now. Going for CIP at some old folks home tomorrow. How fun and exciting can that be when I don't even know how to communicate with them. Oh well... I am not despising old people. NO NO!!! But I seem to have problems communicating with them... I even have problems communicating with my own grandparents. I am feeling SO miserable now.

PS: Peeps... DON'T talk to me about anything I wrote on my blog in school. Thanks!

Been doing some quiz from emode.com. Been ages since I went there. Seems like they changed quite a lot. Took quite a few new tests. Hmm... very interesting. But too bad they didn't give me my complete report on the tarots. Haha... you peeps should go try out emode. But going too often makes me bored. Got kindda sick of it the other time... but then again... they've got new quiz up.

Was chatting with Zhu Sheng just now. Was wondering whether what he said may be true. He (not referring to Zhu Sheng) is a very nice person. I know I can trust him. Okay... I was stupid. Why the hell did I decline having dinner with him last night? Been so stupid, after today, it will be a month since I last seen him. Anyway, he was saying to meet next Saturday after his flag day. Maybe I shouldn't think that much. Like Jac always say: Must believe him.

Somehow, taking those quiz at emode calms me down. It sort of consoled me a little. So yea... shouldn't think so much.

Had guides today. BORING! Had PT, hate PT. Then, had test. At least I pass one. I am still SO far from the silver award. Well... I haven't even got my bronze award. Haiz... how sad.

After guides, went for lunch with Joyce, Elaine and Jia Ling. Forgot to bring my EZ-link card and my money today. Thanks to Elaine... I am able to have a decent lunch- she lend me money again. Jaclyn went to meet my "kor". Haha... Kindda envy them. They meet at least once a week. After tomorrow, it will be a month since I last seen him. Hmm... guides on excursion next week- cycling at east coast park. He will be selling flag that day.

Was reading this really touching story last night. Hmm... this reminds me... wish-chan haven't been updating for a VERY long time. Miss her stories. Been wondering all the time... whether Kaitou is Mikai. And I am craving to continue reading the romance between my favourite SYAORAN and Sukura. Anyway... back to the story I was reading. I really respect that girl in the story. She lead a horrible life before she meet him. She was so brave to overcome the obstacle between them and is willing to do anything (even sacrificing her life) for him. How touching. I almost cried if my mum wasn't reading behind me all the time.

Hmm... haha... I was LOCKED outside my apartment today. Haha... Why? Because I left my keys at home and mum and my two irritating and annoying brothers were out for lunch. So... the poor bird was seated outside my apartment, doing nothing while waiting PATIENTLY for them to return. Oh... anyhow... I saw Zhi Wei in school today! Wahaha...! Okay... I am not crazy about Zhi Wei... so don't "wu hui". I just admire Zhi Wei's leadership qualities. Never will they see Bernice with good leadership qualities... I am practically what Adam called: a sheep. Haha...

Was wondering what are friends for? Friends are always defined as the one who will be there to hold you and support with throughout woes and of course... joy. But do true friends really exist? Maybe... I don't know. Many are just hypocrites... that's what I think. They can be so good in the surface but deep down inside... they hate you to the core... they bad-mouth about you. Is that what I call friends?

Its true that the betrayal of a friend is one of the greatest "torture" in the universe. I once trusted this friend- a very close friend, one you could easily call a best friend. But what happened? It the same... its always the same. She found new friends and started calling people names. I sort of drift away from them... I made new friends of course. They were great peeps. But unfortunately the same thing happened. What's wrong with being quiet? Its not a sin for being quiet. So how... that diligent and kind-hearted good friend of mine turned out to be a bitch as well. What happened? I am not sure... but fish said it was influence... by another her.

Well... life goes on. Of course, we all meet new friends. The once so anti-social me... now tried to open up. Reach out to more people. But sad to say... humans are all the same (I'm no different too). Man are all selfish creatures. I was wondering... whether she befriended me because I was too gullible? Or because she knows that no matter how she insult or critise me, I won't get angry. Well... she is wrong. True... that I am too timid to voice things out but NO... I am not going to tolerate that kind of attitude she has. Yea... I know everyone have problems with their attitude, I'm no exception. No one's perfect. Well... yea... I still treat her as a good friend but erm... don't know how to say.

Hmm... just scribble this after reading Vanessa's blog. I know she has problem with her friendship with someone. Hmm... somehow... I think... some things couldn't just keep inside me for too long. I talk to fish about her before. Yea... fish doesn't like her as well. But then, telling her what I think will leave a scar in our friendship forever. I'm in such a dilemma.

Currently feeling so BLOATED! Had a VERY heavy dinner. Wahaha... tuition ended an hour later than usual. Was having a test as usual. Hmm... it was easy. Met my dad at the void deck on the way back.

School today was boring. (since when is it not boring anyway?) After school... went to see the Sec 4s of 2003 get their O level results. Saw lots of happy faces. Well... and yes... tearful (is there such a word? :S) faces too. Congrats to those who did well. Oh my god... I can't believe that asshole, Ivan got L1R5 of 8. Ah!!! The worst is... fish told me he deproved, he got a 7 for his prelim. What the hell... people like him can get such good results... I think I need to do some soul-searching.

Went back to Peiying today with Chel to fight for our CIP points. Wahaha. Too bad, both Mr Dino and Mr Hassan went off already. I WANT MY CIP POINTS!!! Haha... nuts already. So went home empty handed.

Bored! Its still the same... mosquitoes have been feasting on me. Wahaha... I killed one with my bare hands today. Eww... you can't imagine how big the mosquito was. I bet its at least half a cm long. Yucks!

Currently... piss with someone. Name? Secret. That person has been damn erm... don't know how to describe. Thick skinned? Hmm... anyhow I am pissed off with that person. That feeling has been building in me for quite some times already. But what I do? Sometimes, I just choose to ignore this person... but it seems that it doesn't work. That person will just come and irritate me. Hao Hao has been asking me... why am I so quiet these days? Probably thats the reason why... I don't wanna talk much to that person... I have been trying to avoid the person. (Hao Hao... if you are reading this... I am not talking about you... its someone else... you are a great friend!) Hmm... probably I shouldn't think so much...

Having problems with mosquitoes again. They seem to be EVERYWHERE! Why must this creature exist?!!! Haha... was rather pissed just now. Why? Firstly, the mosquitoes have been having a great time feasting on me. Secondly, my brother had been such good brothers. I was sleeping when they came home from school and they were so "quiet". I almost slap Nicholas because he was singing this really stupid song SO loudly.

Anyway... school sucks today. I FAILED my chemistry. I've got only 6 out of 25. Sad!!! Cry!!! Well... actually I kindda predicted I won't be doing well for this test because... there was physics test that day too. I didn't really studied chemistry because I knew physics is my weaker subject. So I only prepare for physics. And so... got mixed up between the haber process and contact process. Whatever~

Skipped house practice today. Hurray!!! Haha... I am not a single bit interested in any track events so what for go for some stupid house practice? Well... I won't give a damn if Zaiton going to make a big fuss out of it.

Anyway, 4/3 play was great. It was better than I expected. Good job! However, I think its kindda violent - the part when the prisoners say how they murdered guys and ended in prison. Oh... Rashidah and Haoren were like... whoa. I must say they really have that talent on stage. They way they speak... it was great.

Okay... anyhow...I was reading Jac's blog. Okay... I must agree that the "pass-by" and "walkover" peeps are abit too far. They are so "guo fen". Horrible people. Why can't they just mind their our business and stay out of others. That's too much... I just hate it when people poke into one's our business and critisize/ insult/ crap about it. I understand how Jac may be feeling now. I especially hate this kindda of people (referring to passer-by and walkover), they have been so sarcastic and mean but they are just too coward to use their real name. Well... whatever~!

Yet another boring day. Was reading my past entries just now. Hmm... was kindda crazy yesterday. Just having a bad mood yesterday, nothing much happened. So peeps... thanks for your concern. :)

Social studies test today was...horrible. Didn't know how to do. So wrote a whole bunch of crap... whatever anti-natalist thing I recalled from last year geography lesson. Well heck... its over anyway, what can I do. After school, had chemistry INTENSIVE rememdial. All we did was ... to do a piece of worksheet. Was very boring, don't seem that "intensive" to me.

Skipped both my breakfast and lunch today. Hmm... saved a lot of money now. I am a step closer to my national geographic now. Wahaha. I just need like $5 more. Haha. Can't wait to get my hands on that magazine. Oh my god... so exciting. Wahaha...

Hmm... house practice tomorrow. Going to try 4X 100m tomorrow. Why do I always land up in that event? Haha... cos its the easiest track event. But I thought I signed up for huddles. How come my name not there? Weird... but heck. Wahaha...

Life sucks. It sucks to the core. Like you can see... I am in a very piss off mood today. Why exactly? I have no idea at all. Okay... I know what you peeps are thinking. Nope... its not that thing. One thing... I can't seem to be able to concentrate on my social studies. Social studies is a whole batch of crap anyway. I hate that teacher too. School sucks. Was sleeping during english lesson. Was late this morning. The day is a total shit. Trying to starve myself during recess today. But fortunately or unfortunately, Dylan treat me and Jaclyn food. Had to stay back for chemistry INTENSIVE remedial tomorrow. What the hell... I hate chemistry. I hate Madm Tong. Talking about teachers, I hate Mrs Ismail too. She sucks... they both sucks. I hate it when Madm Tong nag, I hate it when Mrs Ismail open her mouth and produce any noise out of it. In fact I hate everything in life. Argh!!!

E math test today. Shit! Didn't know how to do a few questions. Ah... stupid. Heck about math test... its over already... gotta think about social studies test now. Can't afford to fail social studies test again. I HATE SCHOOL!!! Hate tests, examinations, projects and homework. Life sucks. What the hell am I thinking...? Adam Khoo said that we got to have a positive mindset. And here I am thinking how sucky like is. For once I disagree with Adam Khoo. Haiz...

School was very very boring today. Doubt I will do well for my geography test as well. Got back my english comprehension. Failed by half a mark. What the hell... I actually failed english? Shitty asshole. What can I do...? Hope the is a marking error when we check against the correct answers tomorrow. Hopefully, I can get a extra mark. Anyhow, I still think school sucks.

Read Doris's blog just now. She said we can demand cip hours for being camp facilitators during the holidays. Hmm... was wondering whether to go get that points or just heck about the entire thing. It doesn't make much difference anyway (that's what I think, I don't give a shit to cip anyway).

Went for tuition just now. Boring! Changed my time to 4 pm. But that asshole guy in my class can't make it. So whatever... let it be. I rather have tuition alone. It doesn't make much difference having tuition alone or with another person.

The day totally sucks.

Okay... its like what the f**k! Got to type this entry twice. Bloody hell. (pardon me for the vulgarities, pissed off) Was super bored just now so went to visit a marist's blog just now. Been reading that person's blog for like a year now- since the time Michelle show me the cool template he used to have. Okay... he was insulting this girl by the name of "Sharon". So being a busybody, I went to visit this person's blog. Okay... she totally change my impression of a RGS student. Used to think peeps from RGS are really good-natured, smart and very friendly. But hey... this person is so... bitchy (like what the marist said) and thick skinned. Okay... I must admit I am mean... I am very very mean. Well... whatever... don't wanna continue.

Haiz... still thinking of that national geographic. I am going crazy about it. $24 plus... I am so so broke!!! Oh... I want that magazine so badly. I can do anything for that! I am willing to give up my two weeks worth of allowance on it. Well... erm... one and a half week of allowance. Oh my god!!! I am going nuts! (hmm... a 360 degree change in mood. weird person huh...)

Anyway... was browsing through Jaclyn's friends on friendster. Then, one name caught my eye. So went to check it out... okay... yep ... its another marist. Hmm... they got the same name that's why it caught my attention. Anyway I kindda know this person as well. As in I've been to his blog before (it was link to the marist's blog Mich shown me). Well... anyway... so I look into his contacts of friends and found the marist whose blog was always being intruded by me. Hmm... looking at his photo. Not bad. Wahaha... Always thought while reading his blog... he is those short and rather nerdy type (always stuck in front of the computer playing gunbound). But hey... he is totally different from what I thought. He looks tall and well... not bad looking (not nerdy at all). Okay... what the hell am I talking about? Crap! I should be studying not talking about guys. What the hell!!! (slap myself!!!) Anyway if you peeps have no idea what I am talking about... just ignore what I said. Its all crap anyway. Ah!!! I hate all marist!!! Don't wanna talk about them already!

Bored... Chinese test today. Didn't prepare for it until like after recess. The "tian xia han zi" was erm... simple. But the "zhao ju" was... very hard. Didn't understand the meaning of those words. :S Haha... as usual, slept halfway through the comprehension passage. Don't really understand the passage either so just wrote a whole batch of crap there.

PE was really fun today. MR TAN WASN'T IN SCHOOL TODAY!!! So happy! But Mr potato Ling took our class. He is so bloody asshole. "Girl tuck in your shirt... don't think I don't know you just fold it in." I really wanted to slap him at the spot... but too bad I just didn't have the guts to do it. Well... anyway... he gave us a period free (that's after we ran 2 rounds around the school and some really really sucking workout exercises). Played volleyball. Hmm... if Liang Hock or Kian Chiew won't around, it will be more fun. Haha... don't know why... I just don't seem to perform as well with volleyball players around. Wahaha...

Hmm... seems like ZY having a HUGE crush on stupid fish. Haha... fillet fish. I must agree with ZY, fish is indeed cute. Haha... she and her shinhwa. Dong wan rulez!!!

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YawnZ! What a boring and tiring day. Just woke up from my nap and realize... no one's at home again. They went out without telling me again! And here I go wondering whether they will get me my dinner and what time they will be back.

Hmm... what I did today? (racking my brain) Erm... completed my homework pretty early today. Was slacking all the way till now. :S What the hell! Its a very important year now and I am not working hard. I've been slaking a lot lately. Shit... what kind of attitude is this? (scolding myself, hammering myself) Well... heck! Haha... Okay... I should be serious. Haha... Was thinking this morning... oh well forget it. I don't wanna offend anyone.

Ah...!!! Super bored at home. Going to study or my vocabulary test later on. I must do well for english this year. Haha... hope Miss Karim do not freak out reading my 4 pages long essay on 'Let's save the planet!'. Actually, the essay was suppose to be longer but I was too sleepy to write any longer so just scribbled in the conclusion. Haha... dad said that my introduction was good. (of course its good, its being adapted from one of my favorite book on the solar system. haha...) He didn't read the rest but I doubt the body and especially the ending was good. Oh well... glad I finish that essay and should just heck about it now. Wahaha.

Hmm... didn't have time to blog yesterday. So erm... yesterday... went ACJC fun-o-rama fair. Met Zi Jie and Liting there. Met two other instructors from the P5 camp there too. It will be more fun if I hadn't see her. Anyway... the haunted house was...Whoa! It was really really good- very scary. The peeps walking in front of me were going "freak!", "shit!" and "oh my god!". Haha... I screamed with them. Fun... haha. Before I left the haunted house, I gave the "ghost" a slap on the arm. Wahaha... who asked her to come so near to me. My hands were red after that slap... haha... pity her. Vanessa said she actually heard that "pia" sound. Haha... Jermyn said I was violent. Hmm... the dunking machine thingie was funny. we were planning to get a dunking machine and organize a haunted house for our school's fair as well. Oh... can't wait for my school's fair. It will be fun, fun and more fun!

Left the fair quite early. Went to orchard with Wan Lin, Vanessa and Joyce. Went Kino, saw the magazine I wanted to buy so badly. It cost $24 plus. Oh my god!!! So ex!!! I am so damn broke!!! Okay... I can understand... its the collector's edition. Hope it will still be there like 2 weeks later. Anyway... Wan Lin didn't join us for lunch. Had lunch at yoshinoya (erm... correct me if there is a spelling error). Then, Joyce left after lunch too. So that left me and Vanessa. Followed Vanessa to meet her friend. Hmm... another Tsubasa fan. Haha... so followed them around to get their albums. Then, he msg me. Hmm... don't know why he cannot tell me what he was doing yesterday. He was suppose to go to that nike 1 on 1 thing outside Ngee Ann but was too lazy to go. :S Cut the crap... after that... we went paragon to get Vanessa's mum thing. After that, we sat down and talk... Whoa... we talk for like an hour plus. Haha... left orchard around 7. Bought a new ear stud. Reached my grandma house at 8! Feel so guilty making them wait for me. Haha...

Reached home at 11. Was so beat. Went to sleep within half an hour after I reached home. Haha...

Haiz... Bored!!! What am I doing online anyway? I have no idea. Should just go to bed now I dream of what's going to happen tomorrow. But its not that often I see him online. Okay... I know he will always be online on friday night- very late at night. Why is he only free when I am very tired? That's kindda stupid. Sometimes, its hard to understand the complex mind of a bird. Haha... see... I am all crappy again.

Oh... can't wait to get my hands on the collector's edition of national geographic. Before you peeps say "whoa! since when bird starts to enjoy reading such magazines", I must make this clear. I am not a single bit interested in animals or whatsoever. I am only interested in astronomy. The collector's edition of national geographic this month is featuring on SPACE-the universe in pictures. Oh my god! I MUST get that. Just imagine the amazing pictures in it- its high time I start getting updated with the latest information outside our planet. Haha... been really lazy to go nasa.com to check up all the time. Enough crap and back to the book... I WANT IT SO BADLY!!! Ah... probably be dreaming of it tonight. Wahaha... Funny how I can be so crazy about such magazines.

Think I better go to bed now. Got to give my "brother" morning call tomorrow. He said he going to ACJC with us. How come no one tell me that? Well... never mind...

Finally!!! Haha... finally cut my hair after so long. Now, its like "Ah Mah's" hair, I mean about the same length as hers. Haha... But then, my hair is kindda messy now. Bet it will curl in the morning. Haha.

Thinking day today. Had to stand in front of the whole school in the morning. That stupid VP make us stand even longer by making some really stupid speech. Hate her... was cursing her in the squad. Haha. Jaclyn and Joyce were making fun of my hair when I had that two pony tails on. Ah... Mummy... they bully me! Haha... joking.

Had NE quiz today. I am a senior builder. Had a hell time answering the last few questions and $32000 down the drain. I am so stupid! Benson's a master builder. He is the first master builder in our school for year 2004. Congrats to him. Wan and Vanessa was complaining that they could have gotten master builder if the time didn't run out so quickly. Vanessa was just so close to becoming a master builder... stupid lagging computer. Haha... Anyway, I am so happy I completed hearing that story. Took like 3 days to get the entire story. Haha.

Health check today. Was scolded by the nurse for not wearing my glasses. Haha... who gives a damn anyway. I can see quite well without them... besides when it comes to reading words and using the computer. Well... heck! Took our blood pressure. Think my blood pressure kindda high. :S Must cut down on oily food. But then, mum said that blood pressure is somehow related to one's temper. She said bad tempered people like me always have higher blood pressure. Weird theory huh. Who says I am bad tempered anyway? Hahaha... okay... maybe a little.

Hmm... going to the ACJC carnival tomorrow. How exciting. I have never never step into a Junior College before. Haha... can't wait for tomorrow.

Sniff sniff... sob sob... Chel saw him on the train today! Its so unfair. The last time I saw him was like 19 days ago. And we met Chel on that day too. How come Chel get to see him and I don't? Why?!!! Haiz... okay... I think I overeacted. Hmm... probably can meet him on Saturday since I am going to ACJC carnival that day, I could invite him along as well.

Well... today's a tiring day. Still having that dry cough. *Cough cough. Had physics and chemistry tests. Haiz... both paper don't know how to do. So...? Think I am going to fail both science again. Stupid haber process and contact process. Got so mixed up.

During life skills lesson today, we watched the video of our class play. Its the first time I see the whole thing on stage. (can't catch everything backstage) The making of the play was very funny. Was laughing like mad woman. Haha... greatest impression? Kai Yuan's goldilock's hair and Edmund's favorite phrase "XXX, surprise to see me?" Wahaha.

After school, history remedial. So boring, was sleeping throughout her lesson. After that, went for guides (excused from house practice). Did drills. Boring. Rather go for house practice. Why always like that? When I attend house practice, they don't start on the events. But when I am not at house practice, they start with the events. Bloody guides. Waste so much of my time.

So sleepy! Tomorrow... english test. Finally the week is over soon. Next week, lesser tests, lesser stress. (Hey~ it rhythms!) Haha... can slack a bit now. How am I suppose to study english test anyway. Haha...

Apparently, my dry cough became a flu. It wasn't so bad in the morning but after my afternoon nap just now, I started coughing and sneezing like erm... don't know how to describe. Hopefully, I will be fine tomorrow morning. It better be okay tomorrow. There will be physics and chemistry test tomorrow. Sucks! How the hell am I going to study this two bloody subjects? Headache!!!

Did titration today. Have no idea what happened to my readings. My values range from 24.8 cm² to 26.0 cm². The worst thing is, my values are all different- there isn't even two values which are somehow close. So what to do? Copy people's reading. Don't know what happened to my titration skills. Haiz...

Went home with Shin Ye and Kingsley. Feel really weird going home with this two. Used to argue with them all the time. Anyway, I met Jeremy and Qui Yun on the bus today. Hmm... never met so many people I know on the bus before. Haha. Then, met Elaine. Pass her textbooks to her. Her sister was with her. Kawaii!!! Elaine's sister is really very cute. How I wish I got a sister like her. Cute and hardworking. I don't like my brothers. They only know how to pick on me. So yea... it is very normal for a war to happen at home. Luckily, mum didn't make us take tae-kwan-do lessons. If not, I can't imagine what will happen. Haha... violent siblings.

Still feeling so tired. Gaining weight at a super fast rate now. Everyday, come home, lunch, then sleep. Though I still do my daily exercise- running up the stairs. Eat and sleep, eat and sleep. Haiz... need to do more exercises but no time. What the hell. Anyway, there will be guides tomorrow. I don't think there is any way I can skip it again. Nurul said that tomorrow will be threhearsalal and all are excused from houspracticese. Honestly, I rather go for houspracticese to guides. I wanna try out high jump!!! Too bad... for two houspracticese so far... they didn't touch on high jump.

YawnZ! So tired today. Had a bit of dry cough. Jaclyn, Jia Ling and Jessie weren't in school today. Elaine came but she seems really sick right after recess. Had to take a taxi home right after school. She won't be in school tomorrow. So guess I am all alone at the back of the class again.

Had A math test today. Was stuck at the 3rd and 4th questions. Hao Hao had been a really great friend and helped me with the 4th question. Haha... yea... that's cheating. I managed to solve the 3rd question at the very last minute. Phew! Miss Ng wasn't really pleased with me after the test. Because I took ages to hand in my paper. Haha...

Came home, watched wan qu yu le again. Then took a long long nap. Woke up at 6! Was late for tuition again. Haha. Just don't know why I am so tired lately. Slept during Madm Tong's lesson. Think she noticed me sleeping during her lesson but didn't bother to wake me. Well... phew. Was extremely lame during geography lesson. Me and fish was crapping all the way. Was imitating the way Liang Hock shake his butt when Ismail suddenly appear behind me. Fish was laughing her head off when she was gone. Haha... Oh... fish was going nuts about that small little cut on her thumb (wondering where it came from) when all of the sudden I said "ox-bow lake". Haha... dotZ. It was because the cut on her thumb look so much like the shape of a ox-bow lake. (the class was discussing about it at that time) Okay... lame! Since when I'm not lame and crappy anyway. Haha... too much influence from Geraldine.

Tiring day. Skipped guides today because I was feeling kindda dizzy after school. Think the whole of 4/2 guides did not went for the meeting. It's like many in class are sick today. Can hear them sniffing and coughing the moment I enter the class. Jia Ling, Elaine, Jaclyn and Jessie all went home even before recess. So I was all alone at the back of the class. Haha... not really actually. Hao Hao accompanied me during math lesson. We were like talking and talking and talking throughout the whole period. Luckily, Miss Ng didn't pick on us. Haha. Joyce accompanied me at the back of the class during physics and Chinese lessons. We were like sleeping during Chinese lesson. Of course, Lao Da knew we were sleeping. Why? Because Kingsley and Zhen Yan were seated in front of us. But still the day was rather boring.

Came home, on the television. And ENERGY WAS ON WAN QU YU LE! Luckily, I didn't go for guides today. Haha. If not I would have miss my dear Ah Di again. Oh my god, it's been ages since they appear on screen. Or more like it's been a very long time since I watch wan qu yu le. *Chanting Energy! Energy! Energy! Energy! Energy! Haha...

Took a long long nap just now. Had an extremely weird dream. Haha... imagine the school hall on fire. :S shall go now, A math test tomorrow. Differentiation... hmm... :D

Feeling so much better now. It was valentine's day yesterday. Didn't meet or whatever. But we had a "talk". Finally, we settle the "problem" between us. :) Glad that he wasn't pissed with me for being so unreasonable yesterday. So now, guess everything is back to normal. I had been very stupid to be angry with him the past few days. Haha. Like what fish say "birdless brain". Peeps... there is no typo there, that's exactly what fish said.

Went for guides yesterday. Was very boring. Jaclyn and Joyce went for some councilor thingie, Elaine and Jia Ling both sick... so only me and Joanne went for guides. Did drills. Was super slack. Haha... the squad (only sec 4s) was like super small. Only 8 peeps... that's why so slack... can even laugh in the squad. After guides, went home, took a long long nap. Woke up late thus was late for my cousin's wedding dinner. Haha... was suppose to be there by 7 pm but we reached at around 8 pm. :S Luckily, we weren't the latest. My aunt came in at 8.30 pm. Haha... Okay... the dinner was like I said... BORING. But I must say they put in lots of effort on the sound effects - beauty and the beast. Cool. However, I think the mecee (sp) sucks. Her speech was so "broken". I am not saying I am very good at speech but I am sure I am better than her. Why? Cos the way she speak is like asking Ismail to speak chinese and asking my mum to speak in english. Okay... I am so mean.

Sigh... next week... tiring week. Drills on Monday and Thursday. Tests on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Thinking day on Saturday. Have to wear full guides uniform on Friday and Saturday? Boy... wearing the same uniform for two days will stink like hell. what a "wonderful" week awaits me. Anyway... peeps all there... Moulin Rouge will be on channel 5 today. Must remember to watch orh!

Wahaha... its friday the 13th today. Hmm... but too bad nothing much happened today. Was super lame today, must be "Ah Mah" fault. Haha... Daniel on morning madness was super lame too. Avoid kittens equal avoid listening to atomic kitten? Lame...

Valentine's day tomorrow. Received zero valentine's day gift excluding the one from Zhen Yan. Haha... he gave most of the girls in class. Or more like... he pass me the fererro I give it to people in class. Oh... and yea... Zaiton gave the whole class Kit Kat and sweets. Hmm... not bad. Haha... so guess most peeps not having dates tomorrow too. Heard Joshua gave Hui Fang a real ring. Cool... I am so jealous. Haha. Haiz... fish abandon me. She dating her precious desk tomorrow. Ah... I am jealous of her desk as well. Haha... yea... crap.

Sat with Kai Yuan during social studies lesson today. Haha... miss sitting with him. When two super idiotic birds sit together equals to havoc? Haha... not so bad lah... we don't create havoc. All we do is talk during lessons and sleep in class. :S Haha... yea... its fun sitting with him. But peeps don't think too much... me and bird are just friends. :P

Came home. Watched wan quan yu le. Been months since I watched that show, now very lag with entertainment news. Anyway, I haven't been watching much television programmes lately. Hmm... is that good or bad? Its like now I am stuck to the computer thats why I watch lesser television programmes. Hmm... after that... sleep. Was late for tuition. Had a really weird dream... me having tattoos?

Haiz... still very pissed with him. Fine... since he prefer basketball... let it be. So what if Melvin can't go join us for basketball tomorrow? He can still play with me and Jia Ling right? Okay... I know I am very petty but its not the first time this is happening. Well... what should I do? Heck about him! I really had enough.

Chill~ Tomorrow attending cousin's wedding dinner. How sweet... getting married on valentine's day. Hmm... but still think it will be very boring... because I am anti social? Well... maybe. But my other cousins are also very anti social. Used go crazy with them, now its like we don't even talk at all. They are like glued to their handphones. Haiz... boring valentine's day tomorrow. And yes... not forgetting there will be guides in the morning. Excuse me! Guides on valentine's day? Okay... I know thinking day is coming but our drills ain't that bad... why must we have training almost everyday? Hiaz...!

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Bloody hell!!! Mum found out I borrowed $40 from Nicholas to buy handphone. She is giving me hell a horrible time. If dad is going to find out... I will be dead meat. Lucky I told her I got it at a cheaper price... if not I will have an even horrible time. Asshole. Can't believe my brother could actually put his money on the table and let mum to count – that's how she realize $40 was gone. Whatever... I don't give a damn anyway. I am too used to being nag at already.

Finally, the class play is over. It was a huge success. The audiences love the performance. I could actually hear the people clapping and laughing. Too bad it was so damn hot backstage, especially under that "thick piece of cloth". Was sweating like mad inside. Hope the judges have a great impression of it. Well... alright... hope our class will win this whole competition.

Had house practice. Me, fish and Geraldine was very late. Haha... why? Because we wanted to miss the jogging part. Left Ang Mo Kio at 4 pm (we were supposed to gather at the stadium at 4 pm). Missed a bus, took the long way to the stadium. Haha... we came out with this really lame excuse "Erm... we took the wrong bus and ended up in Yishun. Then, when we finally boarded the correct bus, we missed our bus stop. We had to walk all the way from Nanyang Junior College... that's why we were so late." Haha... But too bad we didn't manage to miss the jogging part. They were about to start the jog when we reached. Haiz... but me and fish walked all the way. Wahaha...

Had our final class play rehearsal today. Tomorrow's the day... we're going to perform tomorrow. Though I am not performing as any of the main cast, I'm really nervous. Its been a long long time since I've stood in front of so many people. Remember when I was in primary school, I used to perform every teachers' day. Those days... how fun!

Had history test today. Sucks! Didn't really prepare for it. My answers were like so super short. Slept during the test. Wahaha. Slept during the rehearsal as well. Yea... was so tired. Just don't know why I feel sleepy all the time now. That's explains the gloomy face I had in school all day long.

Madm Tong wasn't in school again. Miss Ng wasn't in school too. Wahaha... 4 free periods. So free!!! Slack all the way. This few days, go school slack. Slack somemore later results come out... cry. Haha...

Tired!!! Woke up late in the morning. Had to rush like hell, bath and dry my hair within half an hour. That's a record. Luckily I wasn't late, I always feel very bad making Joyce, Elaine and Joyce's father to wait for me at the bus stop.

Had class play rehearsal today. Got my costume. So hot in the hall especially with that costume on. Today rehearsal was erm... I think better than the previous few. At least we covered more today. But then... I think Zaiton really too much. Think she stress Vanessa too much, she kindda broke down today.

Slack. The five periods after recess was FREE PERIODS! Madm Tong, Miss Karim and Miss Ng were all on course today. Wahaha... slack all the way. Tomorrow, Miss Karim and Madm Tong weren't be in school again. Free periods again. Wahaha.

Went for tuition straight after rehearsal. More like I left early from rehearsal. Was late by 15 minutes. Was so sleepy during tuition, slept for like half an hour during tuition before starting with my work. Luckily, Mr Ng didn't mind. Haha.

Haiz... tiring day. Still rather angry with a certain him. If only he will read this. Saturday... I don't like playing basketball but ... haiz... don't wanna continue. Overall... today's a below average day.

To Elaine. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (Sing birthday song). Haha. 16 years old already, wish you all the best. Friends forever. ^-^

Haha… so besides being Elaine's birthday... what else? Hmm... think think. Oh yea... had another class play rehearsal today. Erm... more like we peeps stayed back to do the props. Straight after school, me and Elaine head to her house to get the cloths for the Hulooloos' costume. (she forgot to bring it to school today) That load was so heavy... we kept switching places. Took a long time to bring it to school. When we reach school it was like 4 plus already. I helped a bit with the costume and the painting of the backdrop or whatever is that. Because of that I've got white paint on my leg and black paint on my hand. Spoilt my nails- its like patches of black now. How disgusting. The worst thing is... I can't seem to be able to wash them off.

Hurray!!! No English lessons for me tomorrow!!! Ms Karim wouldn't be in class tomorrow – going for whatever course. But then, we had to do this essay for her. Haiz. Anyway got back my e math result today. Hmm... got the same marks as my a math. Not bad already, considering I didn't complete my paper.

Chinese test tomorrow. Cannot slack already. Didn't do well for the previous two. Got to try real hard to get back to my usual standard. Slack some more Chinese going to drop further more. Which then, I will be in deep shit like I was when I was in primary 4.

Crap... idiot computer. Life sucks totally. I need a new computer. Screw the computer... been disconnecting on me for so many times. Feeling a bit feverish. Probably can excuse me from PE tomorrow. shin Ye called just now, guides tomorrow. Class play rehearsal tomorrow. What the hell. Guides or the rehearsal?

Haiz... feeling so guilty now. Don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Life sucks!!!

Yesterday, had Chinese oral in the morning. Don't think I will fare well cos I skipped some of the unfamiliar words. Probably just scrape through the entire thing by a few marks like usual- oral has always been my worst subject.

After that, went for Flag Day. Waited bloody long to collect the donation bag or whatever you call that thing. Did it with Vanessa, Jia Ling, Wan Lin, Hao Ren and Si Hong. We went all the way to Simei to collect donations. Haha… we went so far but there weren't a lot of people there. But encountered this weird situation. There was this Caucasian who keep walking pass me and Jia Ling. Everytime he walked pass us, he give us that weird smile. Very scary smile but he help me donate like twice or trice- gave me his last dollar. And there was another guy who keeps saying "donate... donate... oh... this is not for donation ar?" I was like blur. Had no head or tail to whatever he was talking about.

Was suppose to return the bag at 7 but me and the rest went back late. Then, Melvin called. Asked whether we still wanna play basketball with them. We said ok but because the basketball court at the community centre was occupied, we didn't meet up. But then, he (not referring to Melvin) called this morning asked if I wanna play basketball with them. Anyway, after Flag Day yesterday, went for dinner with Yi San and cucumber. Haha... have been classmates with them for 4 years and didn't even notice they were that fun to talk to. We left Yishun at 10 plus. When I reach home, it was like 11.05pm already. Had to come up with this stupid excuse for coming home so late. Yee...told my parents a lady outside the CC complained to us about his son's incident.

Today...boring day. Having this sharp pain around my rib cage since last night. Don't know what happen. Was chatting with Jaclyn just now. Whoa! I feel so... erm...don't know how to describe. It's like things I wanna say for a very long time suddenly all let out. But then, I feel kindda bad now- guilty. Haiz...

Yea... I know I know. I know I just updated not long ago. Bored!!! He is online... long long time never see him online already. Haha. Think I am kindda mad the entire day. Or more like the entire week. Been laughing for no reasons. Fish have been giving me the are-you-nuts look for one whole week. Okay... I am nuts. Sometimes, I just wish someone can just give me a tight slap. I think I have been living in a dreamland for way too long. I think I have not been paying much attention on my homework and tests. O level is like a few more months and I have no damn hell any idea on physics and chemistry.

Oh... anyway I think I saw Randy today. The last time he ever appear was like that day when we peeps went back to get our PSLE results. If it was really him I saw, he did change quite a bit. Look a bit more mature... okay... its a lot more mature. Miss my primary school peeps. Remember the times we had together... how fun. In fact I miss the primary school life. So relaxing. Look at my results now... its already giving me a big headache. Crap... I've got nothing to add anyway.

Having problems with my computer last night. Envy fish!!! She will be getting a new computer. Talking about fish... she told me today "your blog is known!". So now I know... I was thinking of setting my a private blog so I can write most of my deep secret without people reading them and I can always chill there.

School was boring. Had the class play rehearsal after school. The few of us were early so I played volleyball with Kai Yuan. Then, Yi En, Kenneth and some others join in. (cannot really remember who) Okay... volleyball is way too cool, its fun... much more fun then basketball. Haha. Yea... I admit it... I just love volleyball. Back to the play... they did on the hulooloos' scene today... yea... thats me and the few others. So they came out with some really lame command for the hulooloos to charge forward. It was really funny. After the hulooloos' scene, I played volleyball again. This time its with Jaclyn, Wei Ming, Zhen Yan and cannot remember who else. Haha... been a long long time since I played volleyball... yea... I love volleyball!

Went for tuition alone today. Elaine didn't want to join anymore. Cry! That means I am all alone again. Well... never mind... I am so used to it already. Oh yea Jaclyn if you are reading this... I am now one of your hubby's godsister. So what? He say must call him "kor". Yea... finally got a ELDER brother. Haha... nuts! Anyway... tomorrow having chinese oral. Die... always very weak in my oral. I am so nervous already. Tomorrow also have flag day. Flag day will be very fun... I always enjoy flag day except for the standing-for-hours part. Haha... okay... treat it as an exercise.

Hmm... its already been two months. It lasted two months already... there is still a long way to go. Its valentine's day next Saturday, planning to meet him? Not sure. He was saying wanna meet but I am only free in the morning and early afternoon that day. Cousin having her wedding dinner on valentine's day... how romantic. Talking about that... shit... I have no dress to wear that day! Help! No way am I going to wear my CNY dress.

Hack about that... house practice yesterday. The class was late... haha. Too bad we didn't did much. I wanted to join high jump and huddles so badly. Yea... I only like those that involved jumping. Haha. And nope... I am not a single bit good at either of them. Haha...

Finally, I don't have to avoid Chelsia anymore. Told her everything and she promised me she wouldn't tell anyone about it. And she told me about Colin (hack about the full name... its just too bloody long.), guess she had a little crush on him. She used to call him an ugly moron and now its changed to "cute guy". Haha. Oh yea... so what? we were both very (extremely) shocked to see each other at hougang anyway... thats why she slapped my back real hard that day.

Got back A maths test results. Very pleased with it... got 21/25. Wahaha... Edmund was like "What the hell... how could you get higher than me!", then started to do that same irritating thing. He was really unlucky to irritate me at that time... I was in a horrible condition that time. Yea... thats right... flu again. Almost used up the 2 packets of tissue I brought to school during the two periods of social studies test. Was having a horrible time in the science lab too, feel like chopping off that stupid nose at that time.

After school, had to wait for Jia Ling to complete her geography retest. After that, went for the class play rehearsal. Though I kindda don't feel like going cos I was too sick, I went. I had to anyway, Zaiton made it compulsory. So Vanessa (if you are reading this), its not that I don't care about the play. I am just too tired and sick today.

Now, flu has gone, but the mosquitoes have just started their dinner. Yea... now having more mosquito bites. I have no idea where they came from and why I seem to be the only "meal" they want. Its like no one else except for me is bitten by this bloody creatures.

Haiz... horrible day. Forgot to hand in my journal again. I really don't know what Miss Karim will say tomorrow. Yea... she seem to be a nice person but the journal was actually due on Tuesday. It will be Thursday tomorrow, two days late... die.

House practice tomorrow. Already decided what I want to participate in - high jump and hurdles. Haha... it seems like almost every year I'll choose the same event. Got to get down to my geography homework now... if not Ismail will be "on fire" tomorrow. Haiz...

Tired!!! Was practically turning and tossing in bed the entire night. When I finally got to sleep, the bloody alarm clock start ringing. If there wasn't school this morning, I would have slam that clock and return to dreamland. So drag myself out of bed. Fortunately, despite waking up late today, I was early. Haha... early? At least Joyce and company didn't have to wait for me at the bus stop this morning.

Had chinese and E maths test today. Chinese test was easy except for the "zhao ju". E maths test was okay but I didn't complete the paper. Haha... but hack, its only like the last part of the last question anyway. Got my english common test results. Very pleased with my results. Been a long time since I get an A1 for essay. Getting back A maths common test results tomorrow. Hope I did well... its like "I find that paper rather simple". I am not bragging. Nono... haha. At least I can confirm I passed. Okay... I sound so BHB. Peeps...! Slap me! Wahaha...

Hmm... what else? (thinking in progress...wahaha...) Oh... Elaine joined me for tuition today. Haha... Mr Ng was like so busy cos he was the only one there. Aunty Mary wasn't there... so he had to answer the calls which is like so many today. Haha... Okay... having tuition with Elaine was... fun. At least I am not all alone and bored.

And yea... so I found out from Shin Ye today... there are a lot more then I thought who know about my "secret". So peeps reading this... yea thats you... whoever you are in this planet... please tag my board before you leave. I said PLEASE! Its kindda creepy when you know all sort of people comes into your blog, read your entries but you have no idea who the hell those peeps are. Creepy huh? Wahaha...

Think thats all folks. Wahaha... Oh wait... one more thing. Yea... peeps you all know about chel... help your birdie friend here. inform me when you see her near me in school. I am really trying to avoid her at ALL means. I mean ALL!!!

Haiz... just realise I got a lot of homework to do. And whats the time now? Its already 10 plus and what the hell am I doing here? I have no idea. I am so lost...! Somemore tomorrow got 2 test. Both hack liao... not planning to study for any anyway. I really got anything to say. Its like now besides his Melvin friend, he don't talk much. So in conclusion... he treat his friends better than me! I am so jealous! Stupid me!!! I hate it! (imustnotscoldhimimustnotscoldhim) Haha... learn this from that blog I tried invading. Anyway it just sucks! So peeps, u read this and don't blame me for going a bit too moody tomorrow. Must hurry with my homework now. Ms Ng... YOU SUCKS! Holiday still give homework! Argh!!!

Okay its like what the hell! I've got to write this bloody entry twice. I just hate it when the computer go crazy. It just spoilt my entire day.

So I was saying... went for the class play rehearsal today. It was very funny. Haha... so I finally know what I am suppose to do in the play. Carry Xin Hui away from "Aragorn". Oh shit... I was thinking... how to hell am I suppose to carry her? Okay... there are 3 others carrying her too but then... later we drop her on the floor how? Haha... worry too much. The fighting scene between the Hulooloos and the fellowship... I can only say: It's so unfair!!! Haha... why? Because me, Elaine and Jia Ling will be "killed" by Wei Ming acting Gandalf.

Lunch, met Melvin. Introduce Melvin to Jia Ling. And all she said was "I am not interested at all". I just don't understand why though? Melvin is a nice guy... treat me, Jia Ling and Kai Yuan drinks. Played basketball with me, Yi Qing, Jia Ling and Kai Yuan. I must really say... their basketball skills are really good. Okay... I admit it... I am really bad at that sports. so the very crazy me started playing volleyball with a basketball with Yi Qing. Haha... yea yea... my hand hurts now. Anyway... Melvin msg me when he left saying he is quite interested in Jia Ling. But then Jia Ling is not interested... so how? I've no idea... I've done my job in introducing Jia Ling a new guy and Melvin a new girl. My job is accomplish and I am not going to bother about it anymore.

Came home, bath then took a very long nap. Wake up... was wondering whether he really was having tuition thats why never come with Melvin. Its not that I don't trust him but... well hack. So well... he was suppose to help me with the Melvin and Jia Ling thing and in the end its me doing everything. What the f**k! Okay... I am really angry.

I really have no idea why...? I don't like coming home, I just feel very depress when I am home. There's nobody to talk to at home. Well... yea my mum talk to me sometimes. But my dad... he seldom talk to me, he scolds me all the time about all sorts of thing. I really can't take it anymore. Its like more stressful at home then in school. And yes... the constant war between me and my brothers. They are just driving nuts! Above all my problems, I've friends pouring their problems at me. Its not like I don't like it when people tell me their problems, its just that sometimes I really can't take it. Sometimes, I just get so "stress" by my own problems, I really go crazy. Okay... probably you peeps reading didn't realize that.

Hmm... yea... now I remember what happened to my computer. I was invading this person's blog. Okay... this person I referring to is one of his friend. I just want to find out what he told him so I just... went to his blog. Then, don't know what the hell happened... the windows all not responding. Then I try reboot... cannot. So I just off the main switch. My dad is going to kill me for this! So... that retribution? Well... I don't give a damn. I'll try invading that person's blog tomorrow again. Wahaha.

Enough of crap... home work time! Haiz...

Went swimming with Jaclyn and Zhen Yan. Hmm... it has been such a long time since I've enter the pool... my stamina has just gone way way down. And yes... the sun was great. No sunburn! Hurray! After that, Jaclyn met her Hubby. So the very curious me followed her all the way to the MRT station just to see how her hubby look like. To Jaclyn: Not bad lah, quite good-looking. And yea... he does look very friendly.

After that, met him. To Zhen Yan: Sorry to make you wait so long with me.
So... wait for like an hour before he reached. Went to hougang point for lunch, that place really change quite A BIT. So we were having lunch together when someone call me from behind. Guess who is it? IT WAS CHELSIA!!! Help! Caught going out with him by chel is hell. You peeps out there read this have no idea how sharp her tougue is. Therefore, I've decided to avoid her in school at all means. Anyway... after our lunch, we were talking about that Melvin. Hmm... he is quite a nice guy. But too bad Jia Ling was complaining he is too old.

Came home. Slept until 7 plus. Boy... I think I am turning into a pig. So guess my eyes will be wide open tonight and super small tomorrow morning. Sigh. school holiday tomorrow but I must get myself involved in some class commitment. They meeting up for the class play tomorrow. Guess I have to go since I left early on friday. Sigh!

Anyway, guides yesterday was rather fun. Cos there was no PT and no drills. Hurray! we watched Freaky Friday. That show is nice. Too bad such guides meeting comes only once a year- to entertain the secondary ones. Oh ya... saw Zhu Sheng in school. So he passed me his baby photo, ask me to help him scan. 11 photos!!! Don't know how I am going to send it to him anyway.

Bored bored bored... Still having a tough time dealing with mosquitoes. Idiot bloody mosquitoes. Think these creatures were immuned and mosquitoes coils are just no use to them. I swear I'll find a way to get rid of those creatures. Its a very obvious choice between mosquitoes or a leg full with red spots.