Met my primary school friends. It was fun. Miss them all.

The interview was a success! I'm starting work tomorrow. Cool pay. Fish is jealous! I'm flying! =D

Went to register for that jap course with momo and eazy yesterday. Unbelievable. There was already a long queue even though we arrived early.

Ernest's mum introduced a new job. Going down for interview tomorrow. Hopefully my voice will be better tomorrow. =X

Chistmas eve! Went out with G and his friends. Watched kung fu. Nice movie. =)

Serious sore throat. I can't talk! Curse those chips my brothers fed me.

Was down with a 39 degree fever on monday. =X

Finally clear my table! 10 years of stuff cleared!

Bought Tsubasa 8. There's Syaoran on the front, side and back of the cover. So cool! *smiles*

Ice skating yesterday was super fun. =D

N level result released yesterday. 11 peeps failed. =X

Borrowed this year's yearbook from Shi Hao. =)

Tempted to join momo in jap classes. =(

Reformatted my computer. Now its lagging-no-more. *smiles*

A new template. *cheers* Nice nice nice? Lalala...

I hate off days. *kindda contridictes the previous entry* I'm rotting at home. Doing jigsaw all day. Hate the rain. I wanna jog! Simply hate staying home. I wanna go out! Hell... I'm stuck at home because I'm broke and mum simply won't give me a single cent.

Been months since I cried. My fault, always my fault. Went swimming to vent my anger. Swimming could have been more fun and relaxing. Going jogging later. That's definately the best way to vent one's anger.

Desperately need to clear my desk. It needs some 'renovation'. Maybe a new shelf for the books would be good. And a small drawer for my accessories. Worksheets and textbooks are going either to the storeroom or with the gabage.

I love off days. But on a bustling Sunday in the beginning of the month when most working adults received their salaries and desparate for a shopping spree... what a waste. I could have increase my sales. Haha..

Dad's coming home today. Wonder what he got for me. I want dumplings! =)

I'm flying~! Lalala... I finally found a job! Pathetic pay but whatever. Better than nothing. =)

I'm bored! Nobody want to play me at reversi anymore. *whispers* I got a go board at home! But no one at home knows how to play. =X I'm stuck to tetrix! *cry*

Back from chalet. Got what I call a perfect tan for me. Wahaha.. more like sunburnt. It was fun. Enjoyed myself. Finally met G's sis. Eddie came. Been ages since I last seen him. I want that life-sized Energy poster!!!

Dad's off to China this morning. Got my testimonial. Zaiton has been really kind. My testimonial seems soooo fake. Active guilder? Haha...

So happy! Broke my high score in tetris. Haha... anime-craze. Job hunting too. Anyone with a good and decent job with high pay to introduce... contact me!!!

Hmm.. someone's working late today. So poor thing.

Family outing at Pasir Ris park. Fun. Still no tan.

Bought a new kick-board. Brothers planning to train their speed.

Can't wait for Monday. Going out with Vanessa. Gotta get her birthday present fast.

It finally OVER! *hurray* Time to look for job.

Reversi-ing. Bloody hell miss reversi. Life is miserable without it.

*screams* Ahhhhh...!!! Been like a zillion years since I've been online. Miss rv!!!

It's the period we've been waiting for 4 years. O level seem easier than expected. Hopefully, I do well. I wanna take biomedical! No more chemical engineering! I want freedom! I need money. =X Hell with the exams!

Lalala... I've got nothing else to write. =S

Hmm... sad to say... today will be the last day I would be using the net until after O levels. I shall have to play reversi with myself for the time being. Commit myself to only studying, excercising and sleeping. Hopefully, it isn't too late to start my revision now. Anyway, I've always been fond and used to last mintue revision. =X

Did horribly for my prelim. Planning to go to Innova for the first 3 months. That place, despite being a new school, sounds great. The principal is definately better than the 3 in our school. And we get to suggest CCAs. Just imagine... a reversi club! But then again, my ultimate goal is still NJC.

Hopefully, I can survive this one month plus without my dearest com and most importantly my opponents at yahoo reversi. Hehee... then again, expect the unexpected. =/

New template! No more maples! Anyway, this template is temporary. I'm changing another one soon. Lalala... still maple rocks.

The prelims are over! Went cycling yesterday. It was fun though I didn't get a chance to ride full speed. Pasir Ris park is full of wonderful childhood memories. I love that place.

Just days ago, I was having the worst of luck. My ratings like a ball; slid down a rough and steep slide. The immense friction and speed caused unbearable injuries. Now, the injuries had healed, the scratched epidermis had peeled and been replaced by new cells. The healing happened all in one day. A great leap. From a 'provision' state, I gained back the points lost and even more. I'm as happy as a lord right now. Hopefully, this winning streak will continue for some time. =D At least, it proves that my reversi skills have not deteriorate.

Messing with metaphor is fun!

One more paper to go! Hurray! After friday's paper, Maple is going to pia! The real revision starts after the prelims. I don't give a shit about the prelims... I can't wait for O levels. Getting excited yet nervous. Haha...

Hmm... Tsubasa 7 is out! I can already picture Syaoran smiling at me. *eyes twinkle* Lalala... I'm getting it on friday!

*big BIG frown* What happened?!!! Been down on my luck. As if my reversi skills worsen, I've been losing games after games. My rating had dropped by over 200 points. Like a blackhole, it had been taken away chucks by chunks and never return. Fancy getting depress over such little thing but reversi has always been something I'm good at and proud of. Probably... Maybe... my skill has worsen. *cry*

Hmm... didn't realize my fanfic links were faulty. Anyway I fixed it. =D

Been ages since I searched for new fanfic...*lazy* Gave up reading that super chim FMA ff long ago. Plot too complicating for me. Even the introduction is confusing! =X Haha... Anyway... I found a 'new' fanfic. Actually it has been up for 2 years.

Enough of S+S, up for some EXT. *secretly hoping wish chan will update faster* Maple's favourite EXT author, Mysterio000. Lalala... new fanfic, Dance Among the Stars. Peeps... feeling stressed? Take a break... read Dance Among the Stars. I promise you'll get hooked. Haha... in actual fact I haven't read it myself. =X But Mysterio000 always produce superior EXT fanfics! *smiles*

Can't wait for Tsubasa book 7. *Maple smiling and drooling at Syaoran's image*

Hmm... there's nothing to update! Prelims... boring period of time. Everyone seem so stressed up. I only feel the pressure when approaching my seat in the examintion hall.

Wish chan! Maple wants more updates! Chpter 49 is indeed incomplete. Why the chpter end when Touya appear and S+S seriously injured and weak? How come no comments left behind by wish chan this time? How come make Syaoran powerless after that fight against Eriol? How come the greatest magician of all time was defeated by a 'mere' 2nd class magician? Can't wait for wish chan to update soon.

Energy!!! They won erm... what's that award again? *think think* Well... I can't really remember. At least they did better than 5566. *smiles* Their performance was fabulous. Maple was screaming throughout. Lalala...

I'm so dead. Few of my cousins uncovered some secrets of mine. =S Lalala... shall go bribe them. Haha...

What's wrong with the class? Why can't the last 3 months be more enjoyable or rather peaceful? Hmm... well... I wash my hands off this matter. I never wanna bother about it anyway. Sigh...

Despite the class dispute and exam stress, Maple is happy. Why? Because Wish-chan updated! After soooo many months of waiting, she finally updated. I going to take some time off to read it. Screw the examinations! Wahaha... I simply love wish chan and the new trials of CCS. Lalala... I'm off to take a nap...

Updating on popular demand. Haha... Hmm... one week... many stuff happened. Shall not elaborate. It's for me to know and for you to find out. Wahaha... *smiles*

Hmm... prelims starting next week. I'm so dead... I've yet to start my revision. Worse still, I left my geography stuff in school. How birdbrain can I get?!!! Haha... Seems like most of my peers have more or less started on their revison... or rather studying like crazy. =X Feeling guilty...

Maple misses jogging. She hasn't been jogging for 6 days. Her joints are rusting. She's gaining weight... though the weighing machine still points to the same numeral. Too much fast food, junk food and that stupid C. Maple wants to cure her C problem and lose 1 kg. Hahaha... probably only Neko will understand. I'm just crapping.

Most probably meeting my primary school mates tomorrow. Hmm... there's already a hugh hole in my wallet already. Haha...

Happy Birthday to Jessie. *smiles*

Teacher's day. The celebrations were boring. Had been anticipating to return to my alma mater. Mrs Huan went for further studies, went back just to meet the others. Failed to drag Shin Ye back.

Finally get to meet Yarui after so many years. Hmm... the rest were rather quiet (like me! ^-^) except for Zhang Mei and Terry... they were crappy. =X Spent the first hour doing some catching up and taking photos. Eww... realized how self obsessed Charles is... shall not elaborate. Hmm... Sek Kiang's quite good looking now. *winks* Haha...

Went to Causeway point with them after that. They planned to play pool but failed in attempt to sneak Justin in so we went to the arcade instead. Not really fond of arcades. Went off earlier with Zhang Mei. Though the day was fun, I felt kindda disappointed.

Rushed to tuition. Slept through E math. Struggled to keep awake during physics. Hmm... I look like a netballer? Hell no... I don't play netball; I used to be a volleyball player. That's a big difference... I wonder what gave Mr Lim the idea that I'm a netballer. =/

I'm addicted. JJ simply rocks. Comparable to Ah Di. =D Haha... When I said JJ, I refer to Lin Jun Jie not Jermyn Juay. =P

Going back to Peiying tomorrow. *smiles* Miss all my primary school pals... Dragging Shin Ye back no matter what. Haha...

Went for grandma's birthday party. Was so bored. Cousins all so anti social... hehe... like me. Wanted to ask Han Long something but he keep hiding in his room. When he's out, I don't dare approach him. Well... forget it. The cake was delicious (3rd birthday cake this week). Grandma was happy. Well... think that's about it... all I did was eat and watch TV. =S

Played reversi earlier. *heartache* My ratings dropped drastically because of a computer error. Sigh... sigh... sigh... All provision watch out for me... I'm going to gain back my ratings!!! Haha... Really grateful to be able to play with greenmag again. Yeah! I lose though. That's more than enough for me. I shall play more, practice more and play greenmag again one day.

Erm... comments needed. Is this font size better than the previous one or otherwise?

Hmm... there's a long list of people I wanna thanks. Haha... finally 16! Can watch NC-16 already sia. *evil laughter* Hmm...
Thanks Leslie for that cute key chain. Thanks to those great pals, Fish, Jac, Vanessa, Wan, Rain, JL, JoyZ (pardon me if I left out any names) for the 'Deception Point'. How did you peeps know I was eyeing that novel for quite some time? *puzzled* Thanks Zhen Yan for that hentai comic though I don't read hentai. Thanks Gibson for that lovely birthday cake. Thanks Wei Cong for that virtual present... I really appreciate it. Haha... Thanks mum for the extra $12 pocket money (Nic took it to clear my debts =S) and the delicious birthday cake. Thanks Jessie for that really entertaining e-card. Thanks neko for the 'insults'. (psss...I'm looking forward to see Malc's BIG reaction. Remember to record it!) And the many others who wished me happy birthday.

Long speech. Haha... for the first time in my life... I've a wonderful birthday despite the prelims. Just don't remind me about the past birthdays I had... one word... they were horrible.

Went for group study with Leslie and his friend. Guess he isn't really good at math. Hmm... Leslie... if you're reading this... you can always look for me if you need help, yea. *whispers* Math is my forte. *grins* Haha... borrowed Whitley's year book from Gibson... Rain will go bonkers when she sees it tomorrow.

Anyway... to all my greatest friends... all the best for the prelims. *winks*

Happy Belated Birthday to Jaclyn! Sorry I can't go for lunch with you people on yesterday. Happy Early Birthday to Edmund! Grow up Hitler... pinching my cheek and pulling the hairband is childish. =X Haha...

Went to EAZY's house to help out. Finally the class comic is done. No more lines to draw! Yeah!

Hmm... got my first birthday present. Thanks Leslie...! It's the thought that counts and I'm grateful.

Prelims starting in 2 days time. Good luck!

Erm... people... comments needed. Is the font size better now or was the previous font size better?

Hmm... I think I saw it. But in singapore? Seems rather impossible. Maybe my eyes were fooling me. Well... who knows... it might really be it. Okay... I saw an aurora. But then again... it may not be it. =S

Anyway... Happy Birthday to Shi Hao. *smiles*

Lose the motivation to continue my story again. It seems just like yesterday when I blogged saying I won't give up this time. Haha... Well... maybe... probably... I'll continue writing one day when I feel like it.

Hmm... happy for my ever dearest cousin, Vanessa. She finally got over with that jerk and get on with life... well... to be precise... get on with another relationship. Wish her all the best. *smiles*

To Jermyn: Just keep quiet about whatever you read. *winks*

Whao... can't believe I did it. No internet for one and a half days. First time in so many years. My dad actually kept the cable. =S

Jogged from Khatib to Sembawang with a friend. Unbelivable... never jog such a long distance before.

Finally met Leslie after half a year. Haha... =X Impression... typical Sembawang Secondary School kid. Reminds me of Han Long, not the looks though.

Hmm... he chatted with me just now. Like wow... after so many months he actually remembered me. *rolls eyes* Like I've said a billion and one times before... give up and forget. One day, I will... don't look down on me.

Must pia homework if not Miss Ng or rather Mrs Ong is going to skin me. But still must spend some time with [you]. One and a half days never see [you], feels so weird. Haha... Hmm... wonder whats wrong with Chee Lim. =S

The house was crowded yesterday. Ernest's sister came. Jac and the rest came too. Ate pizzas, watched princess daries. Had fun.

Sad... he left... Fujiwara Sai...

Sigh. Yet another day gone like that. Feeling down. Been chatting with a friend. Talked about 'things'. Brings back unneccessary memories.

Dental appointment in a few hours time. *closes eyes.. shakes head* I don't wanna go. No mood.

* BIG smile* Maple is in good mood.

Finally laid my hands on Energy latest album. AH... DI.... Sexy voice... Sexy mole... Wahaha... *maple melts*

Chatted with Leslie last night. Shall not mention the details. It was hilarious.

Hmm... didn't know that there were sooo many cute guys in my neighbourhood. Especially the one who look like a japanese. Maybe I should take a walk around the neighbourhood more often. Haha... joking. *maple slaps herself*

Happy Birthday to Nicholas. *smiles*

Screw tag-board. Welcome cbox.

A new story on the way. I promise I won't stop halfway this time. Hopefully, it will be up by the first prelim paper.

I was born intelligent, BUT education ruined me. Haha...

Dental appointment next week. Hard time deciding whether to put on braces. I want to but after hearing what my mum said... I'm not that certain anymore.

Nicholas' birthday tomorrow. Cousin's son not my brother. They had a party at Orchid Country Club today. Didn't attend. Stoned at home.

I'm getting Energy latest album next week! *happy* Can't wait to get my hands on it. Ah Di soooooo sexy. (no objections please)

Went out with Vanessa and her group of friends. There was an accident at the MRT station. Not sure about the details but there was a big crowd there. Vanessa said someone was knocked down by a MRT. =S  Met Evelyn with her friend there. Haha... such a coincidence.

Watched King Arthur. Complicating storyline but it was interesting. Highly recommended. Seriously, I don't understand why the others said it wasn't good. Hmm... I was expecting Merlin to look like Gandalf from LOTR. Didn't expect Merlin to be a dirty ragged old man... like Aragon. Haha...

Managed to reach home in time to go for a jog. Only covered 3 rounds... it was already dark when I left. Those people won't there... no motivation to jog the usual. Haha.. At least when they're there, I'll push myself to jog faster or a longer distance.

Group study at orchard. Was late... woke up late. Did math. Headache. Finished early... played games with Jac. Went Kino. Tsubasa book 6 is out but didn't have enough money to buy.

Went to grandma's house. Vanessa, Stella and Priscilla were all there. Played and chatted. Had fun. Been a long time since we meet up... miss them all. Jermyn had a new haircut. Weird... but I'll get used to it. *smiles*

Feeling down. Feel like crying. If someone hadn't told me... stuff... the day would probably be better. Reversi don't work this time. Fortunately, I've a online friend to cheer me up a little... keep me from really breaking down into tears.

Happy birthday to Josh Hartnett and Ah Di! *smiles*

Went for lunch at pizza hut with a few good pals. Bloated. Had an enjoyable time. Was laughing like crazy during the meal. Vanessa and her birthday drumstick on tomato paste for the two birthday boys was hilarious.  Oh my god... later indigestion. Haha...

Going AISS for some ceramic exhibition tomorrow. Lalala...

Watched DNangel. Interesting. I wanna watch Hikaru no go now. Sai so cute! Sigh... I wanna play reversi now too! *indecisive*

Something I got from Colin's friendster. Interesting...  =) Not quite a poem though.
 
Love begins with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
End with a tear.
 
When you were born,
You were crying
And everyone around you was smiling.
 
Live your live so that when you die,
You're the one smiling
And everyone around you is crying.

A school band from Perth came to perform. It was fabulous. *wink*

Met Lei Shi and Angela after school. Had lunch at pizza hut. Chatted like crazy. Had fun. Reached home late. Angela sent me her primary one class photo. He was in it. Haha...

Wishchan's birthday present for Syaoran is nice. The poem on it is even better.

Hope
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I've heard it in the chillest land
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.

By Emily Dickinson

Went out with a few primary school pals. Lei Shi, Qiu Yun, Shin Ye and Meng Da. Watched mean girls. Nice show! I almost cried. =S Gossiped abit. Everyone seem to change a lot! PS Meng Da after the movie. Haha... didn't wanna be 'gooseberry'.

Watched HNG. Sai acts cute! Haha... Hikaru is improving.

Met Peili, Zi Jie and Liting coincidentally at the MRT station. We waited for Danis and went to claim our CIP hours. Had troubles with the security guard.

Been a week since I jogged. That injury has healed. Or rather, it doesn't hurt as much.

Going for the movie with a few primary school pals on Wednesday. Miss them all. Most of them are busy. Makes me feel so guilty. 'O's is around the corner, they are revising like nuts while I'm still slacking.

What if I say... I'm in love? Haha... this is crappy. Vanessa broke up with her guy. Guys these days always give stupid excuses for break-ups. I learnt... never to trust them. But... I think I've fallen in love with [you]. I dream of [you], think of [you], daydream about [you]. I wanna spend my whole day with [you]. Seeing [you] and interacting with [you] makes me happy. I feel my heart beating fast when [you] are with me. When I'm down, you gave me comfort. When I'm happy, you'll always be there to share the joy with me. All I want to say is I love [you]! *smile*

It's the same restuarant. The last time I was there, it was valentine's day, I was thinking of him during the meal. However today, 7-eleven day, I was thinking of playing go and reversi. I'm going crazy! I wanna play with the 'pros'!

Players at zone.com are not as good as the players at yahoo. To win at zone.com is a breeze. But yahoo... I met two pros. Played another one this morning... greenmag7. This player is slightly better than the one last night. Played my first timed game. He messed the first round but did tremendously well for the next few matches. My rating dropped like mad by playing with those two.

I dreamt of playing reversi last night. Dreamt of the game I played last night. I feel like Touya trying to chase up with Hikaru or rather Sai. I quitted playing yahoo reversi 2 years ago. Seriously, I haven't really lost a match since. I'm not bragging or whatsoever. Playing those two makes me feel so inferior. They uses the same strategy. There must be a way to counter it... and I'll find out how to!

I've learnt never to play go while playing reversi- I get mixed up. I prefer taking white for go and black for reversi. And I tend to use reversi skills on go and go skills on reversi. The game always end up in a mess! Sigh... need more practice.

Cousin's wedding dinner later. Mr Tan weighing us tomorrow again. I can't imagine. C*********** + ten dishes = additional weight. Sigh.

Finally, silver jubilee is over. Went to school feeling excited. Was really enthusiastic initially. Then I started to feel bored. DPM Lee arrived on dot. We waited like an hour plus for him to arrive!

Was slacking. Mindy was there, still as cute. The haunted house wasn't as scary as the ACJC's. It's just gross. I'm referring to the starch thingie.

Had too many tickets, treated lots of people including Mindy. Donated the rest. The class did really well. The ice creams were selling fast!

Played go and reversi online. Neko is good at go for a beginner. I suck at it. I'm definately better at reversi.

Met a 'pro' online. Played 7 rounds of reversi. I won only once. It's been a long time since I've played such a match. He is good at making his opponent put seeds at the 3 dangerous zone. Good strategy. That's how I lose so badly. Really friendly person... Though I'm not as good, he didn't mind playing with me over and over again.

I don't care. I'm going to sharpen my skill no matter what it takes. One of these days, I'm going to challenge that 'pro' again. My dad isn't as good as him either, that's why... that 'pro' is my ultimate goal. He's Sai of reversi!

Youth day. Had a mini class gathering online. 4 people. Terry, Justin, Zhang Mei and me. Haha... had fun. Miss those peeps. Found out more stuff. Tze Long changed school. No wonder never see him around these days. Maybe one day... we'll have a real class gathering.

Back from Orchid country club. The food was good. Drank beer. The more you drink it, the better it taste. Han Long arrived only when the dessert was served. He went for NDP rehearsal. Another wedding dinner next week. Will be seeing all my cousins again.

I wanna learn scuba diving. After the 'O's, must ask Sisi jie jie teach me. Wahaha... after getting a certificate, I'm free to dive anywhere. Haha...

New layout. Kindda sick of the old one already. It lasted only a few weeks. Black to grey. Big change. I still prefer black like kaitou-san. Hmm... I'm so proud of myself. Took only an hour to change the entire thing. Maple ruleZ! =P

Going for my cousin's wedding dinner later this evening. Note: It's my cousin getting married, not me! Zhen Yan got a weird way of thinking. Neko... First, I'm engaged then I'm having an affair. And all of the sudden... Neko started saying I've got baby maples. =S

Been watching Matantei Loki Ragnarok. Nice... Somehow I think its quite similar to CCS. Loki is cute. But I don't understand why he likes to dress in those medieval costumes.

Countdown to carnival: 6 days

Lei Shi found me through friendster. I miss that girl. In fact I miss all my primary school friends like Tze Long, Wei Tai, Zhang Mei and gang. Had a fun time msg-ing Lei Shi. Hopefully, there will be a class gathering one of this days. We never had one.

School was boring. Slept through math and geography. Rushed to Kino straight after school. No Tsubasa. *cry* The kino voucher expires tomorrow!

Late for a math tuition. Made Wan and Car waited because math ended late. Went crazy during physics tuition. "Anyone wants to come to amkss school carnival?" Haha...

Major blackout! Fortunately, no blackout here! Wahaha... Fish, Neko, Zhen Yan and Vanessa all affected. I don't know about the rests. Feels kindda weird not seeing Neko online. =S Funny how people started msg-ing me when there's the blackout. Mich was complaining about the room being too hot... Haha...

Number of days to carnival: 11
Number of tickets sold: 0 *pathetic*

Geez... the holiday is over. I haven't really enjoy myself yet. There's a sales out there and I haven't shop. I haven't touch much of the holiday assignments either. Shit... Zaiton's going to kill me tomorrow. I forgot all about the "changing" thing. :s Lao Da's going to skin me alive too.

Fish went wild wild wet! Oh my god! I'm jealous. I wanna go swimming too! Lalala... Went jogging today. Horrible. Don't wanna elaborate.

Two wedding dinners to attend in next two weeks. *food!* I think more cousins are getting married end of this year. :s

I'm back from sisters island. I miss my com sooo much. Haha.

Set off at 4pm yesterday at Clifford Pier. Took a buoy to small sister island. The island is really small and 'ulu'. We were the only ones there. There's no source of light, electricity or whatsoever. There are only a few benches, a jetty, a toilet and surprisingly quite a number of rubbish bins. :S

Went fishing. I caught none. Nicholas caught a small fish. Heck with the name... I don't know what fish it is but its edible. Dad's colleagues caught a few. It was pathetic. Wrong season... not many fishes. Our first catch was a pathetic small crab. We barbecued it. Had barbecued food last night. It was horrible. Imagine eating a burnt chicken with seasonings and honey. :s Haha... the worst thing is... we forgot to bring cups and mesh tins. Brought cup noodles but no hot water. To conclude... dinner was horrible.

Went for a night walk. Since the island is so small... our night walk was like from the jetty to the toilet only. But it was scary, the toilet is at the other end of the island. It was pitch dark on the way to the toilet. The toilet has no lights too... eerie.

The weather was fantastic. Really cooling. Slept at the jetty. Wonderful experience! That excludes the fear of meeting a potianak. Haha...

Woke up just in time to see the sunrise. It was breathtaking plus the wonderful temperature there, it's totally awesome. If only someone was there to watch it with me, it would have been perfect.

The adults woke up later. Too bad they missed the sunrise. They started fishing again early in the morning. They were hoping to catch big fishes last night. But when they saw marine fishes at the shallow waters in the morning, they went crazy! They were like "Hey... catch those marine fishes! Can bring home sia. Outside sell one for $$$" DotZ! Went to the beach while the adults were still going ding dong over those marine fishes. Got bitten by a hermit crab. :s

Left the island at 1pm, reluctantly. The island is really beautiful. A totally new camping experience. It was fun!

Departing for sisters island in a few hours time. Hopefully, it's going to be a fun and exciting day. I'm determined to get a more even tan. =)

School reopening soon. I'm going to heck all the holiday assignments. School sucks. Life sucks.

Went 'blogs spying'. Read Evelyn's lastest entry. Nice poem.

Love
Is a four-letter whisper
That lingers by your ear
Long after it has fluttered away,
Leaving you stranded, bound
Chest-high in a white cesspool of nothingness,
Your ears listening out for it again.

You feel warm and smile your smile,
But do not realize that's because
You are sinking into the depths of hell
(The other four-letter word)
You can't breathe,
But you want to hear more.

Credits: Evelyn and the person she tried to stalk. =S

Been really down since yesterday. For no reason. One moment I'm crazy, the other I'm down. To Zhen Yan: It has nothing to do with what you said. =)

Sigh. 8L 3W 1M

I hate myself. I have no substance, no ambition, no goal... nothing. I'm a heartless, cold and insensitive. My life is shit, crap... meaningless.

I made it! *smile*

There's a change in plan. Dad's bringing all of us to sisters island on Saturday. A camping cum fishing trip.

I'm not good at sci fic! I lost interest in writing that sci fic I've been working on for months. Sigh. But I started writing a new story, my story.

Feeling so much better. Went swimming. Surface diving improved. Latest record: the breadth of the competitor pool.

After Jian Sheng's lesson, Jack Lee (he used to be my swimming coach)invited all of us to his house. The kids got to sit in his convertible! *jealous* His house is nice. Trophies and medals can be seen practically at every corner of the living room. =S Uncle Jack said he got another box of trophies/ medals in his room. *OMG*

Believe it or not. He got at 5 electrical guitars and 2 organs. *wah* He even got a sound proof room including a totally awesome drum set. And a 48 inch plasma television.

His son represented Singapore in the 28th South East Asia Age Group Championship at Vietnam. We watched the video. (that's the reason why he invited us to his house) He got 2nd for butterfly! Indonesia got 1st. Cool... He's from RI! His mum said that before he even took the PSLE, RI and ACSI were 'fighting' for him. Haha...

Finally cut my hair. The fringe is kindda short. =S Hmm... I've decided to challenge the 5 km later in the evening since there's no tuition today. =)

Sick! Last week nothing came out. Today, stuff keeps coming out. Feel like vomiting but nothing comes out. Having slight fever. Feeling horrible. Hopefully, I can still go swimming tomorrow.

Went jogging again. Weak... Shoulders aching. Calf muscles starts to hurt again. I thought it healed long ago? =S Was struggling on my fifth round. I'm getting weaker. Sigh.

Met Van and Jac at Sembawang. Mum won't have let me out if she didn't need me to return her library books. DotZ. Did abit of geography at coffee bean. Hmmm... actually I was slacking most of the time. Wan came to join us slightly later. Slack, slack, slack until 4.

I'm trimming my hair tomorrow! Yeah!!! Finally. *smile* Going swimming tomorrow. *smile again*

Been really crappy these days. Hehe... Still looking for people to buy my carnival tickets.

A math tuition under Mr Ng's son. He's scary! Mr Lim had been rather crappy. He keeps on laughing. Too bad Joyce didn't go. She went for Linkin Park concert. *jealous* He said something about car, fishball and bird. Dotz...

Finally finish reading chapter 48 of the new trials. Took almost 4 hours to complete it. Either I'm reading it too slowly or is the chapter longer than the others? But it made the waiting worthwhile- I waited months for wish-chan to update. (fish waited even longer)

Kaitou is so cool. Haha... my prediction was right afterall. Mizuki Kai aka Kaitou turned out to be Tanaka Mikai. Ahh... Kaitou... I can't believe he actually survived having a bullet in his chest for so many months. *sob* Kaitou kissed Meilin! *super jealous*

okay... this is lame. I'm crazy over CCS! I love Syaoran, Touya, Kakashi and Kaitou! Haha... the list gets longer and longer.

Changed the layout. Too lazy to even try designing an original one. This layout is designed by the same person. Erm... Yiling I think. I like her layouts. Hard time deciding between this particular layout and another very cute layout. Go check it out. Black still suits me the best. I wanna be like Kaitou! *evil grin*

Oh yea... speaking of Kaitou. Wish-chan updated! Happy happy... bonkers.

PS: Fish is crazy! She admitted that she's a mutated human-fish. :s

Happy! Went cycling with fish, Zhen Yan, Hao Hao and Alvin. Rented bikes for 3 hours. Cycled for 2 hours plus. It was fun! Of course... going to Pasir Ris means spider web! I love the spider web. Me and Zhen Yan went up thrice. Lunch: 3 cans of iced lemon tea. :s

Hate the bus ride home. I seriously can't take long bus rides. Came home, put down my stuff and went out again. Went for a jog. Sigh... 'deproved'. Ran like only 4 times around the park. Abdomen pain, not stitches or gastric.

Hmm... happy times a zillion. I lost 2kg since the last time I stood on that weighing machine.

Feels bloated. =X Read Chee Lim's blog. He and his group of friends are crappy especially Thia. Haha...

*cry* Nobody wants to come to our school carnival. Tried all sorts of methods. Via email, friendster messages and SMS-es. Most ignored my SMS-es. Sek Kiang said he is broke. Vanessa and Jermyn said its too far. Eddie called up at the wrong time (stupid Jermyn), he said he may be coming but is not buying any tickets.

Only Leslie, Natalie and Angie replied my friendster messages. Leslie and Natalie said something like "May be coming." but they didn't mention about buying any tickets from me. Angie already bought the tickets from someone else.

Sad... I sold zero tickets. *cry* Shall ask those at tuition to come.

Cool quizzes. Got it from Neko's blog. Haha... fun doing the one on FMA. I got blew up by Scar so many times. :S

How to make a maple

Ingredients: 1 part competetiveness 5 parts crazyiness 5 parts leadership

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add emotion to taste! Do not overindulge!

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Your Fullmetal Alchemist life! by Deathdesu
Your name?
Your age?
Were you an alchemist?	Yes! ^_^
Your rank was:	Colonel (Taisa)
You tended to:	Get harrassed by Mustang.
You made friends with:	Scar
You were almost killed by:	Wrath
And in the end:	You created the Philosopher's Stone! Go you!
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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Happy! For no reasons. :s Haha... lalala...

Helped Zhen Yan with the class comics. Went to meet JoyZ, Jac and Wan at woodland. Didn't really study. Went window shopping. Then, tuition. Surprisingly, Leon and girlfriend were early today. But they were slow. Because of them, we can't go through stretching again.

Lalala... Natalie added me to friendster. From there, I found Charles. Haha... going bonkers. =)

Watched FMA. That dying scene was rather touching. The homunculus part still confuses me. Too bad Greed-san died. He's the best among all the other homunculus. Before he died, he told Edward the weakness of homunculus. Oh... how nice. I wanna be a homunculus too!

Met my dear cousin, Vanessa. Went for lunch. Then, window-shopping. Had a great time. Been a long time since I seen her. Naturally, we've got lots to talk about.

Bloody pissed. Went jogging, vented anger. If looks can kill, everyone at the park would have been dead. Why so frustrated? Well... to put it simply I hate being humiliated, insulted and worse still, being considered 'lower class'. In actual fact, its the whole of the amkss population being criticized. Some marists and a 'bitch' (so swelled up because she was from a top 10 school) who considered themselves 'upper class' have been criticizing amksians like we're worth less then a penny.

Oh... what can I add? I'm so honored to be called an ass and being referred to dogs. *roll eyes* I so agree with fish, "If you think us students from amkss are of a lower class, what about yourself? We're all humans. You should be categorized as 'lower than dirt' if you criticized another human like that." So what's the big deal being in a top school when your character sucks to the core. And what's the use of succeeding in academics and not in life. It makes no sense.

I must really say I admire 'me'. She's really good. *quick summarize* It doesn't matter whether you're holding a 'economy-class ticket' or the 'business-class ticket' in an airliner, we'll all end up at the same destination. If I could, I would have given those ***** a tight slap. Oh please... wake up. Its not like a neighborhood school student can't do better then someone from a top school. Take Adam Khoo for example. He used to be from one of the 'ulu-est' neighborhood schools and was considered a dropout. And guess what? He entered university and was on the dean list every year. Some of my facts may be wrong but its not impossible for a neighborhood school student to do a lot more better than anyone from a top school.

Seriously, I hate those who look down on us. "amkss is full of bengs and lians" FALLACY! I've have to admit that amkss do have quite a number of bengs and lians but its really too much to condemn all amksians because of those few. And don't tell me there's no such people in top schools? What a joke!

I guess I've to stop here if not this is going to be really vulgar. Too bad for them to agitate me at these time. Oh... being nice here... those ***** really gotta look out, don't fall down because they had their heads held too high up. I'm too tired to tag at that board anymore. It makes no point doing so if they are still so egoistic.

Hate marists. Love him. Ironic. Someone... anyone... Slap me!

Bloody pissed. Curse myself. Missing someone.

If I can't have you -a1

Another picture on the wall,
Another life I used to lead
Another me that was untrue
With every memory of you
Broken in my sleep
Another moment lost in time
You talked of love and I agreed
So many chances passed us by
Now I've lost the strength to try
Your love was never mine to keep

We can't hold on, we're losing track
So where's the road to take us back
And how did we forget what we believed

If I can't have you
And if the love has gone
And if you just can't find it in yourself to carry on
If you had to leave
Then take my life forever
'Cos I would never be with anybody else
If I can't have you

With every night I lie awake
With every day we grow apart
Is there a promise we can't break?
We never learn from our mistakes
From the very start

Don't look back on yesterday
'Cos the time has been and gone
Think of what tomorrow holds
Without you it feels so wrong
And I can't carry on

Chatted with cousin, Vanessa. Haha... 2 hours on the phone. Guess she's the only person whom I never run out of topic to talk about. Most probably having lunch together on Wednesday. *smile* Mum won't have let me go out if it isn't her. :s

Hmm... Han Long added me to friendster. Probably found me through Leslie's or 'his'. He don't know my english name. :s

Mum said she's giving "incentives" if I do well for the "O"s. But the computer is going to my brother if I don't do well.

Pissed with brother.

Exactly 2 months have passed. I'm probably being forgotten. Sigh.

Think I've been too mean. Its rather meaningless to argue over such matters. Our school really isn't that good afterall.

I'm drunk with confusion, sadness, frustration and boredom. I hate myself.

Met Adam Khoo *smile* and Chang Shui.

I hate ALL marists.

8 June, a very special day for all astronomy lovers. The transit of Venus. Its considered one of the rarest celestial event. To Neko: It's not nothing. Many famous astronomers had died wishing to see it. The transit have only been sighted 6 times since the invention of the telescope. Go view the transit at spaceweather.com. Interesting. If you've missed the transit... fret not. It will occur again on June 6, 2012. After that, it's rather impossible for us to view it again. It will happen only 120 years later.

Hmm... met Geok Geok (erm... I think that's how its spelled). Wonder if she still remembers me. :S Few minutes after that, saw Wei Tai walking pass. He didn't hear me calling me. Whatever. Miss all my primary school mates.

Bored, tired, sleepy. I'm an asshole!

Hell! Quarelled with my parents again. They are always threatening to sell away my beloved computer. Well... I don't give a shit about what they say. I'm sure they don't dare to do it.

Finally finish watching naruto. Spoilers to those who haven't watch it. The third hokage died! So sad... Maple respects the hokage. Maple wants to be a shinobi too. Hehe... And that horrible Itachi "injured" my dear Kakashi. *cry* Anyway Naruto defeated Hyuuga and most importantly GAARA! Oh my god. So unbelievable.

Sigh. Grandma in hospital. So poor thing, she had a bad fall. Visited her yesterday. Hope she doing okay after her operation today.

It's Neko's birthday! *smile smile* Let's all sing her a birthday song. *sing* "Happy Birthday to you..." Hehe...

Going crazy today. This afternoon, Maple was watching Naruto when she heard the phone ringing.
Nicholas: Hello... jie ar. Mum at home?
Maple: Eh...no. I KNEW IT!!! You can't take the 3 days right? Wahaha...
Nicholas: Erm...no. Hold on ar...
Mr Ngan: Good afternoon. Erm.. due to some unexpected circumstances, the camp is cancelled. We called to make sure... blah blah blah
Maple: oh.

So there goes my three days of peace and quiet. Camp cancelled because of 'some' food posioning cases. Hmm... WAH! HENG! Luckily I didn't go. Wahaha... I'm so mean. *smile*

Been watching Naruto the entire day. Nice! New love: Kakashi. Current loves: Kakashi, Syaoran, Touya. =) Kakashi is so cool. Hmm... almost cried today. Lee was beaten by Gaara. So sad. Really impress with Lee. Gaara... dangerous guy. Scary. Oh...and that perverted hermit is so funny too. Kakashi reads the book that the perverted hermit writes. *smile again*

Second entry. Bored lah. Just came home. Dad in good mood, brought us to turf city for seafood. Hmm... yummy. Hehe...

On the way home, saw a guy in "Jing Tong" jersey. "Jing Tong"... that's the name of Sembawang block 588 basketball team. Nice jersey... no wonder Melvin said he joined because of it. He's (not referring to Melvin) in that team too. So I assume the team probably had their training at the basketball court near my house today. Why don't I get to see him again? *sob*

Brother going for the camp tomorrow. I can't go. *cry* But then, I should be happy that he will be gone for 3 days. Finally, peace and quiet. *smile* The best thing is... I'll have the whole room to myself. Wahaha...

Vesek day. *smile* There was a Energy show this morning. This time, dad didn't off the TV. He did a "wonderful" thing. He started vacuuming the house when the show starts. Can't really hear their singing. Fortunately, I still managed to catch Ah Di's voice at the last few mintues. His voice so sexy. Hehe...

He read my email. Ask to meet last night. Again, I sneaked out. Melvin was there again. The three for us sat at the basketball court and stoned. We moved to the playground after a while cos they find the place kindda chilling. He explained about the Debra thing. Hmm... whatever.

Seems like I've got more stuff to talk about with Melvin compared to him. Reason being Melvin kept talking about anime (he can't believe that I watch Naruto), poly life and of course basketball. Haha... They were tired since they played basketball before meeting me. So we left earlier. He sent me home. In the lift, he asked "why do you look so unhappy?" Remembered he asked the same question when we meet to talk things out the other time. Like... how in the world do 'you' expect me to be happy? To think I actually like 'you' for so long and 'you' treated me like I'm a nobody. Do 'you' know that
I was hurted when 'you' said "actually I wanna meet because of that email..."

Watched Naruto in the morning. NICE! Dad bringing us for a feast later. Haha... Hmm... longest entry so far. Below is the first ending song from Naruto. Nice... read the lyrics.


Wind - By Akeboshi

Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."

Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.

You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

Hmm... first of all. Wan... sorry. I forgot you wanted to watch Naruto as well. Sorry... must remember I got birdbrain. :S I'll try finish as fast as possible.

*Happy* He read it! He read my email which I sent exactly a month ago. Hehe... Okay... at least its not as bad as I expected. He actually still remembers me. Like...duh. Haha...

Boring day. Currently chatting with Vanessa. I mean my cousin. Long time never see her. Miss her lots. Haha...

Boring day. Was watching Naruto. Nicholas crazy about them too. Haha...

Chinese O level is over! Hurray! I so agree with Neko, "IT'S DOWN WITH THE TEXTBOOKS AND UP WITH THE COMICS." Haha... yep. Chinese was manageable but didn't have enough time to write a better ending for my composition. Whatever... its over. Whoosh... I've got 82 episodes of Naruto to complete. Hurray again. Kakashi is sooo cool. =D

Went to Taka after the papers. Only to find out that Kino is closed for stock taking. Why today?!!! But never mind. I still manage to lay my hands on Tsubasa book 5. Going to scan the cover and post it here someday. For the sake for Wan. =) Haha... Hmm... met Chel at Taka, with Zijie. Bet they went there for the great Singapore sales. Oh my god... Zijie is so chio. Bernice is jealous. Haha...

Hmm... Sek Kiang msg-ed me on the way home. So qiao... he was in the same train compartment. Toot him... stand beside me also don't know how to call me. Wait until we're standing so far apart then msg me. Ask him where he is... he said I'm too short to spot him. Long time never see him... bet he still as good looking. *wink* Haha...

Gotta tidy my room. *bleh* I hate cleaning but I have to. Ernest coming over from tomorrow onwards. Boo... Meaning I've gotta behave myself at home and pretend to be hardworking. :s

Bernice is HAPPY for today. I love Neko. She agreed to lend me Naruto episodes 1-84. Haha... meaning I don't have to go down to fish's house to watch it.

Finally went jogging. 5 days no jog, rusty already. Even Nicholas is faster than me. He has the speed but no stamina. Haha...

Zhen Yan got handphone voucher. So xian mu. $500! Can get X70 or T630. My dream phones.

Chatted with Evelyn online these two nights. She's such a friendly person. Really nice girl. It feels like I've know her for ages. Hehe...

I hate Nicholas. He keeps talking about the camp. "I'm going for the camp. Haha... you can't go! You've got to study." I really hate him. The next time he mention about the camp, I'm going to "murder" him. Oh... found out that Tze Long's brother is going too. Hmm... long time never see him already... wonder how that "Ah Gong" of mine is doing.

Every 120 years or so a dark spot glides across the Sun. Small, inky-black, almost perfectly circular, it's no ordinary sunspot. Transits of Venus are rare. Many astronomers had never live to see one. Decide for yourself. On June 8, 2004, Venus is due to cross the face of the Sun again. The event will be web cast, broadcast, and targeted by innumerable sidewalk telescopes. In other words, you can't miss it. Look into the inky black disk. It can carry you back to a different place and time: Tahiti, 1769, when much of Earth was still a mystery and the eye at the telescope belonged to a great explorer.

The best reason to watch the 2004 transit of Venus is history.

Source: http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2004/28may_cook.htm?list807449

The transits of Venus will most probably be shown on Spaceweather.com on June 8.

It's the first day of the "not like holiday" holidays. Parent teacher conference. Wasn't as bad as I thought. Mum said some nice things today. *smile* Though I don't understand why everytime mum talk about my ambition, my eyes feel slightly damp.

Hmm... "uncovered" a secret. Saw Evelyn friendster picture, I assume she is Wei Cong's current girlfriend. (QWC not GWC) Asked her during chemistry tuition today. She keep saying "ignorance is bliss" while her friends said "you heard what we said?" So guess I was right. I am sooooo smart. *smile again*

Went to fix my glasses after PTC. Like... finally. Met actor, Huang Shi Nan there. Nice voice. Oh my god... I think I'm obsessed over guys with deep voice like Ah Di. Hehe.

Thought of him again. *hammer myself* Its been almost 2 months already, why can't I just bloody forget him. I hate myself for that. Thinking of him reminds me of the coming P5 camp. Brother's going. He's like "Oh... I'm going for the camp. Haha... you can't go!" I hate my brother.

Hmm... going swimming tomorrow. Hurray! I'm taller than Uncle Jack now. :) Too bad Jian Sheng having his lesson, can't swim with me. And hurray again... Nicholas can't go tomorrow! *smile smile*

Sad sad sad... No Naruto to read.
Sad sad sad... No fanfic to read. (excluding that super chim FMA ff)
Sad sad sad... Leg pain, cannot go jogging.
Sad sad sad... Results no good.
Sad sad sad... I've a Pentium 1 super mini brain.
Sad sad sad... Missing someone. Badly.

Sigh. That pain around the calf muscle is getting worse. Been ignoring it for weeks, didn't hurt that much until this afternoon.

New computer needed. My computer sucks to the core. Keep hanging. Gotta reboot so many times.

Consolation. Early dismissal for me tomorrow. Meaning no chinese remedial, no math lesson, no english lessons. Interesting math course at NYP.

Had a dream last night. Been a long time since I actually had one. I dreamt of him. I shall not mention the details, it was a sad dream. Been thinking of him since this morning. I thought I've forgotten all about him but sad to say, I haven't. Was hoping to see him yesterday. Wondered how he did for his prelim. I just can't help it. Feel like crying but tears won't come out. Maybe I shall keep myself as busy as possible... I don't wanna think about him anymore.

Went to Woodland library yesterday. Met Sabrina. Too bad didn't manage to get her number. Miss my primary school friends except for some irritating ones. Some of them seem to "disappear". Ever since we graduated, none of us seem to has seen Sebastian or Han Long and some others. Leon recently appear out of nowhere. Haha...

Boring day. Going swimming later. Purpose: To get a more even tan. But I doubt I can get any tanner going swimming in the late evening. :s Haha...

Cool... everyone look out and up now. Find the moon. The slender crescent looks absolutely beautiful tonight. Notice that extremely bright star above it? That's not a star, that's Venus. The moon and Venus... together they make a beautiful sight.

Happy Birthday to Dylan. The class bought him a birthday cake... nice cake. He had cream on his face by the end of recess. Went back to class shocked. The guys were playing with an inflated condom. Sick... I'm referring to the 4/1 guys who blow that thing up.

Tuition. Started on revision. Leon and his girlfriend came in 50 minutes late. *roll eyes* Might as well don't go.

Chinese remedial sucks. Sucky teacher. To think he gave me an A for a composition I considered badly written. Still, Lao Da is better.

Just watched the news. A P6 girl from Peiying got molested at block 806. Since when did Peiying students become so dumb? I bet its one of the construction workers around here.

PS: Never sleep while writing compositions.

Another picture of Syaoran. Hehe.

So sleepy... Chinese rememdial sucks.

Oh. My. God. Saw that? Finally upload my Syaoran. Okay... I'll try not to drool. *wink* Fish, you jealous? Wahaha... I'm so bad. Sad, no Touya in this picture.

Got back chemistry. From 34 marks to 50. Not bad right. Haha... I don't care if its only a border-line pass, can pass happy already. Especially when I got F9 for all my class test. *smile*

Hmm... going off to read Tsubasa. Syaoran~ Touya~! Hehe...

Yeah!!! Bird is happy for today ONLY. I got Tsubasa! As in the comic. OH. MY. GOD. Syaoran is so cool, handsome, caring etc. He is my dream guy... Touya too. How I wish they were real humans. Hehe... if tomorrow is the end of the world. The last thing I would do will be: sleep, dream of Touya and Syaoran, confess to both. Wahaha... I'm going insane.

Was at kino with fish. Met Jenn and Chel on the way back. Been a LONG time since I seen Jenn. Still so chio. First thing she said was "That name so gay" Hmm... peeps... don't have to guess who. Haha.

Got back E math today. Dissappointing. So many careless mistake. But whatever... mid year only...not counted in "O"s. June holidays must study like hell already. Pray hard I can survive through the holidays. Haha... exaggerating.

Exams finally over. Hurray! Got back a few papers. Not very good but who cares. Its only the mid years. At least I passed. Results not bad for someone who didn't study much.

Watched Troy. Great movie. Everyone should watch! Highly recommended. After that, went to Kino again. Managed to spend some time at the astronomy section. All the chim books. Met Pei Rong jie jie at Taka. Then, tuition. Did Deyi's and Ahmad Ibrahim paper. Quite easy. No kick.

Manga craze? Erm... not really. I like clamp. Naruto is cool... Mich recommended it. Forever obsessed over Syaoran and Touya. (oh my god... Syaoran is so cool. I'll be the first in his fanclub!) Hmm... anime... I WANNA WATCH FMA! Haha... okay... I'm going nuts.

PS: I love Syaoran!!! :p

Big news! I saw Zhi Wei this morning. Wahaha. Then again, like I've said many times before, I only admire his leadership skills. Hehe... I'm going to take the same bus tomorrow.

Screwed history. Left 1st part of 2nd question blank. 12 marks. Well... I don't really give a damn. Geography... not bad. Quite relaxing. Hmm... finally tomorrow last paper. Can party after that. Wahaha...

Went to Cine with Car, Van, Jac, JL and Mike to get Troy tickets. Then, as usual, went to Kino. Tried hard to control myself at the astronomy and the magazine section (there were lots of astronomy magazines!). Luckily, Van pulled me away. If not, I'll be stuck there. Hmm... Van got her magazine. There's Tsuyoshi and Tackey inside! Sob... jealous. Haha... Hmm... after my "O"s, I'm going to work and save like crazy. Then, I can upgrade my handphone and buy more astronomy books.

Met a volleyball senior at the park. Two years older, used to train us when we were only P6. Hmm... he got the speed but stamina not that good. Surprised that after so many years he remember me. I was hoping he doesn't remember- he once caught me in one of my most embarrassing moments. Whatever! Its not like I going to bang into him again. Erm... okay... I always bang into him at the basketball court. Sigh.

E math... quite easy. Haha... no kick. Chemistry? Urgh. Didn't study. Don't know how to do those questions on organic chemistry. Pray hard that I guessed the answers correctly. Hehe. Sigh again... sick. Was sneezing like 'hell' during the papers. Poor me. Haha...

Wasted trip to Cine. Schedule for Troy out only on Thursday. Going with Car then. Hmm... going to TPY library again with Jac. Having tuitionS tomorrow too. Sigh for the third time. I hate history and I hate going for tuitions.

Sob. Re-read that touching story. The one on Mina and Ji Won. I know many have read it before too. Cried again... while reading it. I admire Mina. She did so much for Ji Won. Expecting nothing in return except for his love. Ji Won too. He is so romantic. Especially when he said this, "I loved you since the first day we met. I loved you then and I had never stopped loving you." The first day they met, they carved their initials on each other back. Bloody but touching.

Sigh. I should be preparing for tomorrow's papers. But I've been slacking for two days. Whatever! Who gives a shit about mid year exams anyway. Going to continue writing my story later.

Quote for the week: True love never has an ending.

Eek! Was reading horror stories online yesterday. Wasn't really that scared. What really freak me out is the voicemail message I received today. There was this weird sound on the other end of the phone. Nothing else but that weird sound. Quite a long message. Hang it halfway through.

He msg-ed yesterday during tuition. Wonder how come he wanted to go for a walk yesterday. Didn't meet him though. Was already 8 plus when he asked.

Going to be another boring saturday. Hope it doesn't rain later. Maybe I should start studying for history. But then, I know myself... the facts can't stay in that puny brain of mine for 4 days.

PS: Boo doesn't work on me. Try some other things.

SS paper ended early today. Was home at 9.50am. The paper wasn't as tough as I thought it would be. Source-based was hard though... haha... contradicting.

Sigh. Wasn't feeling too well in the morning. Went to bed last night with a headache, woke up this morning with stomachache. Therefore, wasn't really friendly this morning. Shouted at Zhen Yan for erm... don't know what reasons. Sorry about that. Sigh. The construction work just started... together with our exams. They keep pounding and drilling... can't concentrate on my revision.

Hmm... their school starting the first prelim paper today. Good luck to all marist. :)

Think I'm having the same problem as dad-- over exercised. Or did I injured myself? Been having a stinging pain around my calf since Monday. Despite the pain, I still jog almost everyday. Whatever... it helps to de-stress. Especially during this period of time.

Life really sucks... I screwed every single paper. Math... both E and A... seems pretty average... but I didn't complete both. Worse of all... I forgot all formulas when I step into the hall. Physics... sigh... I scribbled rubbish. I'm going to do so "well" for this mid-year. Fortunately, its only the mid-year... not prelims.

Consolation. I fixed my window media player. Finally able to hear their voices again. Simple Plan, a1, ENERGY, Kinki Kids, Black Eyed Peas... etc. Ah... miss listening to their songs... WMA was down for weeks. Watched FMA instead. I'm addicted.

Fattening. Been eating fast food quite often lately. Sigh... but what goes in doesn't seem to come out. Been having that same problem for years. What can I do... fruits doesn't help. And I'm NOT going to use my mum's method... no way is she going to make me eat sweet potatoes everyday.

Didn't want to blog today. Was busy studying for chemistry and geography. But after reading someone's blog... someone I don't know, I had a sudden "urge" to blog. That someone was talking about friendship. Touching.

Friendship... sigh. After reading, I did some self reflection. Have I ever been a good friend? I doubt so. Been chatting with Chel online this two days... realised how "mo shen" we are now. She used to be one of my good friend and now we seldom talk. Anyway... Chel... if you're reading this... though I think he is ugly and Colin is much better... all the best with *cough cough*.

Friends are suppose to be people who are always there for you when you need them. Am I a good friend? No. I'm not always there when a friend is down or need my help. Sometimes I even give them cold shoulders. Sometimes I think I don't deserve the care and concerns my so-called friends give me. They treat me so well yet I don't seem to care. I complained that he didn't care about me... what about me? I think I treat a few of my friends like how he treated me.

I've been having the problem with friendship even since kindergarden. Basically, I think I screwed most of them. I've been an anti-socialist for most of my life. I don't talk to people unless they talk to me first. Surprisingly, such a boring person like me still have quite a number of friends. I'm grateful to know them. But sometimes I wonder... can friendship be everlasting? Seriously, I have doubts in that.

PS: Peeps... those are what I think... I'm not trying to screw up any friends now. So don't worry yea?

Help! I'm all alone at home with a dragonfly! Hate insects... they scare the living hell out of me. Okay... I'm exaggerating. :S Fortunately its not flying around now... if not I'll be running out of the house again.

Sigh. I can never stick to my plan. Went jogging without dad today. I was impatient. He started his jog only after I completed my usual 5 rounds. But at least he improved. I mean... he used to take half an hour doing his warm-up exercises... now its 20 minutes. Clap clap. Haha... there was two guys playing volley ball there... pro sia. Nicholas said they are his friend's brother and father. Was really tempted to walk over and join them. But no guts. Besides, I'll be embarrassing myself playing with them... it will be like playing volleyball with two Liang Hock.

Hmm... studied chemistry. Doesn't seem that hard... I don't understand why I keep failing. The concept seems rather simple. Whatever... chemistry today... geography tomorrow. I hate exams!

Thought about it. Sent him a email. Ask Mike and Jaclyn what they think. Mike thought I had a motive by doing so. Haha... no. I am trying to forget. I shall now love only my textbooks and computer. Its hard... but I have to.

Hell... I screwed up during the exam today. Chinese paper was so tough. English paper 1... haha... finished like 40 minutes earlier. Slept after checking through my papers and counting the number of words. I wrote crap!

Finally! Been raining the past few days, cannot go jogging. Those emotions have been piling up since Monday... sorrows, frustration and STRESS. Went jogging today to release them all. Feel so much better now... but then... you know... I can't stay under the afternoon sun for too long. Yes... minor sun burnt- went around 3pm when the sun is so bloody hot.

Hmm... yesterday evening... Nicholas returned home... held the consent form in front of me. "P5 camp from 3th June to 5th June. You going back to help this year?" *CRY!* Hell yes... I wanna go. But I believe the school has some really "wonderful" plans for us during the holidays.

Hmm... I'm going to challenge myself this Sunday. Planning to jog the 5 km with dad, as in jog at the same rate as him. I'm going to heck care about the mid year! I don't wanna dream of math equations anymore! Anyway... ZHEN YAN!!! I WANNA WATCH FULL METAL ALCHEMIST! HELP ME BURN! Thanks.

Leon joined E math tuition. Hopefully he don't remember me. I used to be a horrible class monitor. :S

Quote of the week: Love is a torture.

I know I was wrong to pry. I know you'll be really pissed if you found out what I did. But I can't help myself. Maybe I shouldn't have even try... it make me even more depress. I wonder... who is she? Probably another chio girl you know through basketball. I don't know. You asked how I felt yesterday. Well... I feel that you're playing with me all this time. Making me feel like an idiot. You weren't even that caring to me compared to her. That's what I felt. You can't blame me for being uneasy. How can I calm down when you even bloody hell asked for her damn number.

I knew you were this sort of person right from the beginning. But I trusted you all along. Maybe I was wrong that you will change. You'll never change. You said perhaps we can work something out. Are you really sure that's what you want. I've doubts in that. How can I trust you when you're such a playboy.

Been a long long time since I last updated. Deleted a few entries. Don't ask why... I've my reasons.

Cross country today. Wonderful weather. Done well. 16th position. I think I could have done slightly better if I hadn't stopped halfway to tie my shoe laces. Lost the momentum in just that short period of time. Dad said I did badly... not up to his expectation. Oh man... what the hell did he expected from me? He wasn't even pleased with my positioning when I got 10th a few years back. I know he is good at sports but he can't expect me to do as well as him.

Physics tuition. We were "classroom-less" for the first 10 minutes. Guess probably because of the sudden change of timing that's why erm... they weren't prepared. The people there actually suggested us to have our lesson in that SMALL office. Phew... fortunately the other class gave in and allow us to use their classroom instead. Did a prelim paper from erm... a school, can't remember which. Very tough! Haha... because I haven't started revising yet.

Met him after that. Nothing much though. Was counting just now... hmm... it's like 2 months 23 days never see him. That's long. Oh... meeting him wasn't that bad, at least I gained something. Haha... I meant that I spotted Venus! It's like wow. It's been there for quite sometime already and I notice it only like today. It appears as a very bright star near the crescent. So people... go check it out.

Oh yea... congrats to Zhen Yan. Masterpiece being accepted by the school. Anyway to Zhen Yan, next time they send the mail to my inbox... just go ahead and reply them... don't need to ask for my consent.

Just came back from my daily jog. I really surprised myself today. Went out at the usual time, realized they are doing some construction stuff at the park so some parts of the park was out of bound. Then, some really crazy idea struck me. And so I went on the 5km jog around the neighborhood. From my house to Sembawang Road to Chong Pang and back to my house, run up the stairs. Passed by Khatib Camp on the way, saw lots of NS man back from IPPT. Haha... Still, I can't believe I actually ran that distance without stopping. Its like twice the distance of Peiying's road run and twice the distance we covered the day i sneaked out to meet him. Stamina wasn't even that good the time when I was so crazy about swimming. Feeling so good after that. Its like all of the sudden, the world seem so perfect, no worries, sorrows, hatred or whatsoever. Hmm... shall do it again tomorrow. :)

A PORTION of Nicoll Highway near the Golden Mile Complex where the MRT's Circle Line is being built collapsed at 3:30pm on Tuesday. Access to the road between the Kallang area and Suntec City has been blocked off by police and civil defence officers at the scene.

One dead body has been pulled out of the rubble so far, and rescue teams, including search dogs, are on the job. Of the three people sent to hospital, two have been discharged after examinations by doctors. Three others are still unaccounted for.

A hole now occupies six lanes of Nicoll Highway.

Eyewitnesses said that the pedestrian bridge across the highway has also toppled over. Other reports said fires were blazing in the site. Water was been gushing out onto the road, and some witnesses reported a strong smell of gas is in the air. Others felt tremors and heard blasts.

PowerGas confirmed that a section of a gas pipe along the highway was damaged by the collapse, but that engineers had shut off the supply. Gas supply to the area has, however, not been affected because alternative pipes are being used.

The collapse also interrupted the electricity supply to the Marina Centre area, affecting Suntec City and Marina Square areas, according to a statement from Singapore Power.

For more information, read article "Road collapses along Nicoll Highway"

Simple Plan - Addicted

I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anyway

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still addic-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true

I'd run a thousand miles to get to you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to treat you good in every way

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting
Till the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

Finally finished reading Message in the Bottle. That novel is wonderful, fantastic, one of the best I read so far. It is hopelessly touching. Cried at least 3 times while reading it. The letters Garrett written were beautiful. I wonder... will there ever be a man like Garrett out there. I wonder... will there ever be someone who can love another so deeply, so truly. It seems so impossible. Unfortunately, such a nice guy like Garrett died in the end. How sad. Such a waste. Theresa must had felt terrible. Its hard to leave someone you really love. The way they met seems like a fantasy. The way a message in a bottle brought them together seems so fairy-like. So unbelievable.

A math tuition today. Hao Hao joined. Good to have company for A math. At least not so boring. Physics tuition, everyone was so "punctual". Mr Lim was there before everyone else.

I feel so fake, so plastic today. Don't wanna elaborate too much. Two sleepless night. Its no insomnia, been thinking. I don't wanna think about it anymore. I wanna escape from this whole thing. Yes... I'm a coward. I just don't wanna face it anymore. Don't think I'll be posting any entries for the next few days. But then again. Expect the unexpected.

What can I say? It's really a ALMOST record breaking day. NAFA test, five item. Did erm... not so well. Was aiming for all C and above. And then, one E? Oh man... I can't believe it, I can't take it. Yes... always the same thing that pulls me down. Inclined pull-ups again. I did a record breaking one pull up. How cool can that be? Sit-and-reach. Always not very good at this too. I'm not like fish... so elastic. Curse that Mr Tan, "Long finger nails, minus 2 cm." Wah! My finger nails are not even 1 cm and he wants to minus 2cm of my reading. Stupid! But then, did well for standing board jump. Pleased with the reading. Almost break my record. Just 10cm plus and I'll break my record. Mich did a 219cm jump! Cool... I wanna be like her.

Knowing I didn't do well for my five items. I decided to go for some really INTENSIVE training. Jog an extra round around the park. Whoa... this the record breaking part... complete 2.4km within 15 minutes. Though it may seem easy to achieve such result for some of you but it's been a long long time since I complete the whole thing in 15 minutes. I'm so proud of myself. Did a bit of pull ups... trying to strengthen my arm muscles. I'm definately going to request for a retest next week. I'm going to do better the next time.

Hmm... 2.4 run postponed. Good... can practice more. Funny... this week I feel so energetic unlike last week. Can't sleep last night. Was tossing and turning in bed. When I finally got to sleep, the alarm clock went off. Bleh. Was late in the morning again, as usual. Sorry rain... I will try to be early tomorrow. Haha... And yes... I found a lesbian partner. Wahaha... so fun... Stupid Jeremy... stop bothering my lesbian partner. Wahaha... nuts liao... don't believe what I say. Was only joking. Anyway to Zhen Yan... you can be sure I'm not a les. Though like I say most (not all) guys are jerks, I still adore them. Wahaha... this is getting crazy.

What the hell!!! The same thing happened again within days. How can he switch the bloody channel when Energy is on. Excuse me... I've been waiting for weeks to watch their performance. And its been ages since I watched my dear Ah Di dance. He did it on purpose. See now, Energy is gone, he switch it right back. What the fuck. If I'm still having that voice, I would have definately yell at him and I will be probably be thrown out of the house. That's the god-damn-it disadvantage having only one television at home. Bloody hell... I can't stop cursing... blood still boiling. How can he do that to me? He knew fully well I could do practically anything to see Energy. Hell...

The day went badly. Don't know what got into me in the morning. Just can't stop the tears from flowing. I've no idea what happened. Been a long long time since things like that happened.

What a day. Hell... still pissed. You peeps can't expect me to have a smiling face pasted in the middle of my face tomorrow. That will be so fake. Mood swinging from extreme end to another. Don't agitate me!

Just came home from Grandma's house. Feeling totally exhausted.

Met Car early for tuition. Wan forgot about it, arrive rather late. When she came in, all was distracted because she just blast into the room. Haha... Mr Lim forgot where he stopped. Irritating teacher. Was teaching about the wire cables and stuff. Saying why birds don't get electrocuted when they stand on the wires, I was being used as a example. "If Bernice was to hang herself on one of the cable wires... ..." Wan and Car was laughing their head out. Oh please... like why the hell would I wanna hang on a cable wire?

Went to grandma's house straight after that. The bus was totally disgusting. It stinks and its so packed. Reached there really late. Made the rest wait, so pai seh. Didn't do much there. On the way home, met Chang Shui's sister. Didn't recognize her at first. Don't remember her being so tall... then realize she was wearing high heals.

Having that headache again. Thought okay already. Was feeling so well during the afternoon. The effect of the medicine wears off so fast. Maybe should take more.

That "feel drifting apart" feeling is like "already drifted apart" sort of feeling. I don't know. Am I being just paranoid or is it true? I don't wanna think anymore. The world is blurring again. Mich promised to sing me a song on Monday. Titled "I hate Bernice". How cool. Mich I love you for this. Wahaha... see Zhen Yan... like you say Hentai not in trend anymore, I can easily find a les partner. Wahaha... just joking. I don't wanna feel this way. Yes... I still have feelings. Don't treat me like a spare, mister. I'm not that fun to fool around.

Did a bit of self reflection just now. Can't believe just a few years, I've change so much. From that quiet and shy girl, I've become some aggressive, violent, rebellious girl. Don't seem so? Well... that's exactly what I am at home. Like I've told Jac before. No one at home can be more fierce than me besides dad. Good thing? *shrug* Had a quarrel with my mum just now. She was shouting at me. If she did this years ago, I will probably end up crying. But instead, I pretended she isn't there and ended up laughing. Man... this is scary. Since when did I changed to be like fisherman? The worst thing is, I realized whenever I'm mad at my brothers, the long finger nails come very handy. Violent bird? I don't know. I don't think properly when I'm angry, I don't even remember what I do.

All of the sudden, I've some really crazy idea. You know those stars in rock bands? Think I had too much influence. I'm so tempted to go for a lip piercing like that guy in Blink 182. Haha... And yes... a third earhole... been wanting to go for that for a long time but no one wants to go with me. I'm also very tempted to dye my hair in some really wild colors. Then, I'll apply black nail polish like those Chel has. That will really piss my parents. How cool...!

Simple Plan
I'm Just A Kid
I woke up it was seven I Waited till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call.
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them.
What's another night all alone?
When your spending every day on your own
And here it goes ..

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid and i know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world is havin' more fun then me tonight

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time,
Eveyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid and i know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world
Is havin' more fun then me
What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And everynight is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid (just a kid) x5
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid and i know that its not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world is ..
nobody wants to be alone and the world
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, i know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me, tonight
I'm all alone ...
tonight
nobody cares...
tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid, tonight

What a "lovely" day. Have been having a horrible headache since yesterday. Adam Khoo's method didn't work. Feeling so damn cold one moment and hot the next. Who the hell said that Singapore have a "fantastic" weather? Still having that wanna vomit feeling... Life sucks.

Went for group study with Car and Jac today. Though sick, but still can tahan. Was late, made Jac wait for me. So pai seh. Desmond called before Car join us after her church thingie. Ask me go Zhen Yan's house study together. Those two guys abit crazy, super lame. Went through chemistry and A math together with Jac. Took 2 panadol, Jac snatched away my third one. Car joined us slightly later. She was studying her physics while me and Jac was already slacking. Oh yea... we had black forest. (Fishy... you see that? Black forest... jealous? Wahaha...) Went window shopping after that. Boring. Nothing really interesting.

Came home. Watched MTV asia awards. Simple Plan's performance was damn cool. Two thumbs up. Hmm... quite a number of artist... erm... their standard of english isn't that good. Well... erm... it kindda sucks. Especially 5566's (my apologies to all 5566 fans). Okay... I know I'm bias. Was looking forward to Black Eyed Peas performance. Can't believe my dad didn't allow me to watch it. He switched the channel when they appear. (I've been waiting to watch MTV asia awards 2004 for so many weeks. Missed the one on valentine's day.) Was so damn pissed, I grab my things and walked right out of the house. Sickening attitude.

Didn't plan to collect my glasses today since I was lazy. But what can I do when I'm already out of the house. Went to collect the glasses. What the hell... I forgot to ask about my degrees again. I hate wearing glasses. On the bus, realized "well... fine... I was at fault. Being 'childish' again. And hell... I don't wanna stay out the entire night." So came home... Man... I'm such a weakling. It's the first time I ever walk out like that. And I can't promise that will be the last time.

Guides enrolment tomorrow. How boring. Can I not go tomorrow? I'm not in the mood and definately not fit enough to stand under the sun for so bloody long. Or can I be excused from PT and the enrolment parade? I bloody hate guides. Why the hell did I join in the first place?

Hmm... going grandma's house tomorrow. Been weeks since I went there. Physics tuition tomorrow too. Boy... my head is blasting. I'm feeling so "well" now. The world will start to spin soon. For the first time, neither reading fanfics or reading up on astronomy seems to work.


Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Cool... did a bit of quiz just now though. Heart of gold? Hoho... my foot. I think its more likely a frozen heart. Jia Ling's always always saying I look moody. Grumpy and moody people don't have a heat of gold. And michelle... I am NOT goofy and stupid looking. Normal maples are forever short tempered. Remember that.

Feeling so sick. Having a headache ever since school ended. Brother spread his stupid virus to me. Down with flu.

School = Boring. Madm Tong not here today. Rare case. Super tired in class. Slept during chemistry and recess. English... the other bands had their common test. Our band extra... no common test. But we had comprehension erm... don't know whether to call it a test or just exercise. Hmm... had class photo taking today. Stupid Zaiton, make me tuck in my blouse. The informal shot was horrible. Didn't know when the photographer snapped, was looking elsewhere. And that horrible Wei Ming was trying to pull my hair when the photographer snapped. Too bad... he failed... wahaha. Stupid impotent. Hehe...

When for chemistry tuition today. Was sneezing like hell. Miss/ Mrs Chua wasn't here today. A relief teacher by the name of Mr Lim (again?!) took us. Boring. The worksheet damn hard. Was already struggling with the MCQ. Came home LATE.

Was chatting with Eddie just now. Haha... funny. He still remember me going crazy about energy and me pestering him to give me that huge showcase poster of energy. I'm so jealous. He used webcam to show me that poster. Damn nice lor. Haha... then show me his room. Cool... full of EXCLUSIVE posters. I want them too! Anyway... he look weird now. Hair grew already. Haha... that time when he still in PA, the hair so funny, so short. Anyhow, he's still as funny and childish. Keep making weird faces... told him he look weird, first reaction: look at the huge mirror behind him. Haha. Still remember at the advantage camp, we keep calling him sexy boy and I've no idea how I ended up being called "niao lang". Haha... its cool chatting with this crazy guy.

YawnZ... so tiring. Just woke up from a 4 hours nap. Haha...

Sports meet today. Was late in meeting Elaine again. Haha... always me. Was packed like sardine in that MRT train. Head to the stadium with Rain, Car and Jac. What can I say... it was boring. Didn't really pay much attention to the runners. We were taking photos there. Haha... running around like crazy looking for teachers to take photos. That's the only fun part I guess. Anyway, congratulations to those who managed to clinch an award or two.

Went to Causeway point after that. Hard time deciding where to have lunch. Went around after that. Chance upon this jigsaw puzzle shop. Cool but too expensive. Had my eyes upon this really cool jigsaw star map. Cost $70. Trying to persuade my mum to get it for me. Its "oh my god" so nice. My mum just shrug when I mentioned about it. So meaning no hope already. I don't care... I'm going to save money for that. Erm... that will be after I buy that astronomy magazine.

Bored. Have not done any homework yet. Sigh.

OH. MY. GOD. Friendster is such a "useful" thing. I was reading one of my primary school friend's sister's testimonial, erm... also my friend. What crap... okay... my friend's. Then, I came upon a very familiar name. Xiao Han? That's definately a rather weird nickname for a guy. Whatever. Yong Han... hmm... that pervert... I still remember those days. Met him a few times this year. Met him on the bus the other day, though he sat beside me, its like we don't know each other, didn't even say hi or whatsoever. Who cares anyway. Then, there was another occasion when I was at Bugis with Car and gang, on the way back, met him. Its like out of the sudden he remember this old friend. Approached me "Erm... Bernice right. Help me buy my tickets." I was like "what the hell". Hmm... back to the main point. The thing that make me take a closer look at his pictures is because I noticed another VERY familiar face. It's Tze Long, used to be one of my good pals. Haha... remember I used to call him "Ah Gong". Its been like ages since I last seen him. The other time call him go back to primary school together, he said something like that "See the stock market. If good than I go back if not I commit suicide". Lamer. Anyway, from the picture, it seems like he changed A LOT.

So whatever. Really miss those primary school days. No stress, more fun. Miss helping Mrs Huan at the Math corner/ room. Miss hearing Meng Da singing while we cleaning the math corner/ room. Miss Wei Tai crapping. Miss all those great friends like Zhang Mei, Yarui, Elaine, Sze Hui, Lei Shi, Yu Hui and Shin Ye. Miss the time we practice dances together. Miss being a teacher's pet. :S Wahaha. Okay... I practically miss everything. Sigh. Guess I'm not the only one. Who doesn't miss those days when we were younger, cuter, and definately innocent? Wahaha...

Hmm... went to school totally prepared for... recess. Wahaha. Mum packed 4 chilli tuna sandwiches and lime juice for me today. Cool... Chilli tuna is totally delicious. Haha... I'm a tuna lover. Of course i didn't finish those 4. I shared it with Elaine but erm... had more than 3. Wahaha... I am crapping again.

I hate the rain. You guys get what I mean right. Stupid weather. So tired when I got home. Sleep. Was late for tuition as usual. But came home an hour later than expected. Met my mum and brothers on the way back. Head to see the doc. Okay... finally a solution to my problem. Wahaha.

Sigh. Sports meet tomorrow. How "fun"! Going to be another boring day. Can't believe that bitch suggested we bring blue umbrella. What the hell... no one from our class will be bringing though. What can I say... we are so damn unlucky to be in the same house as 5A. You get what I mean. I dislike so many in that class. Especially Sophia and Dennis. Can't believe I was punish during the combined CCA camp last year because Dennis thinks that I've got attitude problem. Yes... I'm that petty... so what?

Just came back from the optical shop. Cool... I'm getting a new glasses. "You must wear your glasses everyday your degrees are increasing" Like who cares.

Just watched this cool movie on Channel 5. Whoa... totally love it. Titled: Face Off (I think so)

Hmm... new friend. Met on friendster. Hmm... funny how this person seem to know more about my cousin compared to me. To Jia Ling... if you're wondering which cousin I'm talking about now. It's Han Long... that one you said was really good-looking. As usual... who cares. Its none of my business.

Ah... there's so many movies I wanna watch. First on my list is The Prince and Me. Second on my list is Eye 2. Hmm... getting people to watch the Prince and Me should be easy. Those craving for horror movie... message me!!! Haha... To Elaine... hope you're reading this. Wanna watch Eye 2 together? *wink* I want someone who won't mind if I scream in the cinema to watch with me. Wahaha... nuts...

So sleepy. I can sleep another 10 hours if not for my mum. Wake me up and say... "We'll be going to the optical shop in an hour and a half time, get ready." *Roll eyes* Damn super tired today.

Anantha's lesson was as usual a time for me to rest. PE was boring. Soccer. Used to play soccer with Jermyn, my brothers and sometimes my other cousins on Saturdays. Those were the time I thought soccer was fun. But with Mr Tan, this sport is never fun. Went back to class with my shoes stuck with dried-up mud. Everyone was outside the class cleaning their shoes and made a great mess. The classroom wasn't any better. Hmm... Guang brought in a transform today. It was like what I expected. Somehow, it reminds me of one of the moulds my dad have at his office. Its heavy like any moulds in my dad's office but not polished. Whatever.

Hmm... was late in the morning again. I hate making Elaine wait all the time. I'm such a bad girl. But can't blame me... I can't wake up in the morning. Yawnz... I'm getting back to sleep again.